Author: Jenna
Rated: PG
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone depicted in this story.
Description: "For what it's worth, I'm sorry."
Notes: My second Viggorli!
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�You�re always sorry.�
�I know. You deserve better than me.�
�Don�t say that, Orlando.�
�But it�s true! I�m the last person who can make you happy.�
�Maybe so, but you�re the one I want.�
�Why? Why do you want me? I�m damaged.�
�I like a challenge.�
�This isn�t funny, Viggo.�
�I�m not laughing.�
�But you�re making this into a joke! It�s not!�
�I know it�s not. But making fun of it is easier than admitting how I really feel.�
�How do you really feel? Talk to me, tell me.�
�I feel�the same as I always do when you apologise.�
�And that is?�
�Nothing. True, the first few times you said it, I believed you. But now�you�ve said it so many times it�s lost it�s meaning.�
�I didn�t know you felt that way.�
�You never asked, I never told.�
�I wish I could make it better.�
�You can�t. But that�s ok, because neither can I. We�re bad for each other.�
�No, you can�t say that. How can something this good be so bad?�
�It�s not good, Orlando. We both know that. We want different things, I want to settle down, get my life together, build a quiet future. You, you�re at your peak, you need to go out, have fun.�
�But I can�t live without you.�
�You�ll have to.�
�No Vig, I won�t.�
�You will if you have no choice.�
�Are you saying what I think you�re saying?�
�Sorry can�t be a hollow word to me anymore, Orlando. I can�t keep hearing you say it, like it means nothing.�
�But it does mean something!�
�No, it doesn�t. You say it so often, it means nothing. Like when you say you love me.�
�How can you say that?�
�If you loved me, you wouldn�t do these things that hurt me.�
�But you just said you loved me!�
�I do. But not even love can save us now.�
�I don�t know what to say.�
�Whatever you do, don�t say sorry.�
�I suppose I should say goodbye.�
�Yes, you should.�
