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Explanatory Love, One Chance, Infatuation, Ode To Kayla,
Ode To Kayla (Diff Version), Her Letter, Sonnet One,
Mostest Bestest, Black Rose, Loving You, Sonnet Two,
Two Words, Snippets, Sonnet Three, Bianca,
The Hated, Hopelessness, Cup Poetry, Winter Dreams,
Sonnet Four, Life Is Like The Wind, She Knows,
Neverending Quest, Rising and Subsiding, The Farewell(JEW),
Bring It Back, Bring It Back

Explanatory Love

Love is that which has befriended me
It is that which has intrigued me
And that which has plagued me
It has left me in the gutter
Left without a mutter
Or one damn explanation
But I never fight it, I love exploitation
Of my heart, my soul, and my mind
This heart molestation should be a crime
But then came to an Angel sent down from heaven
Then all the pain was leavied
My sunshines felt brighter
My sunsets felt righter
Thanks to Mr. West, cause he is the writer
But I thank my Angie, first and foremost
I can't believe we've gotten so close
But I wouldn't change it
Specially when I can bang it
Boy would it be bad if I couldn't slang it
And yes I do love her
No one in this world is above her
With her I feel almost immortal
So if ever she would leave me
I'm certain that would lead to the death of me

One Chance

Being with you
Is the epitamy of all I want

Please remember this
I will always love you
In the movie of my heart
You are my breakthrough

I remember the very first date
You said you'd give me one chance
I knew it was worth it at first glance
And then our love grew baby
I will always love you baby
And in the movie of my heart
You are my breakthrough

How could I beat this life
Only if you'd be my wife

Infatuation

I'm so damn bored...
I need my Angie here
I'd hug and squeeze
Until she yells out please
I'd kiss her cheek
Make love so tenderly
It reminds of spiders
Crawling all over my heart
It's infested with all her sweet love
I love her more
Far more than ever thought
I need her there, without her cure
I'd surely rot to nothingness
Please baby girl...
I love you so damn much
The end comes only in death

Ode To Kayla

Falling, so hard, so long, but not anymore,
I've found you once again and forevermore,
Please don't ever leave me again, without you I feel so sad,
So cold, so melancholy, so alone,
I need you if I ever wish to breathe again, to live again, to be myself again,
Your love is so warm, so familiar, I can't believe I ever let it leave,
But never shall that happen again, for with you,
I feel like a king amongst men

Ode To Kayla Again

Sometimes, I just feel so sad
When I haven't seen you, or heard you
Or kissed you, or licked you all day
I miss having your love, in every single way
I just hope, you'd remember mines
Cause if it's you I'd find
I'd search the globe, cause you are my world
Without you, life is slow
Slower than the river styx row, row, row
Your boat, gently down the styx
You have my heart, I love you so
I need no other chick
K is for kisses that I need from you
A is for always, I shall love you
Y is for why are you so crazy
L is for me being so lazy
A is for always you should love me

Her Letter

Time never stops, never ceases to flow
A bird with a watch flies out the window
That's so amazing time just flew by
It keeps on ticking until I die
But I'll never stop ceasing to exist
I'll always be there like a watch on the wrist

Dear Kayla,
This is my very first letter
Maybe after time I'll start to get betta
So how's a picnic ma, cruisin in my Jetta
Leave yo purse home, I got enough cheddah
To pay everything, that your heart desires
Take it as the truth, I was not made a liar

Sonnet One

My love for you is never clear
It often changes its mind
But I will continue forevermore, because I am inclined
To make sure love does not become or manifest to fear
I turned my head, alas your love I cannot hear
Gaining your love and being your love is anything but kind
But I alone, put myself into this bind
And for the summation of it all, I let out a lone tear
I promise to never plague you with lies
I will love you, even after my bell tolls
You only look down on me, when I look into the skies
And I hope you can see into my soul
To see deeper then most, through my eyes
I love you so much Kayla, you are my soul

Mostest Bestest

Love is the mostest bestest thing about life
The thing that will be given to my one true wife
The only thing that is always righter than right
Makes the sun shine so bright, the illuminous light
With this take my hand, and I hope you may
Allow me to love you forever and always Kay
Sometimes I don't think right and I might stray
So I need you to watch my back
If I do you wrong make sure to give me a smack
Then after this your present I shall wrap
Put it under the tree, or on your lap
Our love has no limit it has no cap
It will last until the earth comes to an end
I would never imagine us as just friends
You gave me your heart, didn't make me rent
I own it, you own mines, until the sands of time
But unlike our lives, the clock won't wind down
I'll rep you like you rep the clown
If you ever went away I'd have a perma-frown
But that won't happen because I love you Gracie
This is the end of this freestyle rhyme
Love goes on like the sands of time, I love you

Black Rose

A long green stem, with thorns down the side
Prodding, poking you as you bleed inside
The blood reaches the surface in due time
As the blood rushes out, your adrenaline climbs
But then, then you gaze upon the petals
Some of them, seem to be etched in metal
But the beauty of it all, puts you in your place
The black rose reminds you of...
nothing but Grace

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Loving You

Loving you is easy cause you're beautiful
And you mean so much to me
It's the intelligence in your eyes I see
Loving you is easy cause you're wonderful
Your heart is like a locket and you gave me the key
You taught me how to pee
Loving you is easy cause I'm grateful
You came into my life
Took away my strife
And replaced it with your love
Our is free like Mandela
And I love you Angela

Sonnet Two

I stepped out from the dark and into the light
Then came to me an Angel that cares
She is the one, the one from my prayers
She can teach me the wrong from the right
She came and saved me from my plight
I gave her raw love, I gave it bare
I love her so much, because she's rare
I'd do anything for her I'd take a life
However I cannot wait till our creation
This babe, this spawn, shall bring me great joy
I shall protect our little cub
I will give him the best education
And if she's shy, she'll be so coy
I give to it and to you Angie, all my love

Two Words

Fury Fastly, Hardly Thinking
Dieing Slowly, Living Imprisoned
Can't Free, No Escape
No Fear, No Life
No Death, No Existance
Hell No, Will Live
Must Exist, Must Breathe
Breathe Steadily, Take Hold
Stand Up, Shout Out
I Do, Love You
Angie Wifie, Please Be
My Lovely, Always Forever

Snippets

"To my beloved, I count the days for when we shall be together once more.
Because you are the sole being on this plane,
that makes my heart want to beat, that makes my mind, never sleep.
My love for you eternal, and this promise I shall keep."

To Angie, I know deep down, that I loved you from the start,
every time I thought about you, feelings rushed into my heart.
And what first caught my eye was how you are so foxy,
then at the first kiss I felt all your moxy.
I Love You Angie, forevermore, this is the truth, this is not folklore

And sometimes you hit your mark and things work well,
Other times, to no avail, you can't help but always fail.
But that is the chance of risk, the risk that you must take,
And sadly for you, you cannot make the mistake.
With the mistake you have not learned,
And without that, you should not be born.

Sonnet Three

The sweet, sweet girl I've seen from afar
Has the most beautiful long hair that I've ever seen
Her eyes like Hazel, that I've seen in my dreams
This girl, this woman, this angel, is one over par
She's almost out of reach, but she isn't too far
That skirt you wore that day, showing your legs so lean
I just hope I was not caught staring like a fiend
I only want to get to know you, like we started in your car
I know it was crazy to follow you like that
But when you giggled, the sun shone brighter
Wouldn't you like to giggle more often like that
I hope you don't see this as a sappy, pathetic plea
I would hope you see the beauty in this, as I have seen in you
I leave you with a smile I hope, this is my Sonnet 3

Bianca

Look You, I Know
You Can't, Hold Me
Squeeze Me, Kiss Me
Hug Me, Love Me
So I, Won't Cry
Will Try, Go On
Can't Stop, Won't Stop
They Can't, Stop Me
Oh No, Never Ever
Will I, Let Them
Control Me, Feed Me
Observe Me, Be Me
I Will, Do This
Always, Forever
So If, I Can't
Have You, I Know
I'll Live, Somehow
Promise Me, Stay Sweet
JH, BG
Guess Not, Won't Happen

The Hated

Care about them? Never, Why would I...
Seems so fruitless to me to worry about
those who give no concern about me. Do
what I'm supposed to do somehow makes ME
the damned? But how, how can your job
do that to you. Because you enjoy it, Nay
because you carry it out with ruthlessness.
The evil that lowly resides within it doesn't
bother you much, you continue on. But as
people decide to fuck with you, you even it
out and fuck with them. So what, it's a game
you'd think they wouldn't be kids, but no
they have the balls to call YOU the kid.
Weird, be it not, that someone could do that
to you, and then cry and cry about it, what
a life that is, hard enough is it to live
and love that, no you decide to bitch and
whine and stop with hate. So what should I
do, worry about your every need, your every
whim, fuck that your nothing to me, I care
NOT about your feelings. Could I do that and
be as rational as I claim to be, no that'd be
impossible by the damn definition. Then to
continue on, protecting the one I love, she
of all people dare do the same to me. She
who was first the bitchiest of them all, she
wants me to not be like her, but more of my
"former self." As If I'd change, I never do
I am the same as I always was. Never changing,
never evolving, only finding new joys as they
become apparent. Is this a rant? Yes, why,
because people I care about show me how much
I truly mean to them. They say I play favorites
and then go to so much as to call ME the bitch.
Why... Why would she DO THAT TO ME? Our love has
died down, greatly it has, but I would at least
think that she would have something of which to
defend me, but Nay... she joins the crowd, and
just leaves me behind, takes up for others that
she once hated, yet I'm the one that changed...
I am the hated, I am the damned, I am tired of
living for other people. I am tired of being
what they want me to be. I walk alone... I am
the damned, the forever hated.

Hopelessness

Ah yes that feeling, that one that won't escape
The one feeling That I feel that makes me tremble and shake
Yes it does, yes it will why must I feel this
Because of what I've done, i deserve this shit?
I've bleed an ocean for you alone
I did all this and more for you alone
What more could you ask of me to do for you
that I haven't already done or tried to do
But I guess what I tried to do wasn't enough
It couldn't happen how you wanted it to, tough...
Tough luck for me, myself, and I don't like it
I'd rather chew on a charleston i will never bite it
Hopelessness is that which has become me
This is the feeling that has behooved me
Why is the feeling that will at some point kill me
Ha-ha, got cha, ain't happening to me
I'm gonna never let hopelessness kill me,
thought at some time... and at some place
death is the thing that shall take me
out of the world i shall go without a trace
death... is overlooming.

Cup Poetry

Roses are red, Violets are blue,
Not even the moon's beauty compares to you,
Even though this poem started off as real simplistic,
I wander if this love has manifested into something realistic,
But that can't be, I know this love is real,
As I continue you on, You have made me a seal,
Of love, compassion, and understanding care,
A love like this is very real, and also very rare.

Winter Dreams

It seems it has been so long since I had this dream,
Something so rich and pure, Of course it is a dream,
But only in such clean and fresh things,
has my mind wandered so like a young fledgeling.
That just ain't me, I should be smarter,
as the years go on, I only get righter.
Why can't you see this and get out of my fire,
You're so hot and warm, yes I like this
Sometimes you need a rhyme that's so catalyst.
And so I stop here, and so I stop now
And plunge into my winter dreams, so foul
Of me to just leave you behind, but you can't keep up
I'm two steps ahead and you're just a fuck up
Holding me down and holding me back
Maybe I should use this bat and just make it crack
Crack open your skull and crack open your mind
And then soon you'll learn of real time
That you can't stop and sit, and sit and wait
When it all falls down, where will you have been at your damn slow pace?
Nowhere is the answer, I gave the question
Maybe now you'll read this and get the lesson

Sonnet Four

The world as I knew it was something spectacular
It was all I ever wanted and dared to dream of
I was so content, so peaceful like a dove
So entranced by everyone else's vernacular
I couldn't find a single thing that was unspectacular
Held down by girls before with a single cuff
Times before I hadn't even thought of love
But here came she, she of the most spectacular
She is so young, but yet is still old
Sometimes she's coy, but yet she's so bold
She's brought me such happiness, it's much like a dream
And when she smiles, prettiest girl I've seen
Battle of love and she started a coup
She, the woman of my life, She... she is you

Life is Like The Wind

Life is like the wind
Strong and Calice
But in the same mood
Light and Sweet
It's something that always moves
Never stays stagnant, never waits
Never ever lets you catch it
Why? Because there's no way
No how, no fathomable method to catch up to it, no
If that were possible then wouldn't it be so much more easy
Something that could be beaten
Something that could be understood
Something that everyone would think is not complex
No, to be caught, is to be simple
To be caught, is to not require explanation
And life needs that and more
More than anyone could ever think of
More than even Socrates and Aristotle could think of
Because as far as they got, and as much as they understood
In the end, they really knew nothing
Only knew but a fraction of it, only the slightest breeze was understood
But the warm and cold fronts slipped past
Slipped out the back and slide right past you
It seemed like you had a grasp, but ha-ha it tricked you
You thought it would slow down once you got close
Once you got on track, but oh no, that was all a mystery
So keep going on, keep trying to catch it, but realize
That life is hard like the wind, soft like the breeze
And it'll take you down to your knees
You'll be in disbelief and utter shock
To find out that the wind, that life...
has rocked... your socks.

She Knows

Never knowing what to do or say
Most of the times caught up in a haze
The choice of my own to toke up and breathe
As the smoke fills my lungs, it makes my mind leave
Leave the physical kosmos and enter its own realm
One that has taken me from the Nightmare on Elm
Illuminated the opaqueness of the current state of things
Made me remember things so everlasting
In this great allusion, I know that she knows
But upon my return, how will this thing go?

The Neverending Quest

It's that one quest, the neverending one that just...
Keeps going, keeps trying, doesn't die, keeps flowing
like the lifestream of the earth it won't cease to exist
Or think to quit, fuck no, it is the shit, Or at least...
it starts shit, ends shit, loves shit and dwells in shit
till it can fuck up my life, my thoughts, my mind
God damned that quest, the neverending quest to
get that one, the one that has been prophecized to fit
me more than any other, better than any other, once I
find her there is no other, no other girls, other nights,
other conquests, vags, or anything else of that nature
because this one fits me. I am the key and she the keyhole
something far more fascinating than a fuckin wormhole
The quest though... with so many benefits, is one of the
most deadly quests one can ever go on. Though it may
seem as if it is all fun and games, people get hurt, lives
change and many many other a things. It is like this
and it will continue to be like this, but why would one
go on? Push on? Stay the course and other things like
that? To find the keyhole... One must. And so shall I,
though I live by "fuck the quest." I will quest on. However,
I play by my rules now, the quest rules have been bent and
reforged to suit my needs. But I'll always wish that each one
could work a little better, last a little longer, taste a little sweeter.

Rising And Subsiding

It's kind of like flying and then dying
You look left, then you look right
But no matter what you gain no insight
Because it's rising and subsiding
The hate, the love, the joy, and the anguish
Everything with it, you hope it would vanish
But oh no, it returns, over and over again
With the same hunger, same threat, same lament
Why does my anger always ferment
Into a wine of disdain and displeasure
There isn't a cup big enough to measure
All of it, or half of it, Or even a tiny pinch
But my only way to push it out, is such a cinch
However, to bring it up to all that is real
Why is it that you have to exaggerate the deal
Everthing was cool and everything was fly
But you acted like you were just a passerby
I hate that you did it, but don't feel remorse
Only wish that sometimes you wouldn't be a horse
That means jackass for all you illiterates
I hope that wasn't mean, maybe just a little bit
Everything else is going quite nicely
Boosting me up, and holding me so tightly
But I know that this is just the calm before the storm
Before a hurricane comes in and rips everything down
To the ground, in the dirt, and dust that I cannot pick up
Falling harder and harder everytime as if I should give up
You'd think that I would, most pray that I do
But I never learned the word quit in school
Fuck that, can't stop, gonna keep pushing
Rising and Subsiding is what my life is
The great rise and the great fall of everything I make
Everything I do comes crashing... eventually
Or at least that would be how it seems
But as much as it seems like it crashes
It could be something far more greater
More faster, more harder, more stronger, MORE BETTER!!!
Or I could be a fool, a loon, a crazy mixxed up kid
Fresh out of his teens and wanting everything real quick
But I don't care how much work I have to put in
I'll always keep moving, staying stagnant is for water
Something's intriguing about this last born daughter
Even though my brain still thinks I grow tired
Maybe it's cause my house is hot as fire
With an ass so nice, and a face too cute
I glad of its progression, there's no longer dispute
Unless there are signs again that I have misread
But to miss them twice, is like being dead

The Farewell(AKA Farewell JEW)

Had time to think about it
So I had to write about it
Had to get it out before it consumed
All of me, like it was a personal womb
I got left with a gigantic wound,
It was the size of a blimp
It left me with a limp
And all I can do is cry in the pain
And make sure I abstain
From asking anymore, about this bullshit
Yes I called it bullshit, cause it doesn't make sense
Second time it's happened, but you had to repeat it
Had to remistake, relive, refuck shit up beyond all recognition
I had to say this shit, I had to get it out
Just because I write it on the wall, I'm the bad person
Anyone else can say shit, can talk shit, say who they don't like
Why they don't like em, why they don't hang out with them
But if I do it, I'm horrible, If I allude to it, I'm the bitch
I'm the dick, I'm the person who fucked you up?
I can't believe after all this time, all this love, all this brotherhood
You'd give it all up, But I can't change it
No I wouldn't change it, not ever, not in the past, not in the future
This is how you want it, and this is how it'll be
Because no matter what I may have said about the personal things between us
I know this...
She's good for her, yes GREAT for her
I realize that, so I didn't say anything
I realize that, so I didn't do anything
Just got high one time, and let out a little bit of how I felt one time
And I'm the unforgiven
She who did a million times worse was forgiven
But it's all good in the hood G
Every now and then we have to switch it up
Have to let things out
Write under a false pretense that only a few people will know
Some call that passive aggressiveness, Hell you live it
Whilst others... they bulletin it, they blog it, and yes even they speak it
They never speak up, never hold their ground, only let other trample and ruin them
Which you said I did to you?
For shame, you said that out of desperation, or maybe not
Maybe I'm blowing shit out my ass, when in the realest since, you were right
Were right, are right, does it matter what it is?
Point is, The littlest one, the most smallest, most kindest, most angelic thing
I've ever laid my eyes on... is in a better place
For her, I take this
For her, I remove myself
For her, I'd do anything
And seeing as how she is best for her
I don't loathe her as you loathe me
Don't hate her as you hate me
I'm glad I got out
You're glad I got out
We were going in two different directions
You who had done this all before, scene it all before
Me, brand new, never done it, had to experience, and so I became a lush
Or that is what you called me, but I may have done it too heavily
For which I don't apologize, because I have only hurt myself
I will always think of you as my big brother, it's just that...
My big brother has told me how ashamed of me he is
How I have not lived up to his expectations
He has inadvertantly become my father...
In a sense, he has no right, but in the same sentence he does
He took me when I had nowhere
He fed me when I had nothing
He believed in me when I was dirt

My Regards
My Love For You
My Love For The Little One
My Love, How Vain It May Be, To All

Farewell

Bring It Back, Bring It Back

Just because he said that it couldn't happen
He said they were all the same, a universal pattern
But what he didn't know is that I'm more of a muse
A musician or artisan who takes a spark and a fuse
Combines them together to make a beauitful destruction
And then stands back in awe of the collected corruption
Of feelings and emotion and even raw pain
Even when it's feeling of stabbity rain
Now mixxing such elements makes me a real good scientist
But to be even more definitive, they'd call me an alchemist
Now just because I go on beat and have a little theme
He thinks he's got the right to shatter my dream
Shatter my world, and even try to simplify my world
Because most of my shit is based on a girl
It's not my fault that I find such beauty in a female
Nor that I write about it in such great detail
But let me drop this last line about it
Listen with your ears and heart, and never doubt it

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