Hey. Here's my "poetry" page. I think they suck, but w/e. I'm still gonna put them on here. I don't really care about comments, unless you make me feel better and tell me they're good. Well, here's some of 'em.
Drowning

I'm drowning in a pool of misery
Because you broke my heart once more

You decided to say you love me
But won't let me take you back

I didn't do anything
So why do you hate me?

All they are are rumors
And lies

You should have thought about it
Before you did it

You wouldn't be like this
Neither would I

You say you want to die
Who says I don't want to, either

I pray every night
That you will ask

For another chance
Only because I hate seeing you like this

And I love you
More than life itself

Because you made me happy
Happier than anybody

Love at first sight
Love at no sight

That's what it was
And still is

What did I do?
That was so bad to piss you off?

Do I stress you out
You say they're your friends

But they're truely not
If you have to lie to them for them to like you

I hope you realize that
Before it's too late

Too late
Too late to erase

The damage
That's been done
Let You Go

This is hard for me to do
But I will try
To let you go

I know it's hard for you
It's hard for me, too
Becuase I love you

And I'm going to miss you
I'll try to move on
And think that I have

When I realy haven't
And I won't
Because I've lost part of me

And that was you
And I have to add another piece to me
The piece piece that is missing

Not I'm numb
Few can see my tears
I can only see the tears on the inside

I'm in a million pieces
Especially my heart
But I try

To put them back together
In the right order
But it's too hard

Because there's so many pieces
And I need help
Just a friend or two

A friend who knows all the right places
To where the pieces go
Because they care

But if you tried
No offence to you,
You'd make the pieces multiply

I can't move on
And leave you behind
But I have to

Because you won't move on
I'll say I will
But I don't

Because my heart belongs to you
You're my one and only
And you let me go

It came so fast
Just a painfull blow
That won't go away

But it's made me so numb
I'll talk to you someday
Only because I love you

And I know this is true
Sweetie, I love you
I hope you do, too.
BLANK


You just sit there
You're blank
Staring into nothing
Blank like your emotions
Like your words

You're so cold inside
Cold like the snow you wish was warm
You're blank
Like this sheet of paper
Before these words

You're numb to the pain
Pain from you lover, your family and your life
You try to run away
As fast as you can
But you go no where

You used to have color
Color like my paintings
Colors of the sun
Colors of the day
But now they're gone

You used to be warm
Warm like California
Full of love and smiles
And hugs
No more, now

You used to have feeling
Feelings for the world
Feelings of love
Feelings of happiness
Now, all you have is feelings of hatred

You hold on to things for too long
You won't let them go
You won't let them go
You cry and scream about it
You let the good thigns go
And dwell on the bad
                        TORN

It�s tearing me up that we can�t be together
What happened to forever?
Where did we go wrong?
Was it really that bad?

I want to close my eyes, and it�ll all end.
All it does is give me the bends.
I love you too much to loose you.
But, I think we�ve already lost each other.

All I can do is cry.
Each day bye and bye.
Promise me that we won�t end
We won�t end forever.

If you do, I know you love me.
And I pray to the Lord above me
That he will help us out
And get us out of this mess.

I�ve already lost you once,
and I�m not about to loose you again.
Now, all I see is spots
Spots of darkness.

No one knows that we�re real,
we�re very real.
And as the wind blows,
The spots get bigger and bigger
Nothing is clear to me.

Nothing really mattered to me
Now things do, but it makes me sadder.
That they want us to end.
I�m so scared.

I can�t loose you again
They�ve put their selves into oblivion.
I don�t know if I can live
That Night

I'll never forget that night that we met
I was in heaven
And felt safe

You made me laugh
And forget my problems
All I could think about

Was getting with you
Your personality was amazing
Your laugh was hysterical

I knew I was falling in love
I didn't know if you liked me or not
I was so nervous

But I knew this was my chance
And a chance like this only comes around
Once in a million years

You were looking at me like you wanted to kiss me
So I went in for the kill
I didn't care I had a boyfriend

All I wanted was you
Then, a thunder made us stop
I didn't want her to tell

I didn't want her to tell
I don't know why
He wasn't worth it

But you were
When we said good-bye
You walked out of my life

For a long while
Once I heard you were gone
I was scared

Scared I'd never see you again
I prayed that you would come back to me
Eventually, you did

And I was happier than ever
Happy you were safe
And with me

But you made me cry
You tell me you love me
And to stay out of your life

But you don't realize how
How much that hurt me
I thought you loved me
                   CLOUD 9

I used to be on cloud nine
Now, I'm back here on Earth
What did we do?
We're not happy anymore

But, I love you
More than the world
You're too angry
You get mad too easily

I wish you could see my pain
The pain I tucked away
Tucked away so long
You want it to come out

You feel like you have to drag it out of me
If you were nicer about it
I'd tell you
But I can't
When I do tell you
I get choked up

Choked up on my words
Knowing you'll get mad about it
And you do

Ask and you shall recieve
But you're not greatfull enough
I've done the best I can
Now it's your turn
CALL ME

Call me when you're grown-up
And you act mature

And if you don't
Don't call

Call me when you know what sarcasm is
And when you know how to deal with it

And if you don't
Don't call

Call me when you really know me
And not what you think I am

And if you don't
Don't call

Call me when you don't lie
And you tell me the truth

And if you don't
Don't call

Call me when you can't fight with me
And we live in peace

If you don't
Don't call

Call me when you love me
And tell me you love me

Guess you shouldn't have called
                                       Stop The Fighting


I want to stop fighting                                       Our brothers to help us
Stop all the words                                            The brothers who beat us
It will start subsiding                                         The ones who cheat us
But why all the absurds?                                  And the ones who love us

It kills me to see you cry                                   We ask for help
All I want to do is hold you                                Which they do
Sometimes, you make me want to die               When we yelp
But I know I have to be bold                              Knowing they won�t give us poo

But why can�t you see                                       They let us laugh
The pain I feel inside                                        They let us cry
I see the pain you have                                    They get us back together
But I most abide                                                After we want to die

Abide to the rules of love                                 Some love isn�t worth dying over
To comfort you and help you                           Unless to save a life
But we go in circles like spools                         But you are worth crying over
That�s why I yelp for you                                   Even in strife

Your envy gets green like kelp                         I know we can do this
But you don�t show it                                        Because we are strong
You know I want to help                                   We won�t stop to take a piss
But after a wile, we�ll just blow it                        Or pass the poo along

Blow it into the wind
Never thinking it�ll come back
But we�ve planted the seeds
On this endless track

If these seeds do grow
Then it�s love
If not, then it�s so
But we pray to the great Lord above

We pray that our love is true
And that we�ll last
Sometimes, we�re blue
But that�s in the past

We�ve made our garden
So many colors
It doesn�t need a pardon
All I Want To Do


All I want to do is be with you
I want to hold you and never let you go
I want to sleep with you beside me at night
I want to kiss you and never stop kissing
I want to spend my life with you

I want you to hold me close and let me cry
I want you to watch me sleep
I want you to kiss me like I�ve never been kissed before
I want you to love me when I need it
I want you to lie down in a field with me

I want to stop fighting
I want to stop yelling
I want to stop crying
I want to stop hurting

I want to laugh
I want to talk
I want to be there for you
I want you to be there for me too
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