Wasted

I feel elated
After the depression of the day
I come home and I get wasted
In a different way

I live the pain
Away from home
My mind starts to fade
They laugh and hate me
I feel awful
I feel nervous
I wanna get away

I feel elated
After the depression of the day
I come home and I get wasted
In a different way

When the end is near
I've reached the climax
Pressure, tension and fear
Here it's at it's max.
I face the terror
I get through it all
But I make my errors

I feel elated
After the depression of the day
I come home and I get wasted
In a different way

I walk through the door
Then I relax
I go upstairs
I grab my precious
I take it in
I bask in happiness
Nothing's wrong anymore

I feel elated
After the depression of the day
I come home and I get wasted
In a different way

I feel so happy
This euphoria is heaven
The world seems so crappy
I need this unreal world
It makes no sense
I don't think straight
But it puts my life back into place