The following is an excerpt from an online diary entry by John Taylor at the official GZW2K1 website.


Diary Of A Gunman


A pint glass to the face.  Robert Carlyle’s Francis Begbie would’ve been proud of me last night.  It was the least I could’ve done, but the fact that old Sincere didn’t show his face despite my knowing for a fact that he was there, hampered that somewhat.  Were my words in the middle of the ring a little too logical for the bringer of Chaos?  Never mind not being able to handle it, was there any way Sincere even anticipated hearing the truth?  Sincere was the Olympic Oval…  That says something.  That he didn’t make a move on me also says something.  What, exactly?  It comes down to an either/or situation, my suspected reasons being: 

A.  He chickened out.  It’s reasonable enough to believe he was at the show for a reason…  What was he planning?  Another 3-on-1 attack?  I think not.  I saw to henchman #1…  Without “SiDeShOw” SeAn, the next-gen Chaos Theory is, to be frank, an old man and a jobber.  If Sincere is one thing, it’s smart.  No way would he risk losing face by going out to fight a losing battle of guerrilla warfare.  I beat him to the punch and neutralised one of his team.  Therefore, it is within reason to deduce that he decided to take a rain check on the confrontation front, wait for the broken glass to grow out of SeAn’s face and hold off until Destiny Fulfilled. 

B.  He was never going to do anything in the first place.  What better for The Mastermind Of Mind Games to do than, quite simply, nothing at all?  Of course, in either situation, he didn’t actually do anything, but at least in this one he gets to keep his mystique.  What if Sincere was there just for the sake of keeping me on edge?  Inactivity is a form of psychological warfare  Right, Professor?  Half the people reading this would mistake you for one of the new ‘New Breed’, Jung-Lei…  Is it wise, seven days from game-time, to no-show for the sake of strategy? 

Whatever his reasoning and whether he says one word or a million between now and Fallout: Destiny Fulfilled, he still has to step into the GZW2K1 ring of today with the GZW2K1 wrestler of today, John Taylor.  Beating me obviously means a lot to him.  I mean, he’s sacrificed his Ring Of Honor Induction for another, what, two and a half years?  That seems to be the going rate…  I’ll be in there by then.  He’ll love that.  I don’t know what it is that has drawn Sincere to me so.  Is it the petty old man within him clawing its way to the surface?  Is his intent to devalue and degrade today’s GZW or is it a desperate leap for the modern fan to remember yesterday’s?  

Only he knows.  Perhaps his goal is to gain my respect.  It’s hard to tell whether I should be flattered that he has gone to all this trouble to single me out of the whole roster or if I should simply be frustrated that some washed-up old-timer is trying to waste my precious time?  The time that I could be using to highlight the uninteresting, non-captivating farce of a feud that has hi-jacked the World Heavyweight Championship and taken it along for the slightly bumpy, predictable ride… 

In truth, I feel a bit of both.  Having headlined 100% of the Pay-Per-View events since the restart, things could prove to be a little anti-climatic at Destiny Fulfilled.  But I don’t feel bad for myself…  I look at the lineage of World Heavyweight Champions and, more importantly, World Heavyweight Championship matches, then I look at this impending Highway To Hell match and I foresee darkness.  Depression.  Famine.  Where the future was once bright, we are being strapped in and forced to watch this tripe hog both the main event and my title belt until at least Destiny Fulfilled.  That’s if we’re lucky.  What if the match were to end through conveniently inconclusive means and the out-of-touch booking committee were to decide that they owe us a return match between the two?  What if they fancy Justin Sharp as the next John Taylor and, God forbid, he takes on Pimp in three successive pay-per-view main events?  It’d be death.  But of course, Justin wouldn’t feel the need to be around to argue…  And Pimp is related to a sizable portion of the staff.  Everybody wins. 

So Sunday Storm came and went…  What exactly did it drag in, then? 

New Blood.  Storm saw the debuts of four or five new competitors to the active roster.  Bland Blade Arkhan got one over on his old pals Chris Cairns and Bane.  He can’t pronounce the word ‘veteran’, yet I’m supposed to be intimidated by or hand out a welcoming basket of respect to him?  What gives? 

Bane’s going to do something to him?  Get it over and done with…  Realise, Banester, that you are now in the coveted number one contender’s position.  To the wise, that means sweet fuck all.  As Justin Sharp will gladly tell you.  Even still, ditch the Creation shtick and smell the coffee.  It’s boiling.  Be the one to dethrone Pimp while I’m preoccupied. 

Then we had Quake, the second occupant of my ring when I came down to give Sincere a piece of my mind.  Not doing as he and the aforementioned Arkhan were told and taking their bit elsewhere was bad enough, I just hope he’s smart enough not to develop an attitude, especially towards the reigning Lord Of The Coliseum… 

Legendary communist idealist Karl Marx rose from the dead…  In white trash form.  Why anyone would kick off their career with this company by giving themselves the disadvantage of getting roped into an inconsistent, never-ending feud with the inconsistent, never-ending Seven is beyond me.  From what I’ve seen of this Marx, they deserve each other.  No threat. 

Briton Jon Kellar dived head-on into a match with Reject…  Why?  Without hesitation, I’ll say that Reject isn’t a wrestler.  Even Kellar could probably wrestle circles around him…  But that’s the thing – He doesn’t wrestle.  He doesn’t even fight.  He just destroys careers.  Even with your head held high, Kellar, you couldn’t save yourself from the humiliation of last night.  Let it be a lesson – Stay away from the big, stupid ones.  They’re not worth your time. 

Of course, it seems like nobody told that to Jay Jameson.  Or, more accurately, somebody made it somebody’s business not to tell Jaylius.  Destiny Fulfilled will be a long, long night for this kid. 

Saving such colourful characters as The Root Of All Evil and Brute for another rainy day, something Pimp Bizkit said today really struck a chord with me.  It wasn’t that he said anything new or anything groundbreaking.  In fact, it was the polar opposite.  The very fact that in defending himself, Pimp either chose not to or wasn’t able to come up with anything new or even anything substantial stands as proof that I have long surpassed him.  Using Return To Glory’s main event as evidence just doesn’t hold water.  The notion that Pimp possesses anything near the power enough to have created or ‘stopped’ Lord John Taylor is borderline ridiculous. Pimp, allow me to make one thing very clear to you.  This goes for Sincere as well: 

Nobody made John Taylor except John Taylor. 

Got that, both of you?  Pimp, I’d advise you give up the ‘I won at Return To Glory’ ghost…  You didn’t.  That match became a farce.  Were Sean Fiery the right man for the referee’s job, he would’ve awarded me the World Heavyweight title by disqualification the second Nathan Williams broke the ring.  It’s mind-numbing to even comprehend the type of person it takes to allow it’s central figure carry such a title having never decisively won nor defended it.  You didn’t make me, Pimp.  You’re not good enough to.  Sure, I can probably thank you for the occasional sympathy cheer I’ve reluctantly become used to, funnily enough, since Return To Glory…  But you certainly didn’t make Lord John Taylor. 

Enjoy your stroll down Easy Street while it lasts, Pimp.  Whenever the pedestrian Sharp/Pimp fiasco is dead and buried, and assuming you’ve prepared for rehashing another of your well-worn hairbrain schemes, you must realise that you’ve got a line of at least a half dozen angry, pissed off contenders gunning for that title of yours and, whilst I won’t be down in the mud with them, you can bet that I’ll be at the very forefront.  Your tab has expired, Pimp.  Once your sad little one-sided verbal exchange has dried up and Destiny Fulfilled is in the books, it’ll be time to either pay up or simply get out of the hot seat.  You and I both know you can’t cut it long term, Pimp.  Make the most of this week. 

And did you hear all of that, Sincere?  It turns out I’m not quite the selfish jackass you once thought I was.  Try self-made.  If the path that legends such as yourself and Pimp Bizkit paved years ago were in any way walkable, I would’ve been World Heavyweight Champion by mid-2002 at the latest.  But no, it wasn’t.  The path you set out ‘for me’ was no path at all, Sincere.  It was but a glorified service elevator, doomed from the start to only reach half-way up the proverbial building.  I had to take the foundations you laid out and make something of them for myself.  As such, you can discard the ‘bragging rights’ for creating John Taylor right now.  

You want people to remember where it all started, who founded the whole thing?  Write a history book. 

You want to genuinely disrobe yourself of the mystique and immunity of an inactive legend and dive back into the deep end with John Taylor?  Then show yourself at Destiny Fulfilled.

Copyright Two Thousand & Five

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