I feel so lost,
Spinning around.
Where are you?
No where to be found.

You've sent me high,
And way down low.
On this rollercoaster,
I'm pulled in tow.

And right now,
There are clouds in my way.
Where I'm going?
And will my heart pay?

I trusted a stranger,
With my heart.
What will I have to say?
If it goes from sweet to tart.

I've said it before,
Thought I learned my lesson.
But each time it is different,
Hopefully to strengthen.

But maybe,
Just maybe,
This time it's different.
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There's a grin on my face,
I can't seem to hide it.
They think I'm crazy,
Maybe they're right.

I'm laughing,
No apparent reason.
It's like I have a secret,
Yet I don't keep it.

Then you leave me,
And things start to fade.
A little more frustrating,
Thoughts more weighed.

I want to find you.
Hear you, see you.
But my pride won't let me.
All somewhat clich�d.

So here I am confused,
Why do I need someone else to smile?
This isn't my style,
I'm thrown off course.

But I know I'll make it,
No matter what comes of this.
I've made it before.
And thank God for the horse.
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created september 9th,'04
 poetry (c) Kristin Rudolph

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