A few minutes passed by when I felt like dancing. Kate came to our table and sat on Zac´s lap She kissed him very nasty... I felt disgusted by it... You could see her slid her huge tongue inside of Zac´s mouth

I: who wants to dance?

Lucas: I would love to dance with you

 He looked at Piper

Piper: no problem

So I stood up... I couldn’t take it anymore. I couldn’t stand Zac and Kate kissing that way in front of everybody... Zac was so stupid, he let Kate treated him like garbage, she dirty danced with a strange man, and then when she was horny she came to him, poor Zac

I: Zac hurry up

Everybody looked at me, Zac and Kate separated from each other and he looked at me

Zac: what?

I: nothing... hurry up I want to dance

Everybody gave me a weird look

I: what, what?????

Piper: you said Zac instead of Lucas

I: no, I didn’t

Everybody said I did... Zac looked at me strange... I don’t know if he was happy or... 

I: sorry if I said the wrong name

Alex: what´s the matter with you?? you’ve been in the clouds all day

I laughed

I: I rather be there, than thinking about other things... you know what I mean

She nodded

Lucas: the king of the night is coming!!!!

Everybody laughed when he said that... He was always so funny,what a party man he was... We left the guys and went to the dancefloor... I dance a lot with Lucas after that we went to the table...  I was exhausted, Zac and Kate were still making out... I was mad

I: stop with that Ok, show us some respect, would you?

 Kate turned around

Kate: look missy is not my fault if you don’t have a boyfriend to touch you or kiss you or whatever...

She laughed and I yelled at her

I: I rather not have a boyfriend than treat him the way you do with yours...Beside I rather be alone than be a completely bitch like you!

I stood up and went to the ladies room, Zac and her were the only ones in the table because Lucas went to dance with Piper, I rested in the bathroom and refreshed myself a bit, then went out again, I saw Zac standing there, he grabbed my arm
 

I: what do you want Zachary

Zac: please try not to discuss with her... You know how she is... I don´t think she will be hanging out with us for much time now

I: What do you mean by that?

 I could barely hear him because the music was too loud

He changed the subject

Zac: let’s go dancing ...

I didn’t answer him...Then he grabbed me and walked me to the dance floor, we danced a lot...we had so much fun together, until we got very tired and went back to the table

I: I'm so hot and exhausted

 Everybody laughed

Ryan: I don’t think you’d ever dance that much, do you?

I: mm no, I don’t think I did

Zac: where´s Kate??

Zac asked Alex...

Alex: I saw her going out of the club, She went for cigars

Zac: I hate when she smokes, I can’t stand the taste.

He made an "eww" face

Zac: I´m going to get her

In that moment when I was enjoying my very cold beer, to cool the heat I was feeling, I saw something on the seat.

I: Hey, isn’t that Zac´s wallet?

 Lucas recognized it

Lucas: Yup that belongs to him... why don´t we go outside, look for him and give it to him... maybe he needs it and that way we could have some fresh air...

I: ok

We went outside... We look for Zac everywhere and when we saw him, he was fucking with Kate against a car

 Lucas: We better not go there

I look at them and saw what they were doing... I felt like crying

I: let´s go back Lucas, I don’t want to stay here

We turned around and walked out of there, but when we were walking I saw back and Zac looked at me. He saw me seeing him.... I stopped looking at him and we went inside the club again. I felt so bad that I didn’t want to talk, everybody asked if we had found Zac.

Lucas: yup we found them but we didn’t want to interrupt

Everybody got that and laughed... Then the fuckers arrived again. I looked Zac with a very antipathic look and went straight to the bathroom. I saw myself in the mirror and saw that he had followed me

I: what are you doing here, are you a girl now? this is the ladies room....if you want to come here you should change your sex

I said angrily

Zac: wow and the Emmy Awards goes to ...you think you’re the funniest don’t you? For your information last time I checked I was still a guy with a penis, thank you very much...

I: what do you want Zachary?

Zac: I want to explain what you just saw

I: you know what? I don’t care what you do with your life Zachary... I don’t care about you and that bitch you have for a girlfriend, I don’t care if you fuck her until you die, that’s your business... we were looking for you to give you your wallet that’s all.

Zac: oh that was it... in that case thanks.

He turned around and left
I felt so angry. what to do?  I thought....

 I went back to the dance floor and I asked this very hot guy if he would like to dance with me, he agreed and we danced... His name was Bruce, I knew that Zac knew this guy and also disliked him. That´s why I asked him to dance with me... We danced all night.. Then the DJ played a slow ballad and we kept dancing it very tight...  Zac and Kate were dancing next to us. Zac couldn’t stop staring at me , he made me nervous , so I swore to myself that he wouldn’t do anything to separate Bruce from me... I grabbed Bruce by his neck and I kissed him softly on his lips... He answered me the kiss, then the kisses turned out to be very passionately.... We kept dancing... Then I saw Zac staring at us from the table... Everybody was having a great time except for him... He wasn’t paying any attention to them, he was concentrated in me…

I: Bruce, I need to go back with my friends

Bruce: give me your number

 I gave it to him and Zac saw me

Bruce: Ok look... (he took out his cellphone from his pocket and saved my number) I’ll call you tomorrow

I: ok, cool

I kissed him for the last time and went to back with the guys

Piper: Tell me everything,He is so cute

I just laughed.

I: Hey girl there are so many things you don’t know

Zac: That Bruce is a jackass

 He interrupted us

I: What do you mean by that??

Zac:I know what I’m saying

He said that in a angry voice

I: What is wrong with you Zachary??

 I knew he was upset and I was willing to make things work with the guy I just met.  I’ve been single for a while and I deserved a new boyfriend

Zac: Let´s go, I’m tired and I want to go home

Piper: Please don’t argue here... This is a public place... Please no more fights between you two alright?

Zac didn’t say anything else, neither did I. I looked at the time and it was almost 4:30am

I: Guys, I think we should go

Everybody agreed

Zac: I´m tired

We left... for my bad luck, Zac promised my mom he would take me back home, So we went to the parking lot and we said goodbye to everybody else  ..

Alex: Girly, I’m going for you at 4 o’clock tomorrow alright?

Ok: Great I’ll see you then

I jump in Zac´s car, Kate was all drunk and he put her in the backseat... You could see he was mad... But I didn´t mean to make him angrier, he drove to Kate´s house... Went down and opened her purse, grabbed her keys and held her..

Zac: Please wait me, This wont take long

I: of course.

I saw him opening her house door and come in... Then I saw that in the second floor a light had been turn on... After a minute, it was off again... A few more seconds he came out of the house

Zac: let´s go home

I: nice!

He turned on the radio again

Zac: pick a song

I felt weird again

I: why me?

He smiled.

Zac: Because I love your taste in music.... we like the same music

 I just smiled and searched for a cool cd in his cd case.

I: what about this one?

It was a mix cd that I burned him for his birthday

Zac: I haven’t heard that thing in a while.

I picked the track number 7, it was  Skunk Anansie  "Hedonism" ….
We sang all the way... I could feel some kind of magic between each other and it felt wonderful
 

Zac: are you hungry?

I nodded... I was starving... we stopped in a gas station and went to those markets that are opened 24 hours a day,  we walked in

I: Thank you Zac …

Zac: Your welcome any time...

I looked at him and started laughing

Zac: what’s up?

I: You have ketchup there.

He laughed

I: come closer

He came closer and I was nervous again... why did I start feeling that I needed to do more than that? I removed the ketchup of his mouth and I licked it.... I felt like kissing him

I: yummy

He laughed and so did I

Zac: I think is time for us to go home

I:yup

Zac: I promised your mom I would take you early

He held my hand and we walked hand in hand to the car.

He took me home and we stood inside the car for a while. W e watched the stars through the car´s sunroof

I: Wow it´s amazing how many stars you can see at this time of the night.

Zac: yup... are you cold?

I: just a bit

The sunroof was opened,So he took his jacket off and put me it on my shoulders

I: No Zac you wear it you’ll freeze

 But he insisted …

He turned around and grabbed a blanket that he had on his backseat... Everybody in Tulsa has a blanket in their cars just in case of being towed in the snow.

Zac: Here

I: Thank you

He came closer to me and we both covered with the blanket... I put my head on his shoulder, it was so nice to be there by his side... we kept looking at the sky in peace... if only everything were always like this... I thought.  It felt so good to be there with him... that’s what I looked at the time

I: Zac is almost 5:40 …

I stood up and gave him his jacket

I: Thank you so much for everything... I kissed his cheek and went out the car... He put his jacket on and walked me to the entrance.

Zac: Thank you so much

I: Thank you for what?

I asked him stranged

Zac: thank you for calling me; it was nice hanging out with you.

I: Good night...

He hugged me and grabbed me by my waist, he pressed me closer to him... he kissed my cheek very softly, it felt amazing... he was so sweet. but why am I thinking that again?

I: bye, good night

I came into my house, I went to my room. While I was taking off my clothes I thought about everything... I felt happy but I didn’t know why.  I went to the bathroom , I washed my face and put some lotion on,then brushed my teeth... After that I went to bed and prayed. I couldn’t sleep right away so I thought about Zac again, how sweet and nice he was with me sometimes... Meanwhile a "beep" on my cellphone took me away from my thoughts... I grabbed it and I saw that I had a new message, I read it and it said... "Sleep tight. good night... Zac “. that was so sweet I thought...The night has been perfect...I was asleep until 1PM, I hear the doorbell ringing and I put a rope and stepped out of the bed... I went down.

Zac: good afternoon lady. I came here for lunch

I: I just woke up Zac

 I said yawning

Zac: mm I can see that, are you inviting me to come in or what? it’s freazing outside

Ooops sorry come in

 I shut the door, he kissed my cheek and walked ... I took a fast look at his butt...  what did I just do... I thought...Those weird things were happening again everything remind me about Zac

He grabbed the phone and called Pizza Hut
 

I: Ok... wait me up for 10 minutes... I take a Shower and I’ll come down Ok?

I went up, took a quick shower and I put some clothes on

I: I’m So sorry.,It took longer than I expect...

When I came closer the dining room I saw that the table was set up... the dishes and glasses were on... Awww so nice I thought...He even brought desert, he brought raspberry ice-cream for me and a chocolate ice-cream for him, he was receiving the pizza on the door...

Zac: lunch is ready

I: thank you Niles

We laughed and we sat by the table... He put the pizza over the table and gave me a slice of it

We both were so hungry that we didn´t talk during lunch... It was delicious, we were enjoying our time together...

Zac: What will we do now?

I gave him a sweet look

I: Today is Thursday and I’m going with Alex and Piper for shopping

Zac: ahh...

He gave me a sad look

I: are you sad Zac?

 I took his chin with one hand, it was so cute, and its shape was so attractive it made me want to bite it

Zac: I want to spend the rest of the afternoon with you

I: but Alex won’t come here until 4pm so I think we have about 2 hours for us 

he smiled at me

Zac: I brought a movie, want to watch it?

I: Which one?

Zac: Meet the Parents

I: I love that movie, it’s hilarious

I said excited

Zac: let´s watch it then

We went to the living room, we covered with blankets and we ate our ice creams....we couldn’t stop with the laughing.... when the movie was over we kept laughing about it... then the doorbell rang... it was Alex 

Alex: Hey girl friend what's up!

I said Hi and let her in... she came inside and she was surprised to see Zac there... he said hi to him and she mocked us

Alex: I wonder if you came here to tease her or what.

He laughed

Zac: No...we just had lunch and watched a movie

Alex: ahh...because I warn you Hanson, if you play with my friend I´ll make you suffer 

He just smiled lovely

Alex: Zac you don’t have any idea for what she’s going through Ok? is very tough for her to live a situation like this ,I want her to live in a peaceful environment and surrounded by people who loves her instead of making her feel bad alright?

Zac looked at me with a strange look without understanding anything... I don´t think he knew what was going on... The other guys knew about it, less him...I don’t think his parents told him either. Somehow I felt if I told him he would make fun of me instead of making me feel comfortable. Everything had changed since yesterday, I felt I could trust him with that

Zac: Well I’m going girls... have fun shopping!

He kissed us on the cheek when he said goodbye, but he grabbed me by my waist and out me closer to him when he did that... I blushed and smiled nervous

I: bye

I opened him the door and closed it behind him... Alex was staring at me

Alex: girl, go and get your stuffs, Piper is waiting for us in the mall

I ran to my room and when we were coming out the phone rang...

I: Hello?

Person: hey gorgeous, how are you?

I didn’t recognize the voice neither the number

Bruce: this is Bruce how are you doing?

I: ohhh Bruce... Hi

Alex seemed like she was interested in the conversation

I: look Bruce I’m going out right now, why don’t you call me tonight? Ok byee

I didn’t let him say anything else and I hung up...I didn’t feel bad about it either 

Alex: Girl, what was that?

I: Bruce the guy I met last night

I said disinterested

I: there’s nothing between each other

I don’t care about him.... I thought. I knew it sounded horrible but it was the truth, I guess it was a one time kissing thing

Alex: Wow Girl, last night you seemed so interested in this guy and Now I see you don’t care about him

I: Awww Alex, there are so many things I need to tell you guys...

My phone rang again and It was Piper, she was waiting for us in the mall so we hurried up, but we stopped for gas in the same station that Zac had taking me last night, I laughed

Alex: what are you laughing at? what’s so funny?

I: last night Zac bought me a hot dog here

Alex: mmm what’s going on with you two?? please tell me

I: I think is nothing, but I think we have a better relationship-

Alex: a better relationship? . what did he do to make you think that?

I: I don’t know... some things

We parked the car and I took my seatbelt

I: I wish it was like this at Zac´s car... so easy to unlock

Alex: there’s Zac again...ok girl tell me... whats up with Zac and you?

I: I don’t know... I’m surprised that’s all...

Alex: girl you haven’t stop mentioning him since I went to pick you up, He was at your place

I avoided the subject. We stepped out of the car and we met Piper... We went to Victorias Secrets store ...The new lingerie colection was there... I tried on about 3 bras... I couldn’t decide which one I’d take so I chose them all, they were so cute, just like the matching panties. the girls bought many things too,Alex brought me a satin slip... it was so sexy

Alex: girl, I’ll buy this one for you, is the sexiest!

I went to the dressing room to try something else and Alex bought it for me... I thought it was pretty but I didn’t know that I would "show" it to someone... Alex bought it for me anyway.... To do shopping with the girls was awesome, we always had so much fun...We talked about everything, we were best friends …We always had a blast... I noticed that I mentioned a lot Zac name so I tried not to... I thought it was weird how much I thought about him I couldn’t take him away from my thoughts...

After buying in Vicky’s we went to buy jeans, shirts, sweaters and jackets... We bought really nice things... When we got tired,  we decided it was time to eat or get a drink or something , we wanted to go to a place where they sold great naturals juices after we left the store.. It was about 7pm in the afternoon and we already bought everything we needed

We sat by the table at the juice place... Alex ordered a peach juice, Piper ordered an orange juice and I ordered a raspberry juice... I thought about the raspberry ice cream that Zac brought me for desert.