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Thursday, April 19, 2001
I want to like Pam Anderson Lee, I really do. I think it would be fun to like her, but I don't she cheapens herself so often. Why does she do that. She's starting to seem desperate. It makes me sad. And how could one person have soo many private mysterious videos. I mean really. Maybe she wanted them to get found, to keep her "acting" career going. She seems like a nice girl, and I just think she needs to get out of the biz.


Monday, April 09, 2001
Lots of muzik these days. Gosh I have been so busy. I used to live on the net, and now I am hardly here. Soon though, my CD will be done. Email me if you want a copy...I think they are going to be $5 each...yes....you have to pay for it, even if I love you. I payed too much to give them away...and how are we supposed to make any cash if we do that anyhow??? Do you know how much tour vans cost?


Friday, April 06, 2001
Someone tell me about emmeke...she seems as though she has received demi-god status. I am ever so curious...and I am ever so short, and ever so blind, and ever so dissatisfied with wearing glasses all the time until my contacts come in. Any ever so happy that farscape is coming on.


Yes...I am breathing.


Wednesday, March 28, 2001
My band scored some good shows....yippie!!


GOD a have been a little bitch lately...hehehe! Oh well, I got some new fishnets today, so maybe I can mellow out.


Friday, March 23, 2001
I just restrung my guitar


Monday, March 19, 2001
Boo!!!


blogger gots the hiccups!!!


For the record...I am Dutch, English and Mohawk Indian, but really I am American...those are just my genetic pre-dispositions!


I just want to note that noone really has a right to be proud 'cept the italians and the japanese. Both have amazing art and food. But take the irish...what has their contribution been, and what about the brits...all they have is bad teeth, pointy noses, and bad food. The Germans are still living down the nazi revo...the chinese went from cunfucious to comi...don't even get me started on the current state of affairs in the middle east...and while I do realize that all cultures have made marginal contributions over time, the only one's that deserve recognition...are the italians...and the japanese. I hate all this over nationalism...and don't mention TEXAS!!! TEXAS is not a country for crying out loud take your ten gallon hat off Hoss and get over yourself.


A while back there was this little british twat that harassed my ass online. I can't help but wonder as that just popped into my mind right now, how unhappy she must be. Her life sounded so lame and boring and shitty. I guess in all of my busy-ness, I forget to remember that my life does not suck as bad as some. I think it is weird when people get these crazed online vendettas. It's so strange to focus so much energy on someone who is thousands of miles away, and you do not even really know. I gues if your whole life is online, and if your real life sux then that's why you do...why else would you do it. I used to go and read her page for amusement. I think I said a few things to her maybe about twice, ans she was obsessed with me for like a month. I actually felt bad for her. Are you ever in that situation...like when someone gets so defensive and takes you sooooo seriously, when you really do not even care that much and you were just sort of amusing yourself, and all of a sudden you are the obsession of someone's online life, and then you realize...that that is their whole life, and you picture them getting all redfaced and flustered every time they read your page. Anyway, that was just going thru my head, and since I did not have anything else to say right now, I thought we could all reminisce...see you in the AM......


I am tired and always busy. I went to home depot to buy all the shit needed to build a pedal board tonite, and because we are moving soon, the kitties are away, and I miss them. The apt seems so empty without them.


Sunday, March 11, 2001
I have monster PMS, my tits are fucking killing me, and I have to pack this whole fucking apt up, get my new phone set up, and yadda yadda yah...utilities and all...which means I need to call my new freak of nature landlord, and blah blah blah...




Age: 24

XX - that's means I'm a grrrlie

Music: CUB, Serge Gainsbourg, Stone Roses, Misfits, Queers, Old 97's, LMX, BUCK, Chixdiggit, Groovie Ghoulies, Sleeper
Le Tigre, GAZE, Beat-Happening, Billy Bragg, Brigitte Bardot, Dandy Warhols, Slumber Party

T.V.: Star Trek, Farscape, Charmed, Gilmore Girls, Fashion Emergency, Trading Spaces, Facts of Life, Three's Company, The Amanda Show

Movies: All Star Trek of course, Dr. Strangelove, Eyes Wide Shut, Bring it On, Willy Wonka, Picnic at Hanging Rock
Dancer in the Dark, Eyes of Tammy Faye, Zombi, Eaten Alive, Bob Schott's Chupacabra Documentary, Trekkies, Malena



Listening To:
TV

Reading:
CUNT by Inga Muscio
Auto-Bio of Linda Lovelace

Wearing:
Striped Knee Highs
London Underground Mary Janes
Paris BLues Floods
Tight Black T-Shirt that reads SOFTCORE in fuzzy letters
Pigtails!!!





XX SITES...
RAWA


FRIENDS...
Blood Guts and Girl
FetalViolet
Paxilstreet


EMAIL...
Daisy
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