Title: When She Cries

Book: II
Chapter: One
Chapter Title: Things We Do Without

Rating: R.
Coupling: Mainly it’s heading a Dallie/Lola route…and you know Paris/Jess have managed a happily ever after, while Tristan/Rory haven’t. Any one else really doesn’t matter, now do they?

Disclaimer: Aye, captain. I hold no deeds to Gilmore Girls. And I don’t own matchbox twenty’s Mad Season.
Author’s Note: Eek, okay. I erased Book II. Why? Because I was unhappy with the way things had been going. So good-bye to that draft. This draft will still contain some of the older scenes, but slightly revised- so still read them, as well as new storylines and scenes.

 

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I need you now/Do you think you can cope?/
You figured me out/I'm a child and I'm hopeless/
Bleeding and broken/Though I've never spoken/
I come undone/In this mad season.

 

            There really was nothing like the feel of waking up amongst ice blue silk sheets. Well, knowing how you got there might be a step higher, but at least she knew she was at home, her father’s, and in her own bed. So either she had walked half asleep up a grand staircase, or someone had carried her from the drawing room she had come into after arriving from Stars Hollow. Most likely the latter. Lola felt a new weight on the bed and opened one eye to see Venus settling on the bed.

 

            She reached down and started rubbing the White Persian’s head absently. Five more days until summer break was over, and she’d have to reenter the halls of Chilton Prep again. If only global warming meant an elongated summer, and summer vacation. Lola sighed as Vennie jumped off the bed and wandered off to places unknown. She closed her eyes and melted back into the silk sheets. Or would have been were it not for the annoying ring of her telephone. Lola groaned and transferred it over to her answering machine. It was most likely Aurora, after all.

 

            Speaking of which, since everything seemed intent on keeping her awake, she reached for her night table and came in contact with the book she was currently reading, The Unabridged Diaries of Sylvia Plath. To coincide, of course with Aurora’s reading of The Bell Jar. However, probably unlike her friend, she had only reached page nine. But then again, being around her mother, and not to mention the Rory-clone, Eadon, was a rather exhausting task. Hardly ever leaving time for pleasure reading, despite the fact that her mother herself was an avid reader.

 

            But now there was nothing to do but read since no one was yet in town. Aurora was still at the beach with her mother, and her father if he’d arrived yet. Marguerite was across the coast, visiting her father, and new stepmother. Zander Hanes had been in Wales since July. Pat, for reasons still unknown to her, and his family had gone to spend the summer in Vermont, of all places. Augusta had gone back to the City, and Devon to Maine. Even Dallie had left Hartford, for he was also in the City, just further in the gutter than his sister, choosing to spend the summer months as a guest in his paternal grandmother’s house and do good in the world at a camp for inner-city children. She’d never understand him, for there was charity, which meant giving up your Thursday nights to volunteer to be a cashier for the Food Project, a grocery store full of donated groceries that was available to the misfortunate at a very discounted price. And then there was living in their territory, subjected to possibilities of muggings and rapings on your person. Dallie was insane; she’d just leave it at that.

 

            Lola put her book down and rolled over. Well, she couldn’t just spend the rest of the summer lying in bed reading Plath novels. After all she had lessons and volunteer work to realign, and phone messages to catch up on.

 

 

*

 

 

Summer had to be the worse time of the year; at least it was for Aurora Thomas. Screw the naysayers to school; they didn’t have to spend their so-called vacations husband hunting. Speaking of which, it was coming close to the time when she’d damn her father anyway, considering the fact that he had faxed her mere hours before with the list of potentials that were in the near vicinity of the beach. She buried her bare feet into the warm sand, and readjusted her sunglasses. Who had time for husband hunting when one had a book to read and a mother to hide from?

 

She looked down at the paper at her feet, scrunching her nose in distaste. Damn her father anyway. Aurora scanned the contents of the letter:

 

From The Desk of Jamison J. Thomas

 

            Like she already didn’t know who he was. Really.

 

            List of Potential Husbands- updated as of August 21st, 2028.

 

            And that was it. Splendid. The list was being updated more and more frequently the closer Aurora got to the age of eighteen. May as well read because she knew her father would quiz her later that night on the little facts about each potential son-in-law.

 

Mackenzie Ambrose. 29. Born in Tayside of Scotland, raised in Oxfordshire, England. Twice divorced. First marriage to Anne Shadow, childhood sweetheart. One child of that union, a Rachel Ambrose. Age: 6. Second marriage was to Simone Deveraux of Manhattan. Is in process of divorcing, one child also of that union. Mackenzie Ambrose the second. Age: 4. Financially the best prospect. Downside: he already has his heir apparent.

 

Robert Foxworth. 19. Has the misfortune of being son to Angelina Dupree, and is doubtful he is a true Foxworth. But his father would shot himself in the head rather than confirm his wife’s liaisons. So his inheritance, if not his bloodlines, is secure.

 

Bartholomew Lennox IV. 21. Currently attending Yale, wants to be a corporate lawyer. Only son (and heir) to Bartholomew Lennox III and Brooke Rivers Lennox. For some inane reason goes by the name of “Tolly”. One of the top choices, for his obvious legitimacy and good financial sense shown thus far.

 

            Aurora just shook her head and brushed it away with her toe. It was ridiculous to even read the rest considering that those three were the only new additions. Besides she had until her 26th birthday to marry, and until her 29th to have at least one child if she was to secure the future of Thomas Enterprises - and her inheritance.

 

            It had been a tradition many years standing that when she received this list she would wait until the last possible moment until pretending to seek them out. And when she did it was usually at a social gathering, where she could only spare a few minutes to chitchat. But could still honestly tell her father that she had met them. Although it meant that Aurora was stuck with nothing but the seagulls and Sylvia Plath’s Esther Greenwood for company.

 

            She had managed to get to Esther’s food poisoning before a shadow fell over her, and blocked the bright light that had allowed her to read without any trouble. She tugged at her ponytail, and reluctantly looked up to see a good looking man, in his early twenties, standing there, a piece of paper in his hands. Lovely.

 

            “Are you…” He paused looking down at his paper, before focusing his eyes onto her. Wow, and she had thought the Gilmore blue eyes striking. “Aurora Thomas?”

 

            She paused to think about it for a moment, did she really want to be bothered by anyone, even a hot guy, right now? “No.”

 

            He blinked. “Right. So who would that make you then?”

 

            Aurora lowered her sunglasses; really there were advantages to spending time with Lola DuGrey. “Elly Higginbottom.”

 

            “Really?”

 

            “And you?”

            “Well, Elly, I guess I’d be Buddy Willard.”

 

            Damn literate men. “Fine. You caught me- I’m Lola DuGrey. Just hiding out from the gossips for awhile.”

 

            “Lorelai DuGrey is blonde.”

 

            “I dyed my hair, that’s how far I went to hide myself from the mock haut ton out there.”

 

            “That could be true, except Lorelai DuGrey doesn’t have freckles, Aurora, you do. Plus Miss DuGrey, which is technically Gilmore-DuGrey if I recall correctly spends the summer with her mother.”

 

            Aurora’s hand flew to the bridge of her nose as if she could feel the wretched things, ignoring the last portion of his comment. Really, she should not have the blasted spots. “ I do not.” Or at least she shouldn’t if the foundation she had applied was worth anything. Blue eyes just arched an eyebrow so she sighed in defeat. “Fine, you have two minutes of my time.”

 

            “You’re the soul of generosity, Miss Thomas.” Oh, he didn’t know the half of it.

 

            “At least you know my name, for all I know your parents could have been Plath-obsessed and really had named you after Buddy Willard."

 

            “Forgive me,” He said as he tucked the piece of paper into his back pocket. “I’m Bartholomew Lennox.” He hesitated a moment. “The fourth.”

 

            Aurora’s eyes widened in recognition understanding, “Oh no, I take it back. I don’t have two minutes to spare, in fact I don’t even have two seconds to spare.”
 

            “Is the name Bartholomew truly that frightening?”

 

            “Well yes, though to be honest I’d be slightly more scared had you introduced yourself as Tolly.”

 

            “Oh so you’re scared because you know why I’m here,” Tolly nodded, and shoved his hands in his pockets. Really, he wished she’d stand; it was rather awkward with him standing and her sitting in the sand. Then again he wasn’t so foolish as to actually consider sitting in the sand himself.

 

            “No, I’m annoyed because I know why you’re here,” Aurora corrected him, leaning back on her elbows. “And while you’re undeniably attractive, I don’t really have any motivation at all to try and live with you the rest of my life.”

 

            “Well, um, thanks. I’d be flattered had I a lower self esteem, but you see,” he crouched down, that was about as close to the sand he was going to get. “I’m being watched.” For effect he looked over his shoulder, before returning his attention to her. Really she was a bold little baggage; he wondered why his mother hadn’t listed that as part of her con list. Not that he considered it such a con, but his mother would.

            Aurora looked over his shoulder, as well. “Creepy. Are you sure you want to endanger the life of a woman? Because my answer’s a definite no then.”

 

            “No, it means I have about as much interest in marrying you, as charmingly adorable as you are, as you do me,” Tolly explained. “But as you can see I am forced to make the rounds.”

 

            “Oh,” Aurora paused, letting his sentence sink in. “Charmingly adorable?”

 

            He smirked, “Yes, the freckles accentuate it, too.”

 

            She glared at him, the effect mostly ruined due to the fact she was still wearing her sunglasses. “You’re not seeing any freckles, Bart.”

 

            “Always Tolly, never Bart,” He warned her, before reaching out with his index finger to trace the pattern of freckles that were shown, despite Aurora’s denial of their existence. “And I see them here, here and here.”

 

            Aurora smacked his hand away, “I think its sun spots. You’ve been outside too long, you should go away.”

 

            Tolly looked at his watch, “I need at least five more minutes.”

            “I only gave you two, not seven,” she reminded him as her cell phone ringer began to play Ani DiFranco’s Not A Pretty Girl. Aurora picked it up immediately. “Hello?” She motioned for Tolly to leave.

 

            “Hello Aurora,” came her father’s reply. Damn. “I hope you’re not wasting away your day at the beach, reading some novel.” Double damn, since that’s exactly what she was doing. Reluctantly she motioned Tolly back over, and he shot her an odd look.

 

            “Of course not, Father,” She said as pleasantly as she could muster. “In fact I was just having a very nice conversation with Bartholomew Lennox the fourth.”

 

            “Really?” Disbelief laced her father’s voice; well she wouldn’t believe her either.

 

            “Yes, in fact he’s absolutely begging me to hand the phone over to him,” She shrugged at Tolly who was shaking his head.

 

            “Well hand it over to him then, Aurora,” Jamison instructed her.

 

            Aurora happily handed her compact, green cell phone over to the glaring Tolly.

 

            “Hello, sir.” Tolly greeted her father.

 

            Aurora grinned and wiggled her toes in the sand before picking up her copy of The Bell Jar. Her father really had impeccable timing, he allowed her to kill three birds with one tiny stone: get rid of Tolly’s unsettling presence, get out of talking to her father and allowing her to return to her book. When you were clever, life was good. And to think Dante condemned the cleverest of the race to hell.

 

            She hadn’t gotten very far when her cell phone was dropped beside her into the sand. Huh. There went that one, oh well she had wanted a new one anyway. Aurora looked up at Tolly.

 

            “You play dirty,” was Tolly’s only comment.

 

            She gave him a guileless smile. “Well you are my potential husband, I thought it only fair that you talk to your potential father-in-law before you go proposing marriage.”

 

            He just grinned at her in return, “Like I said, charmingly adorable.” With that he tapped her so-called freckles at the bridge of her nose and walked off.

 

            Aurora glared at his retreating figure; well at least she now knew why Lola spent so much time complaining about Dallas Mariano. Some men were just plain insufferable.

 

 

*

 

            The gym was cloaked in shadows except for a small section where a ray of light beamed down from the broken window. But that was off limits, anyway, a few beat up orange cones blocking it off from anybody that might accidentally stumble across the shards of broken glass.  Despite appearances, it was a relief to have a portal through which the usual stuffiness of the gym could escape. Dallas Mariano pulled at the hem of his dark green shirt, and tipped back in the chair.

 

            “Are we going to read today, or can we forgone all activities that we cause dehydration?” Damien Jeffries, the only other counselor that was on for this shift during the hottest hours of the day.

 

            “I’m going to have to go with a no, since it may prove dangerous to forgo breathing,” Dallie answered him. “Otherwise I’d be glad to sit here and do nothing.”

            “Ah the life of leisure, you’re accustomed to,” Damien said jokingly, for he couldn’t picture the down-to-earth Dallas Mariano in possession of a trust fund.

 

            “Oh yes, it’s parties and lounging by the pool all the time,” Dallie rolled his eyes. “I jest, though I shouldn’t. Because I do know those people.”

 

            Damien rolled his eyes, “It’s too hot to think.”

 

            “Or breathe. At least in here,” Dallie agreed.

 

            “Too hot to bring them outside.”

 

            “We’d never survive in a place like Arizona,” Dallas commented as he looked down at the box of used books beside them.

 

            “Good thing we’re in New York then.”

 

            “Good thing,” he looked down at the books again. Really they should be doing their job.

 

            “I hear books on CDs are all the rage,” Damien brought up.

 

            “I’ll bring the player tomorrow, if you bring the CDs,” Dallie propositioned. “But until then we really should be reading them something.”

 

            “Fine. I’ll keep them in line if you do the reading,” Damien replied. He wasn’t going to risk dehydration when most of the liquid had been already drunk during the lunch break.

 

            “Lovely,” he winced as the phrase came out unwittingly. “I haven’t read Shades of Grey enough in my lifetime yet.”

 

*

 

 

            There really was nothing better in the world than sitting outside of a New York City café sipping an espresso, despite the heat wave that had unleashed itself onto eastern coast. At least that was the case for Augusta Mariano as she sat, doing just that, while highlighting notes from her observational binder.

 

            “Hey there girlie,” An Irish-accented voice said from behind her.

 

            Aggie’s highlighter froze in mid-swipe but she didn’t look up at him. “Just because I broke that…thing off between us is no reason for you to stalk me, Finvarra.”

 

            “I’m not stalking you. I still have business here too, y’know?”

 

            Augusta lifted her gaze up to watch him sit across from her. “Right where I’m sitting?”

 

            “In the city,” Fin brushed back some black curls from his face. “What’s that there?”

 

            “Notes,” Augusta replied shortly, before returning to her highlighting.

 

            “On?” He prompted.

 

            “Lola,” she paused for a moment. “Some on Dallie, too.”

 

            “And she doesn’t mind that you’re deconstructing her life and putting them into neat little boxes marked ‘motivated by’?”

 

            “That’s psychoanalytical,” Augusta told him. “How do you know that I’m not into humanistic psychology?”

 

            Fin snorted, “You?”

 

            She glared at him for a moment. “And to answer your question, of course Lola doesn’t care. Apathy might as well be her middle name. And it’s not official. It couldn’t be anyway, since I’m friends with and related to the subjects.”

 

            “That’s not a very nice thing to say,” Fin pointed out. “Even if I do happen to agree with you.”

 

            “Lola’d agree with me too, and besides what kind of psychiatrist would I be if I sugar coated everything? Not a very good one, that’s for sure.”

 

            “What else are you working on?” Fin asked with a sigh.

 

            “Next I have to start research on D.I.D.”

 

            “Did?”

 

            “Disassociate Identity Disorder,” Augusta gave up and put down her highlighter, “You know, multiple personalities?”

 

            “Sybil and all that. Got it.”

 

            “Sybil was a schizophrenic,” Aggie mumbled, for lack of anything better to say.

 

            “I thought she had like a hundred personalities.”

 

            “Closer to sixteen,” Aggie informed him. “All misdiagnosed.”

 

            “That’s screwier than having did in the first place.”

            “D.I.D,” Augusta corrected him with a sigh. Really, he was doing this just to irritate her. “Is there a point to your little visit or did you just want a psych lecture?”

            “Well I was rather curious about some of Freud’s theories. Maybe you’d like to read some of them to me?”

 

            She rolled her eyes and leaned back in the chair. “Harlequin novels are less smutty than those, so I’m going to have to go with a ‘no’ on that one.”

 

            “You’re just afraid of blushing when ye get into all that Oedipus Complex and penis envy,” Fin teased. “Though it might be the Elektra Complex where you get to blushin’.”

 

            Augusta glowered. “I’m giving you five seconds to vacate that seat. Any longer may or may not lead to castration.”

 

            He played at being offended. “You mean you don’t enjoy the immense pleasure of my company?”

 

            She refused to blush, and settled for awkwardly crossing her arms instead. “No.”

 

            “I’m still staying at the Edison if you change your mind,” He winked at her as he stood. “Until then, I’ll leave you as you be.”

 

            Augusta watched as he disappeared into the mass of people. Now all she had to do was analyze if that was a good thing or a bad thing.

 

 

*

 

 

The two worst things in life had to be moving into a new apartment and entering the dreaded friend zone. Unfortunately for Ashley Leese, both things were happening to her at the same time. It wasn't so much the new apartment that actually had a lot of possibilities once she got rid of the unmistakable smell of dog. It was more the lugging of boxes up 4 flights of stairs and a stoop. Which apparently did not count as a flight, though it certainly climbed like one. For this reason alone she was refraining from snapping at her two companions, they didn't deserve it. Although one of them was the cause of the voyage to the friend zone.

                       

            “If you don’t yell at us, I’ll buy you an ice cream when we’re finished,” Chuck told her as he hefted another box from the trunk of her car.

 

            She snorted, “After this I think I’ve earned at least a meal at Arby’s.”

 

            “Earned, yes,” Chuck agreed. “Going to get, no. I only have enough money for mere ice cream.”

 

            “Then you are highly underpaid at Best Buy.”

 

            “Ah, the nonexistent perks of minimum wage.”

 

            “I wouldn’t know,” Ashley told him. “I got a fifty cent raise during the summer.”

           

            Chuck heaved a mock heavy sigh, “And you put it on me to supply you with supper?”

 

            Ashley didn’t even blink, “Yes, of course.”

 

            He just shook his head. “So what’re you up to during the long weekend?”

            “I told Dev I’d go play beach bunny with him at the beach of the tourists,” She wrinkled her nose. “Long Sands Beach.”

            Chuck shrugged, “It’s only York, it can’t be that bad.”

 

            Ashley sighed, looking back at the door. “We should make it up the five flight of stairs before Dev comes back down.”

 

            “Four flights,” Chuck corrected her. “And why not? Devon’s in the best shape out of all three of us.”

 

            “That’s because Devon’s been actually going up and down the four and a half flights of stairs,” Devon commented as he joined them at Ashley’s car. “While you two have been down here…” he stopped mid-sentence to eye the both of them curiously.

 

            “Talking,” Chuck finished for him.

 

It wasn’t jealousy, but it was close enough to give Ashley an idea of how to get over this ‘just friends’ thing. And the beach might be the perfect place to do it too…

 

 

 

 

To Be Continued…

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