He knew that the way Dom was moaning shouldn�t make his blood run hot and his crotch ache. He knew that the simplest thing, like Dom touching his arm, shouldn�t send electrical currents shooting up his spine.
But it did.
Billy looked up at Dom from where he knelt on the floor. Dom sat with his legs spread wide, shirt riding up around his shoulders, and his mouth parted in silent words.
�Dommie,� Billy called softly, his hands returned to Dom�s denim-clad legs, resuming their trail up and down his thighs.
�Muhum?� Dom responded, his head lolling around in relaxation.
�Get up.�
Dom�s eyes opened and he looked up at Billy. �What?�
Billy got up off the carpet and held out his hand.
Dom took it and stood up, shaking slightly on his feet. He reached out and grabbed Billy�s shoulders to steady himself.
�Where are we going?� Dom asked as Billy began to lead him out of the living room.
�Bedroom,� Billy answered as they made their way down the hall.
At the closed bedroom door, they paused, and Dom leant up against the doorframe.
�Second thoughts?� he asked, crossing his arms across his chest.
Billy smiled. �No, just trying to remember if I picked up my dirty laundry.
Dom laughed. �Like it matters, Bill.� He reached around him and twisted the doorknob, and pushed the door open. �We�re gonna be seeing a bit more of each other than drawers.�
Billy blushed and followed Dom into the room. He wasn�t quite sure what to do. He watched as Dom sat down on the side of the bed.
�So�what happens now?� Billy asked tentatively, crossing his arms.
�Nothing has to happen.�
Billy smirked. �But I dragged you in here.�
Dom laughed. �I�m sure I�ll survive.�
Billy made a pointed look at Dom�s crotch. �It doesn�t look like it.�
Dom blushed and tried to shift to hide his growing arousal.
Billy made his way over to the bed and sat down beside Dom. He slowly � so very slowly � reached out and took Dom�s hand, holding it in his own.
Dom breathed deeply as he watched Billy�s hand entwine with his. He never thought the simple act of handholding could be so intimate. So personal. But with Billy, it was.
Like unchartered territory, or the deep breath before the plunge. It was that feeling of absolute exhilarating dread that you only felt before doing something completely amazing.
That�s how Dom felt as Billy kissed him, slowly, softy. Their lips pressed together lightly, the softest of touches, the most electrifying feeling Dom had ever felt.
�Wow�� he breathed as Billy pulled away.
Billy swallowed. �What do I do, Dom?�
�You don�t have to do anything, Bill.�
�I want to.� Billy�s hand began to massage Dom�s thigh. �Lie back.�
It was Dom�s turn to swallow nervously as he lay back on the soft comforter. He couldn�t see Billy, but he could hear him as he climbed atop Dom�s body and sat on his hips, pinning him to the bed.
Without any words, Billy unbuttoned Dom�s shirt and pushed it away, revealing Dom�s muscular chest. With shaky hands he rubbed his fingers over the nipples, bringing them to hardness.
As his confidence grew, Billy lowered his head and began to gently suck on the nipples in turn, his mouth tracing patterns on Dom�s chest.
�Oh�� Dom breathed, tangling his hands in Billy�s hair.
Suddenly, Billy�s mouth was gone, and he was shimmying down Dom�s body onto the floor.
He reached up and unbuckled Dom�s belt, and popped the button on his jeans. He pulled the zipper down slowly.
�Lift,� he commanded, and nearly instantly, Dom�s hips rose off the bed.
Billy grabbed a handful of denim and satin boxer shorts and pulled them both down quickly, releasing Dom�s erection.
Billy pulled the pants of Dom�s legs and discarded them on the floor. He sat back on his haunches and just looked at Dom�s appendage, standing tall and aching with need.
Dom traced a hand down his body and took hold of his cock gently.
�Don�t,� Billy called, and Dom let go.
�Why?�
�Because I want to.�
Dom propped himself up on his elbows and watched as Billy rose up onto his knees and shuffled forward, positioning himself between Dom�s legs.
He reached out hesitantly, and placed just one finger on Dom�s straining length.
Dom shivered at the contact, and bit his lip to keep from crying out.
Billy grew brave and took the whole of Dom�s penis in his hand and began to stroke up and down hard.
Dom fell back on the bed with a moan.
Billy stopped suddenly and switched hands clumsily. �Sorry,� he called, embarrassed. �Don�t really know what I�m doing.�
Dom smiled to himself.
Billy shuffled forward a bit more and raised up on his knees. He took a deep breath and covered the tip of Dom�s dick with his mouth.
Dom instantly bucked upwards, sending his whole length right into Billy�s mouth.
Billy coughed and sputtered and fell backwards onto the carpet, where he dissolved in a mass of giggles.
�Holy fuck I�m so sorry!� Dom cried, scrambling off the bed onto the carpet where Billy lay, clutching his sides with laughter.
�Oh man�� he wheezed, wiping at his eyes. �I knew I�d be bad at this, but I didn�t expect you to try and kill me!�
Dom laughed. �Yeah well, if your mouth wasn�t so damn wet it wouldn�t have been a problem.�
�Oh, so this is my fault?� Billy retorted, propping himself up on an elbow. �You try to ram your dick down my throat and it�s my fault?�
�Shut up,� Dom retorted, giving Billy�s shoulder a push. He fell back onto his back.
�Maybe it�s just not supposed to happen tonight.�
Dom rolled over onto his stomach, to trap his erection between his body and the carpet, to somehow alleviate the throbbing need.
�Dom?�
�Oh yeah, maybe not tonight.�
�I�m sorry.�
Dom smiled and reached over to stroke Billy�s face softly. �Don�t be.�
Billy wriggled closer to Dom, and pulled his arm around him. �I want this to happen, though.�
Dom placed a soft kiss to the back of Billy�s neck. �Me too.�
�Do you trust me enough to try again?�
�You might try to bite it, considering I tried to choke you with it.�
Billy laughed. �Yeah, you�re right.�
Dom sat up. �But I have another idea.� He reached over and grabbed a pillow from Billy�s bed. �Lift your head.�
Billy did as he was told and Dom tucked the pillow beneath his head.
�Lay back and relax.�
Dom moved down Billy�s body to his jeans. He freed the button and the zipper and coaxed them down off Billy�s legs.
�No underwear!� Dom exclaimed, feigning shock.
He rubbed his hands over Billy�s creamy thighs, relishing in the moan that escaped his lips.
His cock stood tall, waiting for attention, but Dom purposely avoided it.
He tickled the inside of Billy�s legs, his balls, the little space behind his testicles that made him moan and writhe in pleasure.
Dom pushed his fingers through the curly hair above Billy�s dick, carefully avoiding contact with the aching, hard flesh.
�Dommie�� Billy whimpered.
�Yes?�
�Touch me, please��
A smile played on Dom�s lips as he ducked his head and placed a kiss on Billy�s length. He teased him by kissing up and down the hard flesh, until Billy was moaning in ecstasy.
Dom took Billy in his mouth suddenly, and was prepared when he suddenly arched his back. He held Billy�s hips down, and began to expertly lick suck slide up and down Billy�s cock.
�Oh Dommie�so good�� Billy was sighing, his hands finding the back of Dom�s neck, where he began to massage lightly.
Dom bobbed up and down, holding onto Billy�s hips as he pleasured him.
Billy wanted to lift his head, to watch Dom as his mouth wreaked havoc on him, but he could barely breathe, let alone have the strength to operate his limbs. Billy breathed deeply, trying to fight off the impending tightness building in his belly. Stop it, he scolded. Let this last a little bit longer�
The tightness in his belly turned to a burning sensation that seemed to come from his toes, all the way up to his scalp.
�Oh Dom�� he breathed. �I�m coming��
Dom continued his assault, letting his teeth drag up Billy�s shaft nearly painfully. He tried to tell Billy with his mouth, that�s it, come for me�He only hoped the message got through.
Billy�s breathing turned shallow, and his eyes began to blur as he teetered on the edge of insanity. His orgasm threatened to throw him off the border as it coiled in his balls and exploded in a flurry of curses.
�Oh mother of God�� Billy breathed as he came, Dom�s mouth still covering him.
His body shook as his body was drained, completely spent and satisfied.
Dom removed his mouth from Billy�s organ after he came, swallowing as he climbed back up his body for a salty kiss.
�Eew, is that what I think that is?� Billy demanded.
Dom smiled sheepishly. �Sorry about that.�
Billy smiled. �I can get used to it.�
Dom raised an eyebrow. �Can you?�
�Yes,� Billy confirmed. �But only if it�s you.�
Dom rubbed his hand over Billy�s chest. �I think that can be arranged.�
Billy curled up against Dom and closed his eyes.
**
The ocean makes such a beautiful sound as it crashes against the shore. You don�t really stop to take notice though, because there�s always something else going on. Your friends want to play volleyball, or you read a book, or have lunch.
But right now, it�s different. The beach is empty, there�s not another person for a million miles. Just me and the ocean. And I can hear that beautiful sound as the waves rush up to meet the sand.
I can feel the sand run between my toes, the wind ruffles my hair, the sea air fills my nostrils. I feel alive when I�m on the beach. Happy and alive.
The sun is slowly dipping behind the mountains in the distance, and the air is getting cooler. It�ll be nighttime soon, so I should probably head home, although there is something distinctly alluring about the beach at night.
But I shouldn�t be alone in the dark.
All of a sudden, I�m not alone. Arms are around my shoulders, and I�m being held tightly.
�Dominic,� I greet softly.
�You�re cold,� he responds softly, rubbing his hands up and down my arms.
�Not now. Not now you�re here.�
He smiles. �They�re here too.�
I look up and the direction Dom is. Tears fill my eyes as I watch the two people walk hand and hand down by the water.
I smile as my father kicks water in my mother�s direction, and she squeals, swatting him on the shoulder playfully.
The sun is glinting off my mother�s beautiful blonde hair, and my father�s face is illuminated in the dying sunlight.
He wraps his arm around her waist and pulls her close, whispering something in her ear.
And even though I�m 100 feet away, I can still hear the words.
�My life begins with you��
I look up at Dom, tears running down my face. �Thank you. For bringing them here.�
He smiles. �I didn�t bring them.�
I frown. �Then how?�
�They wanted you to see this. That they didn�t end the day their lives did.�
�Wake up.�
Billy rubbed his eyes. �What time is it?�
�Nearly 7,� Dom answered. �What the hell were you talking about?�
Billy frowned. �What?�
�You were talking about your parents and the beach.�
�I was?�
�Yeah, what were you dreaming about?�
A smile crept onto Billy�s lips as he recalled the dream. �Nothing.�
�Not a bad one?�
�Quite the opposite,� Billy answered, wrapping his arms around Dom�s torso as they lay in bed.
�So, are you gonna tell me?�
Billy shook his head.
�Meanie.�
They lay in silence for a moment before Billy spoke.
�My life begins with you.�
