| A living breathing oxymoron wandering aimlessly around the world trying to find an identity: describes my character to a T. I am a terribly sloppy perfectionist, speedily drawing heartfelt pictures, wearing modern hippie clothes, with confident, melancholy eyes, and an ancient, young mind. Raised in a small town where the spider web of relations and aquaintances collide uncontrollably, my mind developed at a rate which I find much faster than my peers. I recollect times back in my crib knowing the frustrations of not being able to communicate with words and dealing with ear wrenching screams as an alternative for requests. Still, even now words don't describe my actual feelings. That's why dance blossomed in my life. I've attended dance classes for some 12 years now and plan on taking dance to be part of my future career. I love my family. In all honesty, my family builds the bricks of my life, and I consider each and every soul to be my best friend I've ever encountered. My family is rather large, but the closest members live near. Envoloped in music and the arts, at gatherings we spend a majority of the time singing familiar songs, playing the guitar, having dance contests, making amature videos, and producing plays. Along with my family brought my Christianity. I am not the church-goer I think I should be, but I attend when I can. I sometimes struggle questioning my religion, but one thing I know for sure is that it has brought alot of peace, morality, and compassion for other people into my life. When I begin to backslide, I always find some little twinkle in the sky, or encouraging sign that God is there backing me up every step of the way and trying to keep me on the right track. He is my rock and my hope. I am so thankful for the days He granted me on this Earth and with His help I know I will make the best of it. I wear a cross and a medallion of St. Michael all the time to remind me to try and make the best decisions and keep evil away. . I wear alot of jewlery. At the moment I am currently wearing 9 rings, 2 bracelets, 4 necklaces, 3 earrings, and my naval ring. Alot of it was handed down or given to me by family members. Some pieces are 50 years old and counting. I even make my own jewlery--- *shudders* I love it. I wouldn't mind wearing more. I live fairly close to an amazing beadery...thank you Sticks and Stones...I grovel at your feet!! I have yet another love on top of dance and my prehistoric looking jewels.....music. 3rd Eye Blind, Joe Walsh, Pixies, Eels, Modest Mouse, Green Day, Blink-182, Tori Amos, Lisa Loeb, Jewel, Spiritualized, Tom Petty, Michael Jackson, Ace of Base, Beck, Ani DiFranco, Phish, Queen, Beatles, Get-Up Kids, Presidents, Nirvanna, Scooter, Alanis Morrisette, Everclear, Incubus, Goo Goo Dolls, Cold Play, Eve 6, Jimmy Eats World, The Crows, Stroke 9, New Found Glory, Sum-41, Poe, and the list never stops. I listen to music almost constantly. I love lake Michigan. Enough said on that because I'm sure you'll hear enough about it. |
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