“No
way, Sean. It doesn’t work like
that…”
The unusually urgent,
slightly distressed voice of John Taylor could be heard as the lighting within a
small room flickered on. Sure
enough, the Lone Gunman stared directly into the camera, absolutely no effort
being put into his appearance at all.
“You
can’t have it both ways, you spineless son of a bitch.
I told you. I forewarned
you back in the lead up to the Lord Of The Coliseum tournament…
I told you that accepting a place in the exclusive eight was like
crossing a one-way threshold. It
was like putting all your eggs in one basket and taking the gamble of a lifetime
– The integrity of your career intact versus the second chance to go for the
crown that had before been out of your reach.
What made you think this year would be any different?
You thought that maybe the competition this year was no match, that
you’d be a big fish in a small pond? What,
John Taylor couldn’t compare to Deacon Kane or Kandi Fortune?
Well? By agreeing to
participate in the LOTC tournament, you basically threw away the privilege to
look down upon ANYONE… By
climbing down from the high chair on which you’ve been perched comfortably
since making your return as a less-than-competent special guest referee at
Fallout: Return To Glory, you effectively lowered yourself from the high status
of Enigma to something considerably less than that.
You became one of them. One
of us. You feel big enough
to address the Public? By
stepping past that curtain to face Jay Jameson you became a member of the
public!!!”
“Sean
Fiery, you were Magic. You were the Desert Storm.
You were the be-all and end-all for many an aspiring youngster.
You had it all – Accomplishments, Moves, Catchphrases – the works.
Above all else, though, you had one of the highest statuses for anyone in
the history of the company. And you
had it, consistently, throughout your whole career.
You were one of the few Old Guards that could still go, but the
important thing was that you didn’t need to go.
You came back to the company at Return To Glory to cement your legacy and
end old feuds. You made it
abundantly clear that titles weren’t important…
Nothing was important other than settling the score with Nathan
Williams and maybe Justin Sharp. Fair
enough. But the selfish prick in you ate through and realised that a
dull, predictable match or two between two old-timers with little to no heat
left between them wasn’t the way to go out. Justin Sharp was, right?
Wrong… He was actually injured
at the time, so Mr. Fiery settled for the next best thing – An outlandish
attempt at becoming the Lord Of The Coliseum as well as the GZW World
Heavyweight Champion…”
“Right
about there is where I draw the line, Sean.”
“Until
then, your business was your business. What
you wanted to do with Nathan Williams was no skin off my nose, as I was busy
with my own affairs, dealing with legitimately meaningful and totally necessary
matches… That was when you
stepped down from your fucking podium and threw it all away.
The way things were going, you’d have a nice easy ride to Aftermath,
burying a few newcomers along the way. By
the time Aftermath reached around, you’d have a nice, cushioned send-off
against Justin Sharp, Nathan Williams or James Corbin.
You’d have been remembered forever as one of the true greats, so on and
so forth. You’d be untouchable,
your memory left immaculate. But
you just had to step down from the podium, didn’t you?
You had to dive right into the garbage and become a mortal man. You had to humanise yourself and become just another
wrestler. More importantly, you had
to get me involved…”
“Sean,
even before the word go, you proclaimed to the world that you were going
to be the Lord Of The Coliseum. There
were no two ways about it, you said. Risking
your record was a big chance to take, but you knew it was worth
it, didn’t you? Of course, it was
your destiny. To bury the
superstars of the future so you could have two months tops in the fucking sun,
that is. Tell me I’m lying…”
“Sean,
we all know how the tournament unfolded, and how the main event went down.
No outside interference, no disqualification, no nothing.
A straight-up wrestling match in which the better man straight-up
outwrestled the lesser man. REGARDLESS
of your past achievements, that fact alone prevents you from ever
judging ME. You
willingly crossed the bridge into the land of the everyday competitor, and by
failing to keep your word, you burned it right behind you. As the old cliché goes, there’s no turning back.
As I told you back then, you chose to make that bed.
Now you’ve got to lie in it… Before
“At Our Best”, you would have had every right to look down on any competitor
in GZW - you’d earned it. Enticed
by the prospect of finally adding the big one to your list of
accomplishments, however, was your ultimate downfall.”
“Please
realise that I’m not saying you were slaughtered or that I won by a mile.
I’m not saying that. You
went through Jay Jameson and Kid Kaos to reach the final, and you put up more of
a fight than anyone in the tournament could have…
For that, you earned yourself the right to look down upon 99% of this
roster, to talk down about your Rizin’ Stars, Totally Cools and Dark Angels.
With that said, you FAILED to come through when the heat was
really on. You failed to beat the
Lone Gunman… You gave me your
best and I gave you my best. Don’t even bother disputing that. I don’t want to hear that you weren’t prepared or that
your heart wasn’t in it… Quite
frankly, I don’t want to hear A SINGLE THING from you!!!
You are in absolutely NO position to cast judgement on ME,
of all people. Who the FUCK
are you to call me a weasel? Who
the fuck are you to say that destiny screwed you?
Destiny doesn’t come into it, friend. We wrestled a back and forth match in the home stretch of
which I picked it up about ten notches and I pinned you. It’s as simple as that.
There’s nothing you can do to stop this phenomenon?
Really? As I said, you’re
not dealing with destiny here – you’re dealing with the Lone Gunman.
You knew I was taking part, you heard me say that there was no way
I would allow anyone to beat me… You
heard me say that, loud and clear. Yet,
you chose to ignore it. Don’t
blame destiny for this indescribable pain, don’t even blame this weasel…
Blame yourself, Sean. It’s
nobody’s fault but your own. I
would’ve done the exact same thing had it been Kid Kaos, Kaine or Jay Jameson
in that final with me. It could be
argued that you had several opportunities to back out and prevent the
indescribable pain from ever occurring in the first place, yet with each
successive victory in the early rounds, you just showed that you wanted it that
way.”
“The
old cliché says that people in glass houses shouldn’t through stones, and
that certainly applies to you. I beat you with a 450 splash.
I pinned your shoulders to the mat, cleanly, for a three-count.
In nobody’s book does that constitute squeezing past an
opponent. Get that idea out of your
head before it spreads. Sean, by
losing to me, you forfeited whatever privileges you may have enjoyed
previously. The fact is that I beat
you in what was undeniably one of the biggest matches in CCW history.
I beat you and I eliminated you from the competition.
I lapped you. I surpassed
you and everything you’ve ever accomplished.
That leaves you with no room to even try to talk down to or
about me.”
“You
want to bullshit the Public with some petty, sore-fucking-loser tripe
about me poisoning wrestling? Quite
frankly, you can’t. As I said, it
doesn’t work that way. After I
eliminated you from the Lord Of The Coliseum tournament, I brought you back to
reality. It was the big fucking come down, Sean. The realisation that maybe, just maybe, going after
the crown again wasn’t such a good idea.
You can’t just go back on that, Sean.
The gravity of this whole situation is far too deep for it to be just
swept under the carpet, conveniently in time for your official
retirement… After “At Our
Best”, you did exactly what you said you wouldn’t do, and that was slink
away into secrecy. I won’t judge
you for that, however, as I think it was the right decision to save any future
embarrassment, humiliation or disgrace. By
dropping from the radar, you gradually allowed people to forget all of the empty
promises you made going into the tournament and you allowed them to forget all
about John Taylor’s clear and decisive win over The Desert Storm…
But I haven’t forgotten. I’ll
never forget, Sean. Any of it.
You waited a few weeks and then resurfaced, thinking the coast was clear.
It wasn’t. It’s not.
For as long as you keep up your pathetic, ungrounded fucking attempt at
propaganda, it’ll never be.”
“Fiery,
I beat you. It took all I had, but
I beat you. One, two, three.
You may want a photo finish to your spectacular career, but I
refuse to allow you try to ignore the truth so.
Your defeat alone is substantial enough to disprove any little
self-righteous, holier-than-thou, backseat-driver theory you may have.
Instantaneously. Nothing you try to say to defame or discredit the Lone Gunman
will ever have any merit. Thank God
you’re leaving before my stranglehold on CCW is absolute?
No, thank yourself. Wake up
and smell the fucking coffee, Sean. There
is no God, no Destiny, no Fate…
Every decision we make is our own – Every achievement, every cock-up,
everything. You want to be
remembered so bad? Then stay.
Nobody’s forcing you to retire…
The John Taylor epidemic spreading throughout the class and dignity of
professional wrestling is getting to you that much?
Then stay. Prove it.
Beat me. Expose me for what
you think I am… No, you don’t
want to? You can’t be bothered
now that you’re a family man? Then
leave. Fuck off.
Why are you even here now? Why
prolong this agony? Your value to
the company ran out months ago, you now serve no purpose.
Don’t let the door knock you on the head and give you severe brain
damage on your way out, you ungrateful bastard!”
“Fiery,
allow me to put it like this: You’re
either leaving with your trap firmly shut, humming only a tune of my praises, or
you’re not leaving at all. You
want to dispute that I am the deserving Lord of the Coliseum?
Then fucking stay and back it up. I
don’t want to hear your shit on the way out or via audio diary…
I want you to say it to me in the middle of the ring or to say absolutely
nothing at all.”
“What’ll it be?”