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Since I Have Met Him... |
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by: cookies and cream |
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I learned a lot of things... I learned to care... I learned to worry... I learned to trust... I learned to love.....
But there is something inside that tells me not to love him the way I do... Something that tells me everything could turn out wrong in the end... I just don't know what it is...
But you know what?... I hate myself for knowing him.... I hate myself for learning to care.... I hate myself for always missing him... I hate myself for always thinking of him...
I hate him for who he is... I hate how he acts, he's so gentle and refine... I hate the way he talks to me... I only love him more.... I hate the way he looks at me, he melts me at my feet...
And mostly... I hate the way I love him... I love him too much I'm afraid to let go... I'm afraid to get hurt. I'm afraid to love him back...
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-i didn't make everything... a friend helped me in combining stuffs..hehehehe.ü |