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Think a Million
Times . . . .
If you think you have problems now, you haven't seen anything yet. Being turned is not something to take lightly, it isn't a game, you can't just quit if you want to. it's a now and FOREVER, kind of deal. Being turned will NOT make you rich, NOT make you sexy, NOT make you liked, NOT make you accepted, and it will NOT make your problems go away. It WILL make you hungry, it WILL make you change your life style, it WILL affect your normal relationships, it WILL make you depressed and desperate at time, it WILL change your diet, and it WILL affect you in ways you didn't even thing about.

There is nothing glamorous or glorious about being a real vampire. You have needs, cravings, physical problems, mental problems, spiritual problems, that you never dreamed of. You will be depressed, uncertain, empty and miserable at times. You will be hungry and tempermental, you will have to take the time to 'awaken', ( this can take years of your life ) and you still might not have a clue. You are in it for the haul, now and forever. And you don't do this once, you do it for every life you live after this one. So get rid of the dracula myths, the anne rice , and the Vampire: tM, because the life of a real vampire is about as far from all that as the Sun is from Pluto.
Be or not to
be trust me its gonna be painful . . .
ROEL