Me, Dark_Lord
Well I guess this is me. Not too much to look at you see. I use to be a weak, fat, slob.
Then I found someone that changed my life. Asha was that person. She awoke something in me that made life worth living
again. Her and I use to be a couple. I know we are not that couple anymore but we are still friends. I just got a lot
needy of being with her to the point where I smothered her. Yeah I know I should have backed off, but dumb me, I didn't
and now she is not even talking to me till she is ready. So I must wait to hear from her.
So when I was 22 I became a father. It has taken me alot of time to get over the death of my son Jonathan. It has just
been since December of 2006 to realize that I don't need to torture myself over his death. I couldn't do anything to stop
it and he is in a better place now where his mother can't get to him. Last year I got his mother to finally go with me and
spead his ashes in Lake Washington. Over the last 2 months I have not heard or even want to hear from his mother again.
She is out of my life and I intend to keep it that way.
So I guess now you want to know what I am doing with myself. I have shaved off the facial hair, grown out my hair a little
more, and am getting a red streak put in by Asha by my right eye. I thought about getting my ear pierced and still haven't
decided on that. I am losing alot of weight and have started working out to try to make myself not so weak anymore. My diabetes
is now under control thanks to Asha getting after me last december to take my meds and check my blood sugars. I say this now
that she is the best thing to ever happen to me. And I wish I could take things back to what they were before with her. But
I can't. So this is me I will be adding more pics as soon as I can.
Some of my favorite bands include Him, Manson and I know there are more but I don't feel the need to share them. Some tv, when
I choose to watch is some of the crime based shows and mysteries. Asha and her grandmother got me to start watching documentaries.
Thanks you two. No but in all seriousness, I do enjoy watching some of them. They expand the mind and teach new things. I am
a Huge egypt buff. I love learning and seeing all the things there are about this country. I would love to go sometime, But
I hate flying so I doubt that will ever happen.
So I guess I am the admin for this site. I made this because I got bored and I guess this also calms my nerves. I hope to be
teaching Asha more html later, yes I made this whole thing in notepad and typed every line myself. I just like doing it this way.
No other programs used, just me, the keyboard, and all that I learned. Below is the link to my myspace account. I am very picky
on who gets added to my friends list as is Sean and Asha. You can ask, but don't feel bad if you are turned down.
If you want to be added to my links page then feel free to send me a mesage and I will see if it is something that I would
add to here. I also make webpages for people. none of them are linked to here nor will they be unless people ask that they
be. Hey, it never hurts to ask does it?