TIRED

 

     Life’s getting tough everyday. As I go through living my life each day, I find it harder to get through it, in surviving. People expect too much. And I don’t think I can give them what they want. I feel like I’m breaking down. I feel I’m of no use anymore. I don’t know where and what all these will lead too. Worse, I feel so alone, so helpless. I’m desperate. I wonder when will everything end? I’m at a lost of things to do, at a lost on what to say, at a lost on how to start living my life again. How can I straighten things up? How will I ever survive? My load just gets heavier each day and I don’t think I can still go on with my journey in life.

 

     Please, halt these problems from pouring in. I can not take any of it anymore. I’ve been good enough dealing with people. But why do I have to suffer this badly? I wanted to make my loved ones proud of me too. But I messed up. My bad… and I’m sorry things happened opposite the way they wanted it to be. I still want to prove myself. I know I can do better. But I’m tired. I feel so wasted…

 

     My man, when I go to sleep tonight, I hope I would be able to see my sun shining back. If not, just take me. My mind as exhausted as I am, needs to take a rest. I want to rest for the remaining days of my life, I want to go to a place where I can be happy, no problems, no loads, no tears, no depression, no confusion, nobody to please but just myself alone, happy and smiling. Just this, please grant to me. And I’d be real grateful and be contented with my life.

07 April 2K

 

           

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