i'm wanting Your will, but my way, in my time
if i'm standing on Your side then why am i fighting You
this doesn't make sense, so i need to choose
the choice is now, once again
here it is, i lay my life down
finally i choose to quit this fight
with a raised white flag, i surrender
stupidity, speaking and complaining
this cynical heart needs yet another start
i know...i asked for this before
but without You i'm hurt and lost
Jesus i need You, my God i want to make me Yours
so here i am, i lay my life down
finally i choose to quit this fight
with a raised white flag, i surrender
i'm strung along with this disease of selfishness
this cynical heart needs yet another start
and since i'm standing on Your side then why am i fighting You
for without You i'm hurt and lost
Jesus i need You, my God i want to make me Yours
so here i am, i lay my life down
finally i choose to quit this fight
with a reased white flag, i surrender
October 1999