To start off, I will say the basics (this is mostly boring so feel free to skip to the next paragraph). I am 17, and I live in a really cold city. I am a dancer and I love reading, writing, travelling, listening to music and hanging out with friends. Friends are good... haha anyway... I do ballet, jazz, tap and pointe and hopefully soon I am going to get some dance pictures posted. That is my latest big brilliant idea. I am in grade 11... so almost there, baby, almost there... I hate school but I love learning and I love God.
I have many hopes and dreams. So many that it would be rediculous to write them all down here. Mostly everyone knows about my obsession with Ireland and anything Irish. As I am largely Irish, I guess I feel that connection. I am also French and believe it or not (being as white as I am) I am also native. I plan on getting an exchange program to Ireland ASAP and I love European history so I also plan to travel Europe alot (Bu... europe here we come!)... I hope that writing is always a big part of my life. It has been ever since I could write... so since I was about 7. So you all better be prepared to go out and get my books when I am published. Remember the name COLLEEN MULHALL! Other than that I have some life long goals actually written down, but I don't share those with many people cuz last time I did, I got majorly made fun of ("Well that's just stupid!") and I was told by someone that was there at the time that I scare them in much the same way that a clown would scare them.
I grew up a normal childhood as a girl with an older brother. I wanted to do everything he was doing and I was always getting into his stuff and pissing him off. We had many good times though... building forts in the forest behind our house and making snowmen and starting clubs and playing hockey in our basement. I used to think I was a boy; I even tried peeing like a boy one time at Kyla's house when we were little (I made a mess let me tell you and her mom had to clean it up), but I still remained fairly girly. I have always been a dancer at heart and I did love my Barbies and what not. However, to this day, I call myself a man as a 'joke' hahaha ("Lick my balls...").
There are very few people on this planet that actually completely get me... and that is of course because I really am truly a moron. But the people that do get me are also morons... therefore good times are guaranteed.
In grade 9, during our pizza party, we started a burping competition and I of course was tough competition for those guys. There was only one other girl taking part in the competition... all the other girls got grossed out and left. I think I finished third. Hahaha...
Some of the best advice I ever got was from Mary and it was in the letter she wrote me for the plane ride to France. I quote the postscript of her letter: PS please wash and bathe in France, love Mary.
Only Mary would write that.
The best advice I could ever give someone... geez I don't know. There is so much... but I will let you in on some of my wisdom... who knows if anyone has even read this far down this bloody thing...
First off, don't change yourself for anyone else. Do your own bloody thing and love it.
Next, learn to give to people and make sacrifices for others when it is asked of you even if you don't want to; sharing will make you feel ultimately so good about yourself even if the person is an ungrateful bastard.
Next... realize that your faults may be a blessing in disguise.
Also... it is a good idea to write down your goals and dreams and everything that gives you hope (like I've done)... but there's nothing saying you need to share them with any of those clown-aphobes out there.
My last piece of advice that I can think of right now is listen to music. If you don't like music... then don't listen to music I guess but seriously... music is the light to my soul. It is very healing to me and if anyone can gain from music, I think they should take full advantage of it.
In general, I love my life. I am surrounded by some amazing and supportive people. I am so thankful for every single one of them. Everyone has hard times of course, and I have had mine, just like anyone... I am a really normal girl in general.. but at the same time I am, like a said a moron. Or a dinkus... or a ding dong... or a... uhh a loser outcast... either way you look at it... I'm a weirdo leading a normal life... that is having terrible writer's block. Well... if you've managed to make it this far in reading this thing... Kudos to you (do i even know what that means?).
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