06.14.2002

Well, now geez lousie, its been 4 months since i've been here, and you're tellin me that that whole thing about being filipino has been on there since then.  Geez.  Told you the page stopped interesting me.

Anyway, i am back for tonight.  Why? Because its that time of year, the end of the school year, graduation time...that whole deal.  My school year ended about 2 weeks ago, and i didn't even think about this.  But yestreday, June 13, it was my brother's birthday so happy birthday to him.  Hehe, thats not what i was getting to though.  Yesterday was also graduation for my old high school.  Totally hit me by surprise.  CJ just told me that day.  Anyway, you know this time of year always makes you reminisce about the past year, and past times. 

You might want me to reminisce on this page about all the great stuff i've done in the past year, but that would take too much space and that's not what really inspired me back to this whole writing thing.  I was reading my buddy Bobee Fett's live journal.  And his entry for that 13th day of June was interesting.  As i wrote in a comment for his journal, it was the most feeling i ever got out of something he said or wrote.  Its a real credit to him because it shows growth and maturity.  I like seeing that and well, it just made me realize once again that a lot changes in one year.  At about this time last year, i was ready to leave one place behind, start anew again in another place, yet return to a more comfortable zone.  And with my return, came the return of a friend, a distancing of another, and a whole new idea of my old theory of moderation being the key, and anything to the extreme is bad.  And where am i going with this, i don't know, i'm just rambling.  There doesnt have to be a point to my ramblings all the time does there.  Well, i'm just going to reiterate that, change is inevitable, and its how you deal with it is what makes it positive or negative.

It's late, i'm tired, i'll see you guys in like 4 months or something. 

Mr. Jahnkes.