This site is dedicated to my very beloved baby, Millan, and my first love, Daisy
24.09.1995-08.07.2001
"Millan", or Aspbackarna's Apricot Brandy, as her real name was, was born 24.09.1995 in my bedroom. She had a weight of only 95 grams. She started sleeping in "mum's" bed when she was five weeks old.
She was my protector, and she wouldn't leave my side! Millan believed that she was a German Shepherd, and certainly behaved like one:)
I have many times read a poem, called the rainbow bridge. I wish in my heart that this poem is to be real. Millan, my dear baby, we'll meet again, and cross the bridge together, you, me and your babies! See you then, darling
They say that memories are golden. Well, maybe that is true. But I never wanted memories, I only wanted you! If tears could build a stairway, and memories make a lane, I'd walk my way to heaven, And bring you back again!
Many times I've woken up, thinking "I heard something!"
Sometimes I've felt my baby jumping up in my bed in the mornings Then I wake up, I realize. You are not here, but only in my heart.
I didn't think this page would be updated so soon... My "Daisy", my first love, was born 11.11.92, and given the name Ouverture's Doris Day. I immidiately fell in love when I saw her. She came home when she was eight weeks, I was nine years. Daisy turned out to be a very intelligent lady, she was a very quick learner, but was in no rush to complete the task in hand:) She did it all; in her youth we did mainly obidience and Agility, but in her older age, she found a passion for balls and sticks as well as tracking.
I spent my teen years with you, my Blossom, I would not have got thruogh so easily without You! You always listened, and I Know, my darlin, you understood every word! What I wouldn't give to touch your noble head! I will always love you, and who knows, maybe, one day, I'll get a "Marguerite", to help me heal! I know you are with me, 'cause without you I'd be lost!
Pawprints in my Heart (by E. Haapamaki) When it's quiet, I can hear you snore, People keep telling me, "She is no more!" I know better, I loved you from the start, I know when you're here, you left pawprints in my heart!!
We have again been visited by the Grim Reaper! We seem to be having more than our share of misfortune!!! The loss of Miranda and her little ones is incredably hard for me, her mum! The first contraction split her uterus, and septocemia took both her and the unborn puppies.
Miranda was the sweetest griff-girl with Such a wonderful personality, she loved pregnancy, and was in fantastic health throughout. The loss of my "lap-warmer" is incomprehencable!
To my hope of a "returning of time" (By E. Haapamaki)
January. I feel the wind, it's blowing cold
Was it always this miserable in january?
It wasn't when I had you to hold!
You were my New Love, my link to the past.
Miranda! I'm sorry! Why won't the special ones last????
You were never meant to replace someone,
Nore will anyone take your place,
No one would live up to that
Live life in Your special ways!
My little precious, golden Girl. You gave me so much.
Too early, too soon! What I would give for another touch!
Little sloppy kisses, tripey slobber-beard
Disgusting, yet so sweet, I miss it now...Is that weird?
As I write, I ask myself, how can this be true!
I thought I'd have so many years,
Of Joy and games with you!
My special Miranda! We could have done so much!
We are all missing you, my Unique child!
Mika is heartbroken, he just won't come to terms!
Your always loving mum, Emma P.S! I miss you all, sweeties!
