"Regret"

by: _badTrIp_

 

I woke up with the world on the palm of my hand

In this cruel world, I don't know where I stand

I looked closer into it and I was amused

I witnessed my life then, I was confused

 

It seems like centuries when I first smiled

But life to me is not so mild

Because of others a million times I cried

But I cannot swallow my own pride

 

I saw both success and failure in this world

I saw love and hate and passions grown cold

Joy and sadness are linked or so it seems

I can say that pure joy exists only in dreams

 

I looked at one moment in my life

Where I stood there holding a knife

I'm like a robin without a nest

I can't find a place that's best

 

Rejection, failure and sadness is what I feel

My dreams of happiness will never become real

Why should I go on if I would live in misery

Life to me is like a big mystery

 

My sad times outnumbered my happy times

Then I doubt if I could make crimes

Coffins are talking so wildly

Then I decided to end my life so badly

 

Then I began to think about the river of life

And I decided to end my own life

As the blood flowed through my open veins

Too late did I realize how much to me my life means...

 

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