REMEMBER YOURSELF
do not blame the other
this reality is not insane
it just follows rules of upsetting chaos and overwhelming complexity
that are painfully inconvenient for what the mind compulsively wants
and difficult to comprehend for the flickering bottomless mind
I no longer condemn reality for being painful
it has never been only about me
if you cease questing for the easy and convenient way out
and see what has always been
what you have always been a part of
that has forever always swarmed around you
as it is
then you will be struck speechless
with wonder
thus alone
questing instead
for the neccessary spirit
spirit which is not seen, and unacknowledgeable
and seemingly vulnerable to the choices
of the wandering fearful mind
but somehow always present and aware
questing for truth, freedom, and right
from the mediocre, blind, and useless
yet always present and aware
thus facing a life with struggles seemingly endless
but yet with great strength and clarity
determinedly building a spirit
learn-ed in strange truths of freedom and right
while strong and serene enough to face
being stuck alone and inevitably doomed
in an uncomfortable and incomprehensible reality
thus growing slowly and conscienciously
in a difficult world of wonder
and with this weapon and shield of spirit thus attained
in final inevitable battle shall face
that dark formless, pervasive
holy KNight of DEath
to that last moment
before that great KNight's inevitable victory
that strong spirit faces
with clear eye and purpose
and unwavering awareness
the eND.
a final single awareness
of a single moment in time
filled with strength and clarity and love
hard won, and not easily attained
victory.
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