Chapter 12

The phone rang and it was my mom and my sister. We talked for a while, mom said that she Would spend some of her summer vacations in Tulsa. …

Drew set the table and I told him what happened in the boutique.

I: the dresses are so beautiful

I sad while we had lunch

Drew: Do you know where the bachelotte party will be?

 I: At Alex’s

Then he told me that Lucas invited him to his bachelor party. I laughed because I had the idea that the guys would go to a stripper club.

Drew: as matter of fact, we’re not going out, the party will be at Lucas house. Strippers will go there.

It was a little funny to think about the guys putting 1 dollar bills on the stripper’s panties.

I: just take care Ok?

I said between laughs, he nodded.

About 7pm I went upstairs to change my clothes, I tried to hurry because I needed to go to Alex’s house and help to set everything.

Drew: You look very nice.

He looked gorgeous, his clothes looked perfect on him.. I love how his perfume smelled. I grabbed my car keys and said goodbye to Drew. I also gave him the keys of the house; I know he would arrive late so…I left.

When I arrived at Alex’s house I saw her and Piper blowing balloons and putting on the decoration, among other stuffs. The other guest would be here at any second now.

At 9 o’clock, everybody was here, unexpectedly the doorbell rang, I opened the door and I saw   a “cowboy” standing on the porch of the house, he had a “radio” on his hands.

The women screamed...The cowboy walked in, he put the radio on a table and pressed play… It was Showtime!!!! He started dancing and the girls at home drove wild.. Screaming and dancing , including myself.

Any of the girls made something stupid to the stripper man, but I was sure some of them thought about over passing the “dance” treatment…

He was so kind and especially sexy.

He moved his hips along music, probable he was the sexiest dancer ever..

A few minutes later, he was only wearing a black leather thong and his cowboy hat… he did to Piper a lap dance. She was sitting on a seat and looking kind of blushed about the whole show.

The girls put 1 dollar bills on his thong thanking him for his sexy dance…

Some girls went wilder especially when the cowboy started dancing around them …

Lucky guy, I bet he got more than 100 dollars from the crazy ladies.

That night I laughed as never… beside I think I drank way too much and the world started spinning around. 

The dancer stood there for about 2 hours dancing and showing us his talent show…

After he left, we all begin drinking a lot more than usual and we gave Piper some crazy sexual gifs that we bought in a sex shop.

Some of the presents were very sexual and some where bizarre. But they would be cool to play with her future husband.

We ate a penis shape cake that was delicious! LOL

It was rather funny to eat that… It was BIG and ugly but it was yummy.

It was about 2am when there was nobody else in Alex house and Piper called for me a taxi and they sent me home. It wasn’t safe for me to drive being that drunk.

 I could barely walk… I got in the house supporting myself against the wall to walk upstairs. I was sooo drunk. I checked out Drew’s room and he was there sleeping like a baby, I could smell alcohol. so I knew the got home in the same condition I did. I closed his bedroom door and walked to my bedroom.

I took my shoes off , I opened the bed covers and threw myself to the bed…..I don’t know how I had any strength to take my clothes off… I couldn’t find my pijamas so I just lay in bed just wearing my underpants and bra.
I tried to fall asleep…

I:Oh please God don’t make me throw up I promess not to drink like this anymore.

Out of the blue I saw Zac standing next to the door… I thought it was an Hallucination.

I: Oh boy now I’m screwed.. Now I’m seeing hallucinations… I’m so wasted

I said to myself out loud… all of a sudden saw that “Zac” was walking in my direction and laid by my side.. I had no strength and neither could see clearly…. I felt a hug.

I: Zac???

I knew that it was real.

Zac: I’m so stupid, I screwed everything up please forgive me…

He started crying…

I: go away Zac…

I said in a very drunk voice.

 He came closer and kissed me… I didn’t respond at first and I tried to get him off me, but he pressed me closer to his body. It was hard to attempt to get out of there; after all... I had strength for nothing.

A few seconds later my body’s desire was huge, I still loved him and I couldn’t deny myself to be with him again. I kissed him passionately over and over… His kisses made me feel so great, his lips, his tongue; everything was too sweet to deny myself to that placer. The feeling of been drunk unquestionably made me feel things in a more intense way.

I: What about Kate?

Zac: there’s no one else in this World for me except you

I: I want you so bad

He kissed my neck and went lower; it drove me crazy to feel him with me again

I undressed him as fast as I could, I touched every single place of his body , I missed him so much I missed having him inside of me… I missed that Zac that I love so much .

It was amazing; we were both drunk and felt the same way for each other. We made love all night long. We didn’t have any precaution we just let things flow and love each other in the most intense way we knew.

We tried not to make too much noise because we didn’t want to wake up Drew in the other room.

Zac: Please forgive me

He said while I was kissing him

Zac: I’m a fool

He said and I didn’t answer, I just kept kissing him…

We fell asleep.

Next day It was about noon when I woke up, what a strange dream I had last night, I thought.

I looked at the clock and I saw the time. Suddenly I had the most horrible hangover of my life.
I drank a glass of water that I had over my night table..

That moment I saw a pair of shoes that we not mine; I noticed that I was naked…

Oh My God those were Zac’s shoes I identify them… I turned around my head and I saw Zac sleeping by my side..

I stood up quickly and I put my rope as fast as I could.

I: GET OUT!!! ..

I yelled until he woke up…

Zac: shit, where am I?

He looked at me and realized he was in my room.. I threw his clothes over the bed

I: Get out Zachary!!!!

I was so mad… he stood up, he was naked… He got dressed in front of me.  He had a hangover too, I could see in his FACE.

I: what have we done… shit!! … Did we??? Oh my god!!!

I felt so tired that I Knew we had sex all night.

 Zac: stop yelling please my head hurts!

I: I don’t give a shit Zac, just get out!!!! Get out of my house!!!!!

I went to the bathroom, I searched for some aspirines. I had one and the other one I gave it to Zac. I walked to my room and I gave him that plus a glass of water

He gave me a look like he didn’t understand …

I: get out of my house please!

He drank the glass of water… while he was putting his shoes on I asked him how did he got in my house last night. There was no answer from him.

I: Just get out! -..

His cellphone started ringing, that noise annoyed us because of our hangovers… I knew it was Kate calling him…but he turned off his cellphone. 

 I: just go to fuck your girlfriend Zac and leave me alone!

Zac: SHUT UP!!!

He yelled …

Zac: I can’t take it anymore, I said I was sorry for not believing you about that

He came closer to me and tried to kiss me… I pushed him harder and He fell over my bed.

I: Look Hanson, I’ve never been a psycho , a petulant or anything else that you said I was. Your words still hurt you know…

He looked down and started crying …

I: don’t come to my crying those fake tears, I don’t believe you anymore… Just get out Would you? Don’t talk to me anymore. Don’t look at me anymore… I don’t want to see you anymore.

He interrupted while he stood up from my bed. ..

Zac: this is not going well .

I: you killed everything we had the day you said all those things to me…everything was history with the slamming of the door…

He just shut up… I went angry to the bathroom, I didn’t want him to see me weeping , I closed the door behind me and when I looked at myself in the mirror, I got so angry that I hit it with my left hand and it broke in thousand of pieces!

I:OUCH ¡!!… my hand!

I yelled..

Zac opened the bathroom door and saw me bleeding; he grabbed a towel and put it around my hand. Then he went to pick the phone to call for 911 .

I: get out Zac…

In that moment Drew came and saw the scene

Drew: what did you do to her!- ..

 Drew punched Zac on his shoulder but I stood up in front of Zac defending him…

I: He didn’t do anything, I hit the mirror and it broke... Zac just called 911

Zac: we need to get her to the hospital

I: Zac you should go

Drew: oops I’m sorry man I thought you hit her or something… I’m truly sorry

Zac: it’s ok you didn’t know.

They shake hands. Zac didn’t want to leave he was worried about me, Drew went downstairs to get some ice..

I sat on the floor thinking and crying What did I do to deserve all this ..

Zac sat next to me and kissed my shoulder. He hugged me while I was crying…

He stood up and brought some clothes for me, I had to change to go to the hospital.

He helped me to get dressed. He put me my panties, zip my bra, my pants, my shirt and a sweater on…  I didn’t feel uncomfortable about him seeing me naked; after all, he already had me thousand of times. He put my socks on and my tennis on.

I: thank you

I said crying because it hurt so much, he hugged me and kissed my forehead

I: we better get going.

Zac: I’m coming with you

I was a little dizzy so he put his arm around my waist and walk me to his car. Drew stepped in and put me a bag of ice over the towel, hoping that I wouldn’t feel any pain

We arrived to the emergency room and this nurse made me walk by myself, the doctor saw my cuts and they sew my hand. They gave me some pain killers and I told them how it happened they laughed

Nurse: that happens a lot!

She said and showed me a little scar she had.

Dr.Brown: Girl you are lucky, it wasn’t serious, so you’ll have to this stitches for about 2 weeks and you need to take care.

I: Will the scars be notorious?

Dr.Brown: mmm I don’t think so, and if they did they won’t be too notorious.. Now go home, lay down and go to your rehearsal dinner in the

I thank them, and when I walked to the waiting room I saw Zac and Drew worried for me. My hand was covered of bandages

I: thanks Zac for bringing me here

Luckily Zac drove me to the hospital, because My car was in Alex’s house.

He smile lovely, we walked to the car when I saw Diana coming out of a taxi, she walked towards us and hug me…

Diana: I was so worried for you

I: thanks Diana , I’m Ok now.

Diana: Zacky called me and told me to come… how tragic…

We got in the car and we stopped in a supermarket where Diana had to buy some things. Drew said he needed some things as well so they got in the supermarket. She insisted that I should stay in her house for her to take care of me but I said I was Ok that I could handle it.

When They were gone, I stood in the car with Zac….

Zac: can we talk?

He turned the music down

Zac: I’m sorry about what happened but I feel that all this thing had to happen to me know see the truth…

I didn’t say anything; I just look through the window

Zac: I’m a stupid for not believing you… I wish this were like they where before-

I interrupted him

I: Zac things will never be the same, I could see that you never trust me, and it seems that love is not only what a relationship needs …

Zac : never say never.

Diana: we’re here!!!

 Diana and Drew got in the car again; they were done with the shopping.

Diana converse with Drew all the way home, .

Drew: Don’t worry Diana I’ll take good care of .

Diana: awww you are the sweetest, you need anything just give me a call Ok?

We nodded and thank them. We said goodbye and entered to the house. Drew told me to go to rest and he would bring my lunch

I: thank you so much Drew you’re a very good friend.

 He had lunch watching television,

he asked me why Zac was here in the morning. I told him that we spent the night together. He just smiled.

After that I took a nap, and about 6pm I woke up. I looked for a plastic bag and some tape to cover my hand from the water because I wanted to take a shower…

 

I heard a knock on the door and it was Alex.

Alex: hey girl what happened, I’m glad you’re Ok now.

I: help me please to take my clothes off, I want to take a shower before we go to the rehearsal dinner… I fall asleep and I think I’m late.

Alex: don’t worry, it will be at 7:30 I think you’ll be ready by that.

I took a quick shower but it was very difficult for me to wash my hair.

I got out of the shower and Alex helped me to get dress and she fixed my hair while I did my makeup.

At 7pm I was ready and I looked great

We took the car and Alex drove to the restaurant where we were having the rehearsal dinner. When we got there, there were so many people that we didn’t know, mostly they were family. One of the first people I saw that was Zac, he looked at me nicely but then I saw that he was there with Kate.  We sat in the same table and unfortunately Zac sat in front of me with Kate.

During dinner Drew cut the meat for me , it was very nice
The conversation we had in out table was very interesting , we had a great time there, although I didn’t talk to Zac I could hear that Taylor and Isaac arrived to Tulsa that day to assist the wedding next day .

: I got interested by what he spoke

Zac: Mom invited everybody for lunch and there were kids , pets and people running and screaming all over the house. It was like a circus!  Luckily I have my own place so I went there to sleep after lunch.

It reminded me about that night when we were packing Zac’s stuffs before we went to the mountains

Good times, I thought.

But it seemed that I said it out loud because everybody stared at me.

Drew: what did you say?

I: oops sorry, I was thinking out loud

Zac heard perfectly what I said and in the moment I felt something caressing my leg… I took a quick look and it was Zac’s foot.

I excuse myself from the table and I went to the restroom…

When I walked back to the table I saw many people dancing on the dance floor of the restaurant it surprised me when I saw Drew dancing with Kate I kept walking when I felt a hand holding me by my waist, It turned me around and I saw that Zac kept me in his arms, I had him so close… I tried to walked away but he pressed me closer to his body. I started shaking because I felt nervous 

Zac: how are you feeling?

He said walking us to the handicap bathroom.

I: I’m good thanks.

I tried to let go one more time but he got me even closer to him…

Zac:I’m worried about you

I: really? How come?

He tried to kiss my lips but I moved my head and he ended kissing my check and then he kissed me softly on my neck…

I: Let me go Zac, you shouldn’t do this..

I got off him and I run to the table.. I asked Drew to take me home immediately. I grabbed his hand and I guide him outside. Kate was all alone in the middle of the dance floor.
We got home, I didn’t give home any explanation, I just went upstairs and I put my pijamas on and I Fell asleep.

Next day, we had the ceremony rehearsal, but I didn’t talk to Zac at all.

Later Piper, Alex and me spent the whole afternoon in a spa, having massages and facial treatments. I came home very relaxed, I ate something and I went to Bed, that night Drew went out with the boys. I fall asleep.

Finally the big day

I woke up about 11am, I went down to have breakfast and I lay in bed for a couple of hours.

Later I had a shower… I put some clothes on, then I went down to have lunch, we made an awesome lunch we Drew. We watched TV until 4pm that’s when Alex came by to pick me up , I grabbed my dress, my perfume, my jewels , my shoes and my purse.

I said goodbye to Drew.

Ryan would pick him up for the wedding