03.26.2001

Wow it's been a long time huh.  Well today was my first day back at school after my spring break.  Hmm school sucks.  Wrote that on my binder in 7th grade and my teacher got mad at me.  Haha cuz you know it was cool to write crap on your binder with the new white-out pens. 

Spring break wasn't that bad...i didnt go anywhere.  I spent the week preparing for a party Saturday at my house.  It was in commemoration of my mom's 40 day anniversary of her passing on.  It was nice.  Some friends came and we just hung out.  My cousin who i hadn't seen in a looong time showed up...surprised all of us.  And my ex-girlfriend stopped by...becuase i kept asking her to hehe.  That was cool.  It confirmed something that had been on my mind for a lot of the preceeding couple of weeks....that i'm finally over her.  I know this sounds weird..but i was sooo happy about that.  I'd be hanging on to feelings for such a long time, and it felt so good that i knew i am finally able to move on with my life.  I talked to her about it the next night, and the best part of it is that she feels the same way, which i was hoping for...because it would have been really hard to tell her i wasn't in love with her anymore if she still had feelings for me.  So my spring break ended on a great note.  I can move on with my life, and i didnt lose one of my closest friends.  And that is just great.  =)

And...email me or sign the guestbook if can relate to this question.  Ever eat hot dogs when you were little, but you're mom forgot to go to comisarry, so you had no hot dog buns and you had to eat it rolled up in regular wonder bread.  And then when you complain you're parents say "It's the same."  Haha Let me know if you can relate. 

03.12.2001

Greetings.  Cops suck.  I was driving on my way back to Pomona...well here's the story.

Mart Jahnkes: fuck cops
j0nnyblazer: u got a ticket
Mart Jahnkes: no
Mart Jahnkes: but i got pulled over
Mart Jahnkes: luckily i got no ticket
Mart Jahnkes: fucking ass tho guess what he pulled me over for
j0nnyblazer: what
j0nnyblazer: being black
Mart Jahnkes: having my ear piece on
j0nnyblazer: ear piece?
j0nnyblazer: what
Mart Jahnkes: for my phone
j0nnyblazer: i thot yur supposed to have it on
Mart Jahnkes: thats what i told him
Mart Jahnkes: he's all nah you're not supposed to be wearing any kind of headphone while driving
j0nnyblazer: whatt
Mart Jahnkes: i'm like wtf...but then he sed he wasnt gonna site me and just that i aint supposed to have ear piece on
Mart Jahnkes: wasted my time tho
Mart Jahnkes: asshole
Mart Jahnkes: i was going like 80 right.....then the dude in front of me slow down so i slowed to 75
Mart Jahnkes: then there's the cop sticking to my ass
Mart Jahnkes: i'm like mother fucker get off my ass..i'm only going 75
Mart Jahnkes: so i change lanes
Mart Jahnkes: mother fucker slows down and gets behind me agian..still sticking on my ass
j0nnyblazer: damn
Mart Jahnkes: so i'm sitll going 75...i'm thinkin fucker better get off my ass....then he flashes his lights
Mart Jahnkes: i'm like WHAT THE FUCK
j0nnyblazer: that was because of your head piece
Mart Jahnkes: yeah
Mart Jahnkes: so i pull over..he makes me pull over at the exit
j0nnyblazer: who were you talking o
Mart Jahnkes: no one
j0nnyblazer: oh
Mart Jahnkes: just had it on incase anyone call
j0nnyblazer: oh
Mart Jahnkes: so i pull over and then he's like so whats the headphone for
Mart Jahnkes: then blah blah blah
Mart Jahnkes: he gets something on his walkie talkie
Mart Jahnkes: then blah blah balh ses he aint gonna site me but i shouldnt be wearing any haedphoen while driving
Mart Jahnkes: stoofid cop
j0nnyblazer: damn
j0nnyblazer: say your not black
Mart Jahnkes: haha it crossed my mind

All right.  Must go study for bio final.  Have a good day everyone. 

03.10.2001

Greetings.  Saturday night right now, 10:22pm.  Should be studying for finals.  Bio final monday.  Research paper due tuesday.  Music final thursday.  Again, should be studying.  In reality just sitting here.    

Ever have one of those days where you just don't feel like doing anything?  Just want to sit there and be a vegetable.  Yeah that's one of those nights tonight.  What the heck causes those days.  They are so unproductive.  Why??? 

Can't wait for spring break.  Maybe i'll call up an old friend and see what's the ack.  Anyway, back to just sitting. 

Song of the night:  Savage Garden - Two Beds and a Coffee Machine