| Journal Dear Journal 5/3/02 First day in this place, it�s a hole, nothing like Melbourne, you can walk for miles and not see another living thing! Hmm, you should see the place my parents bought too, it�s underground! Can u believe it?! God moving away from my friends and civilization was bad enough now I got to live like a mole person in this dump! Damn the only good thing this heap has going for it is the babes, I saw this one fine chick as we were moving in, she don�t look like the city girls, cause she has a lot of freckles scattered on her face like specs of sand. Hmm damn she was fine, blue/green eyes like the ocean, sandy blonde hair, yep that�s one good lookin� chick. Dear Journal 7/3/02 I�ve been here 2 days now still not use to this house, the heat makes it all stuffy and it has a weird smell. Well at least I�m not the only one suffering, my sister Cassie is having a big hissy fit, complaining about leaving her boyfriend and all her friends back there, I suppose moving has its good points if Cassie suffers. Oh that girl I saw turns out she lives near here, saw her fall down the stairs of the video shop. Damn she has a mouth on her, never heard anyone swear as much in my life. I helped her up after she kind of calmed down but she ran off before I could introduce myself, oh well there will be plenty of time for me to charm her. Dear Journal 10/3/02 Mums getting sick of my sister and me mopping around the house and complaining, she gave us some money today actually just to get us out of the house and out of her way, she said we weren�t aloud back till 3. Normally I wouldn�t complain, except there is nothing to do in this town. I just wondered around all day trying to find that girl again, but I didn�t find her, I met a few guys though, Steve and John, they�re pretty cool blokes, I�m meetin� up with them at this c�fe place Monday, after air school. Dear Journal 11/3/02 Adam came up today, he�s me older brother, he stayed in Melbourne just so he could go to this party and believe it or not mum let him, she didn�t even give her usual lecture or anything. God I wish mum were that lenient on me, she would have said no for sure if Cassie, my older sister, or I asked her. Its like Adam has a special power over my parents or something. As soon as he walked in the house, if you can call it that, he dumped his stuff in his room, and then he said he was going out to take a look around, he hadn�t even unpacked or anything! Mum ended up unpacking for him because he didn�t come home till late and when he did come home he was drunk and kept going on about some chick who got in his way while playing pool so he lost the game he was playing. Hmm what else happened today� Oh john rang today, too confirm the times and stuff for Monday, he told me about this truck that tipped over, turns out it had drugs in it, god what a waste! Bet Adam would have died if he found out. Dear Journal 12/3/02 I have a few spare minutes before I go with the guys to the caf� so I�m just killing time, it was my first day of air school today, damn its hard, nothing like normal school, oh well, hmm I better finish getting ready now. Dear Journal 12/3/02 Oh my god! You wouldn�t believe who I saw at that truckie caf� place, that really cute chick! Just as the guys left she came in, actually she kind of fell in, you see the door hit her and then she tripped and hit her head on the table where I was sitting. I didn�t know what to do, I didn�t want her to run off again so I smiled at her and asked her if she wanted to join me. We got a milkshake and talked to each other for awhile. Her names Matilda, she doesn�t just have great looks she is also really cool, she seems pretty smart, and she has a great sense of humor, oh and when she laughs she has these cute little dimples. Ok, ok, I know I�m going on and on about her but she is really one fine chick, even if she is kind of clumsy, hmm I bet she already has a boyfriend. Dear Journal 14/3/02 I saw Matilda today, she was coming out the newsagents and I called out to her but as I did she tripped over the uneven ground. I wanted to go over and help her up but Johnny pulled me away to look at something and when I turned back she had gone. I wonder if I�d ask her out what she would say, stevo says she is single and that I�d be in for a shot, I hope so, she is really hot! Dear Journal 16/3/02 I did it! I got Steve to ask Debbie (who apparently is Matilda�s best friend) to ask Matilda out for me, god this is either going to be the bravest or the most stupidest thing I have ever done! Oh god why would she want to go out with a looser like me? What was I thinking? Oh I bet she will say no, oh the wait is killing me, oh I cant take this sitting down waiting for the phone to ring I�m going to bed. Dear Journal 17/3/02 She still hasn�t said anything, the anticipation is eating away at me, maybe they are sparing my feelings by not telling me she said no, or maybe they haven�t even asked. Yeah that�s probably it, bloody stevo, can�t rely on him to do anything right, ah then again� Oh god I cant take this waiting, its like a flesh eating virus slowly eating me, devouring my every thought till there is nothing left to think about except Matilda, I cant even concentrate on school work, I�m so far behind its not funny! Dear Journal 18/3/02 She said yes! Oh my god she said yes! Eh, knew she couldn�t resist my charming ways, damn I�m happy, I can hardly think what to write! Dear Journal 18/4/02 Hmm I haven�t written in here for ages, a month to be exact. Hmm well nothing has really happened, well nothing really worth writing about. Matilda and I are still going out, um� school is hard and I�ve fallen really far behind but that doesn�t really matter, who cares if I get a D or a E here and there? Actually I�m getting in lots of trouble with my teacher cause I�m not doing all the work, ah well she will get over it. Um� what else has been happening? Hmm� like I said nothing in my life is worth writing about� Dear Journal 21/4/02 Dads getting really angry with me lately, he is saying my grades aren�t good enough, he said that if I don�t hurry up and improve he will make me stop seeing Matilda, what a joke like he can stop me? Damn I wish I was back in Melbourne, at least you could wag school there. Hmm well any way I�m going to stop writing in here for awhile just until my marks do improve that�s if they ever do, oh and its not because dad would make me stop seeing Matilda� its just cause, just cause� I want to! Any way I better go I got an English story to write and an essay to do, see ya. |