[Lord John Taylor at Crimson’s Legendary Night, October 30th 2005]

 

The screen behind him reveals the absolute hell he's caused.  Suddenly, the cameras cut out to static and the show ends…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

…or doesn’t.

 

Miraculously, the live signal to the soaked, battered arena returns.  Exhausted but not showing it, a passionate Herbert Torres stands (only slightly groggily, considering what has just happened) alone in the centre of the rather moist ring.

 

Torres: Ladies and Gentlemen, your LORD OF THE COLISEUM!!!

 

A crackle precedes the familiar voice of Patrick Nelson, apparently having returned from the woodwork after Raide’s abrupt exit.

 

Nelson: What the?  Raide was just out here.  Hasn’t that little…

 

Wisely, the head commentator stops mid-sentence.  Re-thinking his strategy somewhat, he clicks his tongue.

 

Nelson: Well, talk about overkill…

 

Samson (sighing): Raide is The Lord, Patti.  He can do what he-

 

Without warning, the Zerotron explodes with pyrotechnics.  The lighting goes out but returns instantaneously.  The process repeats and quickly the entire Coliseum appears to fall into slow motion.  A rather familiar howl introduces this particular Lord.

 

“I AM THE SAVIOUR OF ROCK N’ ROLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!”

 

Samson: LORD?!

 

Crumb: …JOHN TAYLOR!!!

 

The crowd greet the veteran with perhaps the most insane reaction of the night (quite a feat, considering the circumstances); boos and cheers in almost equal measure with throaty screams, howls and chants coming from all corners of the massive arena.  The tall, almost lanky figure of 2004’s Lord emerges on the stage into a cloud of smoke, lit from underneath.  In his most basic and ‘classic’ ring attire of black trunks, boots, pads and fingerless gloves, he appears statuesque; a vintage figurine of a true legend in GZW2K1 lore.  Joshua Samson speaks up as slick as ever, after quite a prompt recovery in the dignity department. 

 

Samson: This greasy f*cker just lost to Eddie FEVER!  What the hell is he doing out here now?  This is Seth Raide’s night!

 

Crumb: Maybe…  Maybe he’s out here to pass the torch, guys.

 

Nelson: Sure he is.  And maybe Lord Deacon Kane is en route to the ring right now.  You’d want to get real here, Crumbass.

 

As was his ‘bit’ back in his simpler days, Taylor doesn’t bother to even acknowledge the crowd’s existence as he makes his way down the ravaged walkway, avoiding Seth Raide’s leftovers.  Looking naked relative to his (and his titles’) appearance at last year’s event, Taylor slides into what he once called his ring.  He approaches Torres, who happens to be masking his surprise at Taylor’s arrival, and just points at the microphone.  The announcer, relieved at the relative civility, happily hands it over and makes a swift exit, just as the lights graduate back to stability and the music fades out.  The Gunman grabs a firm hold of it and raises it to his left cheek, lowering his head a tad.  The audience is deafening.

 

Samson: If he’s got something to say, let’s hear it!  Some of us have post-show appointments, you know.

 

Nelson: Just because they were legal on the Summer Heat tour doesn’t mean you can call those girls ‘appointments’, Samson.

 

Taylor moves the mic across his face, as if trying to formulate his thoughts into words.  He raises the mic and then lowers it, in effect silencing the crowd.

 

Crumb: He really knows how to work ‘em, fellas.

 

Samson: ‘Working’ long, hard objects…  Right up your alley, Crumbster.

 

Crumb: …

 

A moment of awkward, embarrassing silence follows.

 

Crumb: …I meant the crowd.

 

Samson: Whatever you say.

 

Taylor interrupts the banter with a soft few words.

 

Taylor:

“Here we are, one whole year on from that big night.  My big night.…”

 

His tone quickly turns sour.

 

Taylor:

“Time sure does fly when you’re being screwed more than the nails in Seth Raide’s fairytale little wasteland, don’t it?  It do, I’ll tell you.  It does.  It f*cking well does.  The better part of twelve months with nothing more than a spiralling headache and the crappiest title run in recent memory to show for it.  Boy, has this been my year or what?”

 

Sympathy from the crowd clearly isn’t what Taylor is looking for, as he glares with contempt at the soft silence.

 

Taylor:

“Forget about that.  This is no time for another sob story, right?  This is time for celebration.  Mayhem.  Madness.  Raide’s Toybox Terrors!  Fire!  Sprinklers!  Rehashed bullsh*t.  Take your pick.  While you’re at it, take mine too.  I don’t want a part in any of it…”

 

Nelson: What?

 

Taylor:

“Congratulations must surely go out to the new – or is that true – Lord, Seth Raide on this fine, fine evening.  He beat Quake, Eddie Fever and Vyle  Glory be.  This guy’s got what it takes to rip you apart, GZW2K1.  Cower in animal analogical fright, you grazing sheep!  For better or worse, he’s in this for the long haul, folks.”

 

Putting his apparent sarcasm into question, Taylor instigates a round of applause for Raide.  It starts off modestly with a few, scattered claps.  Within moments the entire arena is on their feet.  In two words and half a second, they’re turned upside down.

 

Taylor:

I’m not.”

 

Nelson, Samson & Crumb: WHAT?!

 

The crowd don’t quite know how to react.  Some ‘get’ it.  The majority don’t.

 

Taylor:

“Pick it up, people.  I’m f*cking gone.  Finished.  Finito.  Dead as a motherf*cking Dodo.  You and me…we’re finished.  Me and what’s left of this Coliseum – Raidesy’s new playpen - finished.  GZW2K1’s future, or whatever the f*ck Raide is trying to do or not do…FINISHED!  This place…  This place is an absolute DISGRACE!  You people, these people, those people – you’re scum.  The little run-in buddies and innermost circles of this company have been making me sick to my ‘boring’ little stomach for too long.  You ever wonder WHY I’ve ‘slipped’ recently?  You ever wonder why I let Seth Raide get another ten minutes of ‘touching himself’ time by calling me a midcarder?  You ever wonder why, thanks to me, he’s RIGHT on that one?”

 

Nelson: It’s true that Taylor has fallen somewhat in the last few months.

 

Samson: Fallen?!  He lost to Eddie Fever in round f*cking ONE tonight!

 

Taylor:

“I let that happen because I just don’t care anymore!  I’ve let myself be outrun in this dingy little rat race because that’s all it is.  Filthy.  Dirty.  Cheap.  Temporary.  They told me it was a saga, but it’s not.  There’s no beginning, middle or end…  It’s infinite, but maybe it’s not.  There’s no structure.  Nothing true to fight for or against.  Somebody like Pimp Bizkit can build up something of a legacy, serve for YEARS and then be forgotten about within DAYS of retirement.  Deacon Kane, an underachiever and career CHEATER, who couldn’t even beat SEAN FIERY by himself, is a f*cking martyr.  An absolute and total legend.  Tell me, people, those of you that just can’t name check that Lord enough, don’t you remember the Iron Man match?  Don’t you remember how much John Profit and Sincere did for that man and his title run?   When I realised that this sh*t goes on the entire time, I asked myself, what’s the point?  Why was I doing this?  Why was I here…why was ANYONE here?  I don’t know about the rest of them, but I couldn’t think of one good reason.  This place has no real past and no real future.  It’s a prison.  A twisted little concentration camp.  Pretty soon, the occupants start to forget what it was – if anything – that had brought them here.  It’s a pointless f*cking exercise.  It’s the showbiz equivalent of smoking.  The second I walk out of here, Seth Raide or some other little sh*t will fat his way into my spot and I’ll be forgotten about.  THAT’S the sort of thanks you get around here.”

 

Samson: As if Seth Raide isn’t already in Taylor’s old place…

 

Nelson: I don’t know, he might be on to something.

 

Taylor:

“I look back to At Our Best and I see something REAL.  At least, something that felt real at the time.  Now it’s a chapter in a history book.  Tomorrow it’ll be replaced with tonight.  Tonight feels like a simulation of a copy of a duplicate.  We all followed the neat little formula and just one person goes home happy.  A perfect system, isn’t it?  Next year’ll replace this year.  Repeat, reuse, recycle.  Repeat times infinite.  Repeat ad nauseum.  It never ends.  I also look back and I see what I used to be.  Call me a shell of my former self if you will…  I’m not bothered to even argue at this stage.  I lost my fire too long ago for that.  I lost whatever it was that sparked me to excel, to even want to excel.  Without it, I could still destroy anybody on this roster...yourself included, ‘Lord’ Raide.  But without it, I really couldn’t give enough of a f*ck to even bother.  Have your new king Seth Raide.  Let him wither and die out, give up on his unrealistic, crappy little home-wrecker crusade within months.  He’ll die out, just like I did.  Have Vernon Vanderbilt next year.  Have it all, because right now I really, REALLY don’t want an ounce of it.”

 

Taylor pauses and removes the fingerless glove from his free left hand.  He looks at it with half-assed indifference and just throws it into the crowd.  Like sharks, they all go for it.  Taylor doesn’t smile or frown.  He just switches his microphone hand and removes the right glove…

 

Taylor:

“I don’t want it.”  

 

…and throws it too into the crowd.

 

Taylor:

“Take these gloves of mine and maul each other for them.  Take what’s left of my body and blood.  Drink from me, eat me, belittle me, berate me, dance on my grave for all I care, f*cking ignore me.  It won’t make a difference.”

 

He kneels down and begins to untie the shoelaces of his heavy, well worn boots, all the while still talking.

 

Taylor:

Months ago, before ‘Lord’ Seth Raide’s cheap little ascension, I asked myself whether any of this was worthwhile.  I told myself to get out, to quit while I was actually ahead.  It’s better to burn out than fade away and all of that bullsh*t.  But I didn’t.  I hung on.”

 

Awkwardly removing his left boot, he stands up.  With his socked left foot, he kicks it under the bottom rope and out of the ring.

 

Taylor:

“I hung on for too many reasons…  Reasons that I’d never, EVER share with you spineless c*nts.  It can’t help but bring a smile to my face now, though, at the fact that by staying, the last of my many, MANY fruitful gifts to this company was finally giving you some genuine disappointment.  You all expected me to try to win this thing…  You all expected me to get my revenge by mopping the f*cking mat with that dirtbag Raide and go on to become a two-time Lord.  But I didn’t.  I didn’t want to.  The autopilot and I went out drinkin’ and let whatever happens happen.  That, my friends, is gospel.  If it weren’t, Santiago DeTouwce would’ve had his left leg amputated after a particularly stiff Silencer by now…”

 

Samson: Pffft, El Geezy would still school Taylor.

 

Taylor:

“All I wanted was to grab the reality of it all by the balls and slap each and every one of you across the face with it.  I wanted to show those that don’t quite get it – the younger generation – that there are no true good guys or bad guys.  Nobody believes in a cause and fights for it…  Nobody fights the good or bad fight.  They fight for their own pay check.  Nobody is perfect and nobody is totally useless.  We’re inconsistent by our very nature.  I wanted to show you that even the immortals can and do f*ck things up.  THAT’S how I want to be remembered.  A human f*cking being with strengths, weaknesses, ulterior motives, desire, lust and a whole host of other fine ingredients.  Nothing more and nothing less.  No infinite, immortal Deacon Kane or Monarch.  Just a regular John…that happened to be the best there’s ever been.  But you all know that by now…”

 

The crowd oppose Taylor’s statement to agree, but aren’t particularly convincing.

 

Crumb: You think that camera guy would pass me Taylor’s boot?

 

Samson & Nelson: Shhh.

 

Taylor:

“I don’t have to spell that one out…I’d just be repeating myself.  I wouldn’t want that, would I?  My legacy’s tarnished and rotten enough as it is.  I should’ve gone out on a higher note, right?”

 

Nelson: Most certainly.

 

Taylor:

WRONGWRONGWRONG!!!  You just don’t get any higher than this.  The ideal scenario of retiring with a freshly one LotC crown or World Heavyweight Title is futile.  That’d create no closure whatsoever.  And boy, do we need some closure right now.  What I have done tonight is consciously taken myself out of the running.  I haven’t merely pressed ‘pause’ tonight – I’ve ripped the cord right out the back of the machine!  This stops here and you people don’t get one more night of The Gunman.  You lose.  I get to walk the f*ck out of here with my head held up, knowing that it’s all over.  And you know what?  I couldn’t be happier about it.  I’m practically stoked, f*ckers.  I go home free, you all go back to the grind.  Sounds about right to me.”

 

The crowd aren’t sure whether to applaud Taylor’s decision or boo the living snot out of his “jerkliness”.

 

Taylor:

“Of course, I can’t just walk out and leave you high and dry, can I?  Well…  Technically, if I did, I’d be saving us all from another half a f*cking year of watching Seth Raide jerk off all over GZW2K1 as a part of the most long-winded and pointless ‘sabotage’ or ‘hostile takeover’ in human history.  I’d be achieving his goals for him with no effort whatsoever…  GZW would be in ruins and he could go back to Hong Kong.  We happy?  Of course we’re not f*cking happy…”

 

Nelson: Now that is an interesting point.

 

Samson: Honestly, I’m not so sure.  I think he needs to throw some bleeding barbed wire into the mix to spice things up and get the creative juices flowing.

 

Nelson: What the hell are you talking about?

 

Samson: Forget it.

 

Taylor:

“We’re not happy because our new Lord isn’t happy.  He’s not here to destroy you all, he’s here to squeeze whatever he f*cking can out before the executives axe him and pick up the next sensation.  He’s a little sh*tbag that couldn’t tell a convincing lie to save his life, a poor kid with a chip on his shoulder fishing for some attention.  Want proof on that one?”

 

Some do, as it transpires.

 

Taylor:

“Look the f*ck around you.”

 

They do.

 

Taylor:

THIS is what he has had to resort to in order to steal the show…and even then he can’t do it properly!  I’m out here in my f*cking socks doing it better than him, without the Hollywood action movie shtick.  Explosives?  Gasoline?  I’ll lick this wet little mat if one of you things stands up and tells me that you actually buy ANY of his crap.  What, you think he was trying to literally blow up the Coliseum?  Get real.  Is he f*cking serious?  Is Seth Raide for real?  THAT is what he needs to do to keep up the cover story?  Seth, you pathetic little man.  I don’t even want to begin dissecting your little act and proving it for the absolute farce that it is.  The fact that you’re not locked up for life tonight and stripped of everything to do with CCW should speak volumes to the illuminated among you.  Ha.  Good luck in keeping up the charade, Lord, you’ll certainly need it.”

 

Crumb: That was a nice gesture…oh, wait.

 

Taylor:

“Oh, and by the way: Get used to people really stressing that ‘Lord’ before your name, ‘lord’ Raide.  It gets just a little irritating, as you’ll soon find out.  Of course, there is the whole issue of karma and doing unto others for you to consider before plunging into great depression over the whole thing…”

 

Nelson: You think?

 

Samson: I don’t know.  Lord Samson has a nice, Samsonian ring to it.  Stress away, as far as I’m concerned!

 

Taylor:

“Anyone else want a little piece of me?  A morsel, even?  Anyone want the last bite of THE Lord, John Taylor?  Bane?  The hothead quickly turned safety net joker?  Everything’s comfortable when you can laugh at yourself, right?  I can safely say I wouldn’t know, but I guess we’ll just have to imagine what would’ve happened if we’d had just one rematch.  Vernon Vivibilt?  Vandersection?  You’re going to be a star, of course.  Watch the f*cking strings and you’ll have a good year or two…”

 

He raises the microphone towards the executive skybox, symbolically pointing out said ‘strings’.

 

Taylor:

“Quake?  Fix up and look sharp, you’ll have it good for a while.  You too, Vyle.  Avenge your loss to Raide tonight…  Finish what I can’t be bothered to and make something of yourself.  Jon Kellar?  RUN back to that f*cking drawing board and – please, please – never take part in another photo shoot.  Ever.  Eddie Fever and El Gambit?  Are you the catalysts to my retirement or just two little footnotes in what will tragically go down as Seth Raide’s night?  Take a guess.”

 

Heated, he goes on, blitz style.

 

Taylor:

“Who does that leave?  Monarch?  Seth Raide sucked whatever the hell was left in there clean out of him leading up to Glory Through Honor.  He needs no more attention than that.  Sincere still around, is he?  Wants to talk sh*t about what he could never do to me?  Let him.  Let them all.  Enjoy it.  Soak up the fact that you can say whatever the f*ck you want about me and I won’t even be listening.  Use that little piece of information.  Suck it dry, GZW.  I know you will, eventually.  Suck what’s left of my legacy dry…  Try to outlive the cursed, infinite cycle that is this great, MONUMENTOUS saga…”

 

Crumb: Is he being sarcastic?

 

Taylor:

“Just remember who said what.  Remember who it was that wanted rid of me.  Who it was that thought of me as old, decrepit of useless.  Think of those idiots when this place is truly in f*cking trouble, and you’ve got nobody to come save you.  I’ve had more than enough at this stage.  Stick your biggest, baddest f*cking fork in me, GZW – I’m well and truly DONE.”

 

With that, he delivers a swift football-style kick into the air, which sends his right boot flying into the crowd.

 

Taylor:

“Make as much of that as you can, because it’s the last you’ll be seeing of me for a long, long time.  Save the Ring Of Dishonour for someone who actually needs it.  Save it all.  In a couple of months, I’ll be behind a closed door somewhere ready, willing and able to say, “I told you so”.  For now, however, I’ll just settle for a “Thank you and goodnight, GZW2K1”.  It’s been interesting.”

 

Taylor takes a final bow, followed swiftly by a final two-finger salute to the capacity crowd.  In stark contrast to the closing moments of last year’s ‘At Our Best’, Taylor appears composed, relaxed and at peace.  No more screaming at the top of his lungs.  Forever and always a Lord in the GZW2K1 books, “The Lone Gunman” John Taylor stands tall inside what is (for only the immediate present) his ring.  With that, the show goes off the air.

 

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