i see now, a terror that grips me
my thoughts & mind can take me down
faster than anyone else can try
what must i do to surrender
will i be able to give myself
can i let go of my sins
to be transformed deep inside
here i am & i just don't know
why i stand alone, lost in thought
what does the Father see, looking down
at a man who can't seem to walk
i'm on my knees, crawling in the dirt
fallen, i'm to weak to stand on my own
i feel ashamed, cold with sin inside
once again praying "heal me from my sin"
9-6-1996