I took a deep breath... Zac´s situation was driving me mad...

I: grrrr

I kicked the car’s wheel, and shut the car’s door fast

I: You know, there’s nothing that bothers me much than that Zac... I hate him, I can’t stand him... Look Alex, Look how he kisses that bitch in the middle of the street.

I was mad and I told Alex.

Alex: easy girl! Calm down.... he hasn’t done anything to you now, he’s just standing on the other side of the street and he hasn’t even said a word

She breathed deeply, seeing that that situation was driving me mad once again.

I: he’s kissing that slut!! You know that I can’t stand her...

I really hated her, I hated her just to hear her name, uggg she was gross... In that moment Ryan saw us coming out of the car and he waved at us from the porch of his house... then he walked towards us

Ryan: Hi girls, I’m glad you make it on time!

He said hi to me and kissed my cheek, however he held Alex by her waist and kissed her deeply on her lips... it was obvious,they were so in love They were girlfriend and boyfriend and also they had a 2 years relationship and everything was going great between them. I looked back and saw Zac saying goodbye to her, they were separated this time, Kate saw me and she grabbed Zac strongly and kissed him passionately... I noticed that Zac opened his eyes and saw that I was staring at him,I got all nervous and moved my view to Ryan.

Alex: We are great,hey Ryan, I heard you guys were planning a trip for everybody in the next few days

Ryan: yes baby, we are...

He invited us to come into his house, it was so cold outside, we sat in one of the few sofas he had in his living room.

Ryan: I’ll tell you girls what is going on...we’re organizing a trip to Lucas family’s cabins in the mountains... you know.... Jacuzzi, snow, cabins... everything necessary for a 5 star trip... not bad huh?

I was trying to look at Zac through the living room curtains (they were almost see through), Zac was still making out with Kate, I do not know why it bothers me so much, the fact that seeing them together made me sick, every time I saw those two together I always wanted to kick their asses, so that way I would take revenge of all those times when He did that to me while I was with my ex... I was thinking that when something made me come back and I saw Ryan and Alex staring at me

I: something wrong?

Alex: Hey we asked you something

I: sorry guys, I wasn’t paying any attention-..

Ryan: I see that... is there something on the curtain?-

I: what?-

They kept staring at me.

Alex: We were asking you, if you would like to go to the trip with us...

I: yes of course

I answered excited

I: and when would it be?

I asked and Alex talked to me loudly

Alex: EARTH TO YOU!!!  We just told you that we would go in a few days

I: oops sorry I wasn’t paying much attention of that you two were saying

Ryan: We can see that, but for real what is on my curtain?

I: the design is pretty, but it really needs to be washed... is all grey in dirt

He laughed and agreed with me

Ryan: I guess you are right... I haven’t clean up in a while...sorry girls I’m a messy boy

Everybody laughed, meanwhile the doorbell rang, Ryan stood up and in that same instant the phone rang.

Alex’s cell phone was vibrating, she had a call,

Alex: hello, who is this???

She asked

Alex: Hey Lucas... I’m good how about you? … Yes, we are here... OK …OK... see you in a while...

I looked to the door where Ryan was standing and I saw Zac coming...I felt too angry... I thought he was coming in with his little slut but I heard an engine sound and I saw on the window that she was driving her car away... that’s nice, I thought, at least that empty headed slut isn’t coming over and won’t screw my afternoon

Zac: hi

I heard him and I stood up from the couch...I had to say hi to the unpleasant Zac...

I: hi!!!

I said Hi back and he kissed my cheek... wow, he smells great.... I thought about how someone so antipathic and mean could ever smell so nice... I sat back again and Zac sat on a little sofa in front of me……

Alex: guys-..

Alex talked to us while she was closing her cellphone and putting it back inside her purse

Alex: Lucas is coming to tell us everything about the trip and he said he would be here in about 20 minutes

Zac interrupted...

Zac: great, that way we’ll know what to take and what we’ll do! Awesome

I couldn’t stand him talking about stupid things, and his voice tone, just freaked me out ...so interrupted him back

I: why don’t you just shut the hell up???

I raised my voice this time

Towhee don’t we just wait Lucas to discuss these kind of things instead of listening to your stupid ideas

Zac looked at me and answered me back

Zac: Stop with the bullshit girl, I don’t need to listen everything you say, Miss "I know it all".

We both were discussing in very high tones, until Alex and Ryan shouted at both of us

Alex: YOU TWO SHUT UP!!!- ..

I got all scared with her yelling... so I shut up, Zac did the same

Ryan: You two can’t be more annoying...you discuss everyday and you can’t behave like civilized people, you scream all day long, you freak everybody out... can’t you see??? You just sabotage each other relationship... God!! Give us a break! Stop the madness one day, would you?

I sat where I was and crossed my arms without looking at Zac... he did the same

Ryan: the same thing happened when you Zac, ruined her relationship with Max. (Ryan pointed at Zac with a finger) you always mocked her and made her mad... Max couldn’t handle the situation anymore... and YOU(pointing at me) always fought with him because of Zac...That is how you two have always taking away the possibilities to be happy because of your own pointless discussions

Sadly I looked at the floor... I realized about everything about Ryan had said was true... Every time I tried to be happy Zac took away my happiness of my own hands, discussions weren’t taking me to any place... suddenly my eyes were full of tears

I: I’m.... sorry

I ran to the bathroom and closed the door without locking it... that is when I heard Alex telling Ryan that was Ok to tell me his point of view but he had no rights to interfere in our personal lives (zac´s and mine).. From the distance I heard Ryan telling Zac "Dude I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it to make it this big"

What could I do? I had my period.... Beside I was all sensitive and I had many problems inside my head.... I sat on the toilet and covered my face with both of my hands... I start to cry even more. A few minutes passed by and I heard the bathroom door open... It was Alex. My best friend...my friend since forever... she would never let me down

Alex: Awww sweetie!!!

She in my direction and hugged me... she even apologized about Ryan’s incident; I told her it was Ok..... But I wasn’t crying because of that... the reasons were others, so I told her what was killing me on the inside

I: Oh Alex, My parents ,you know.. they have to move from Tulsa, because of my dad’s job and they want me to move out with them... Then I told them that I wanted to stay here in Tulsa with you guys... my all time friends...and that I wouldn’t go back there because I think I have enough money to buy a home or at least rent one .. My whole life is here and if I move out everything would be so different!

My friend did nothing else except hugging me and cry by my side

Alex: Look...

She passed one of her hands over my face to remove the tears that stood on my cheeks

Alex: as long as we will be friends, you won’t be alone.

I: I know

I answered and my tears flooded my eyes again I hugged her back... Suddenly there was a knock on the door... it was Ryan

Alex: come in!!!

Ryan: are you ok??? I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to be that jerk...

He hugged me and asked me for forgiveness….

I: Ryan is not that you weren’t right... but the reason I’m crying are others... I guess the yelling caused me his explosion of tears...

Ryan: If I knew what was going on I would never have said something like that... really... please forgive me...

I: Ryan...it’s Ok... I'm in "my days" so that’s why I'm so sensitive right now-

Ryan: oh... I get it now... oh well....

While I washed my face Ryan and Alex walked from the bathroom... I opened the sink and washed all those salty tears on my face... my makeup was all ruined...

I heard the door bell again and the nicest voice of Lucas

Lucas: Hey guys!! The king is here!!!

haha I heard Zac´s laugh

Zac: hey dude what’s up?

Lucas: I’m great!!! Just chilling´

Zac: come in, come in

I dried my face and walk to the living room where everybody was... Lucas stared at me

Lucas: I gorgeous!

Yoo-Hoo LUC how you doing???- ….

Lucas: LuCAS- is not that hard to pronounce …

Yo: Ok!!!!!! …

I said mocking at him

I: How you’re doing LuuuuCASSS

I put a lot of emphasis to pronounce his name... everybody laughed

Lucas: is there something wrong, gorgeous?

He looked at me and grabbed my face with both of his cold hands

I: it’s nothing really....

Lucas: You were crying... I know it

He asked me and I answered him looking at his eyes in a special way

Lucas: awww girl!!!

He looked at me and kissed my forehead…

Lucas: I´m sorry... You know you can count on me right?

I: yes I know... thank you

Lucas has always been my best male friend, I knew him since we were just kids... actually since the day I first arrived to Tulsa, Beside, he has always been my next door neighbor and he knew what was going on with my life, My parents moving out and my "independence", for most of the people it’s something great... but for me, I was just scared to feel alone without my family, without my parents.. Although my relationship with them wasn’t that great especially with mom, I would miss them...

I was thinking that when I saw Zac staring at me...

Lucas: Smile smile and be happy!!!!- .

Lucas said it and everybody laughed, he can be so corny sometimes!

Ryan: OK... now that we are all gathered...well almost everybody but the most important, I want us to organize this. We need to make sure about our plans

Alex interrupted Ryan

Alex: honey. Don’t you think we should offer something to the guys, some beverages or something to eat?

Ryan: oops I’m sorry guys. Baby I guess you are right. Could you please go for some sodas?

Alex: OK...

Yo: I’ll go with you

I followed her, and we looked for things on the fridge and we came back...

I: OK, there you go guys

I put the beverages on the coffee table and I turned around and I noticed that Zac was staring at my butt with a pervert look... I just looked at him without saying anything... he blushed and laughed... then he looked elsewhere

Lucas: OK like I was saying...

Lucas was sitting on the edge of the couch where Zac sat, by my side Alex was sitting on Ryan’s lap and Ryan were making out... Lucas called for their attention

Lucas: OK guys listen to me... otherwise you are not coming.

Ryan and Alex separated and stopped making out ...everybody laughed...Alex moved away from Ryan’s lap and sat by me

Ryan: ok...

Ryan breathed very deeply. Trying to catch his breath

Lucas: Like I was saying... in 4 days we want to go to my cabins on the mountains of Utah... so... as you all know. Each of you needs to carry your items; clothes... remember to take your parkas and thick jackets. About the skies and others things... remember that my parents own the Resort and there is everything else that we´ll need Ok? Any question?

I looked at everybody

Lucas: so, I continue...how are we going?-

Zac spoke

Zac: OK there is two ways to get there... one is by car and the other one is by plane

I: oh right (I crossed my arms) some of you are rich, you don’t care about how much you spend with your money

Zac teased at me

Zac: how dare you saying something like that? And now you complain about the money????

 Everybody laughed... I was ashamed

I: yes I do

Zac: and since when do you have notion of the cost of the money???

I proudly said

I: Since I’m saving to buy my own house or at least rent one

I showed him my tongue. hahahhahaha everybody laughed again... it was pretty funny to see the way Zac and me discuss... so childish. and entertaining

Lucas: Well there’s no problem with it. we can go in my family’s private Jet. .. otherwise we will go by car and it will take too long to get there

…Alex Ryan Zac and me yelled!  "nooooooooooooooooooooooooo"

hahahhaa everybody laughed again

I: Ok ok...I guess there’s no other way to get there. we’ll use your Jet

I agreed. after all it was free :)

I: so... when do we leave? I mean at what time?

Lucas: whenever you like sweetie

I: do I really decide the hour??? nice!

Lucas: yeah

I looked at Zac... and somehow I want to make him mad, I knew how deep sleeper he was and I also knew he hated to wake up early in the morning specially when the sun haven’t rise yet.  … I stood up very excited and looked at Zac with an evil look.

I: Ok. I just decided

I jump... haha I always laugh about my silly dork things I did to make him mad...

I: We’ll leave at 7AM …

I noticed Zac´s face... he was shocked

I: that’s right we will leave at seven o’clock in the morning!

His brown eyes were huge... I knew he was mad

I: YES! we’ll leave Saturday morning at 7am... so we’ll meet at Lucas house at 5:45am and we’ll go to the airport around 6am...

Zac: but. but WHY??? that is WAY too early! Couldn’t you just choose another time?? maybe sometime a little bit LATER?

I sat again and I saw Zac´s reaction... my intention of mocking him has been done... I was proud of it... LOL

Alex: She’s right... there are almost 5 hours to get there and you’ll never know how the weather is going to be. we need to get there early to enjoy the day...

Zac shut up without commenting in anything else, he just stared at me angrily, and I’m sure he felt he wanted to kill me.

Lucas: ok guys so we’re done, right?

Zac: but what will I do... I mean you know how much effort it cost me to get up before noon; don’t you people have any respect?

I had the brightest I needed to tell him something

I: in that case Zachary... I recommend you to spend the night in Lucas place... You know how strict Lucas is about the wake up time...I’m sure you’ll make it on time

 I said mocking at him once more

Zac: Ok ok, I’m staying at your place Friday night...

When he pronounced the word "Friday" he looked at me with a mad look... I wanted to pull his hair

Alex: cool, so everything is set.

She looked at Zac and continued with her speech

Alex: then you tell Kate and Lucas tells Piper

Piper was Lucas girlfriend... she was a role model, she’s my other best friend, we´ve been best friends since forever... She couldn’t come to the meeting because she’s on a business trip with her mom in Oklahoma City, but she would arrive to Tulsa in a few hours... the greatest thing about this group of friends, I mean Lucas, Ryan, Alex, Piper and even Zac is that we´ve known each other since forever and we do everything together.. I’m glad Kate is not part of our group... I think nobody really likes her... I know that nobody can stand her because of her "past" with the Hanson brother’s; unfortunately Zac met her when that "lady" was dating Zac´s brother Isaac. .. who is the sweetest guy on earth and beside he’s a really good friend, one of the best I’ve met in my life, now he’s got a girlfriend called Dalila Smith, a very cool girl ... In this moment he’s living in New York because of the group’s work... Ike, Zac and Tay´s family rent a place in New York... So right now they all took some time off for winter vacations and Zac came to Tulsa.

Well Ike met Kate because somehow she got backstage passes for a concert in 2000, and since then they became friends... after that boyfriend and girlfriend until that "thing" happened between Zac and Kate... so I had never liked that girl... I always thought there was something "dark" about that girl...I don’t know... Just hearing her name causes me a huge anger Kate Kate  ... what´s so special about her? she’s a plain non success model... she thinks she’s the big thing... but she’s not...She’s just a Macys model...and what else??? Oh yeah that Kate... she’s so ridiculous, the loudest person I’ve ever met, the bossiest and thinks she’s a "diva"... I better stop thinking about her... it’s getting on my nerves...

Hahahhaa everybody was laughing... I noticed that Zac wasn’t there... he was in the hallway talking on his cellphone... I put a lot of attention of what he was saying...

Zac: Yes... ok...

I heard Zac talking on the phone and telling Kate that he was going over his mom’s house... so stupid for calling that snake I thought... so annoying!!!!  wow … I think I never noticed what a great ass he had it was just perfect... awesome! How could somebody have a butt like that? Nice size, great shape... large dimensions... I’m pretty sure it was one of the greatest asses I have even seen in my life...so many years knowing him and hating him and I can’t believe I missed that view...

Alex: hey!! earth calling you one more time!!! ..

Alex was staring at me

Alex: what is wrong with you... it seems you are out of orbit all the time... what´s going on inside your head? I bet you’re thinking about a boy... Tell me! is there someone new in your life?

I: haha is nothing... I’m just... I don’t know... never mind

I answered a little nervous I didn’t want anybody to discover what was I looking and thinking about Zac´s butt... Zac walked towards us...I pretend I was interested in what the guys were saying and a laughed a lot... of what? I don’t know... I had no idea of what they were saying, Zac stood by us

Zac: sorry guys... I have to go... but see you in the club tonight Ok?

Everybody said goodbye to him, he stood by me, shook Ryan’s and Lucas hands, and he kissed Alex on the cheek and got closer to me... I felt kinda nervous; I moved my view somewhere else...

Zac: and you are not going to say goodbye?

he said to me and I barely looked at him

I:  I didn’t even notice you were leaving

Zac: yeah....I’m going and because I’m very polite, thing you are NOT, I say good bye to you

I: good for you for being polite then

I answered... the anger I felt was eating me on the inside I shook his hand but he grabbed it, pull me to him and kissed me softly on the cheek near my mouth...I got nervous

Zac: I hope the lecture of good manners I just gave you will educate you

I got mad

I: I hope so too, thank you very much

I said sarcastically

.. He turned around and looked back and then at me....

Zac: I thought you were opening me the door

I got even more mad, I looked at him with a very challenging look and I talked sarcastic

I: of course Mr. Hanson, anything you want

I stood up quickly and while everybody else was laughing about our conversation I went to the main door and opened it... Lucas began mocking us!

Lucas: hahaha if you guys continue this way you’ll fall in love with each other...sooner than you’ll expect

He just laughed... Zac blushed and threw a cynical laugh… but I turn around

I: yeah right... listen to me I would NEVER!!!! I mean NEVER have anything to do with this.

 I stared at him with anger

I: with this... Hanson!

 Everybody laughed even more

Alex: You are so silly. you are like their biggest fan!

I: I know but that is not the point!!!!

I kicked the floor strongly

I went to the opened door again where Zac was still laughing out loud about the situation

I: Excuse me, to have someone waiting with the door open for so much time isn’t polite either!

I said mocking at him... he walked to me, stood by my side

Zac: you look so pretty when you’re angry

 ..and he left... I slammed the door so strongly... the doorbell ran once again and I opened it... it was Zac who had a HUGE smile drawn on his face  …

I: what now?

he answered me very flirty

Zac: never say never...