| Hasmi: Okay, so they're gone. Good. Now today would be awesome, no rocky, no colt, no bonehead friends of his...except that one boy matt who was in my language class in high school. We hadn't really been anything not really friends not really enimies, you could say that we acknowledged each other though. Still, if he's hanging out with him now, he might not be so great. I walked around campus; there's lynn; my girl friend since february, when we laughed like morons in health. She has been nothing but a good friend to me I knew she would have no problems talking about that pin-head colt with me "hey lynn! get your skinny ass over here girl!" I shouted to her and she walked across the lawn with a wave "lets go in out of this cool air I think I might be getting a fever" she always thinks she's sick. "yeah, sure" We walked inside to the cafe and got a coffee and a bagle, she was going on and on about her boyfriend lexis. No kidding that was his actual name. Apperantly this guy was trying to make it from behind and my girl had to much class for that and when she said no, he barked for her to leave now they aren't together anymore. "yeah yeah that's great, I never liked him any way" well so much for my compassion but hey I had my own damn problems right now. "okay there's this guy right and he's a total ass along with his brother, they trashed my car" I paused for the effective answer I wanted, like her calling them names back but all I got was "you are soo in-sensative" "what?" I was taken aback "here I am dumped and hurting and all you can do is mock me with this..." she searched for a word "worthless dribble about your latest crush!" she was beginning to shout "what is wrong with you?!" I shouted back "you think you're the only one with shit happening?!...I've got problems too! and instead of listening to you like I always do....I figured it was just your turn to listen to me" she crossed her whole body in another direction turning her nose up "well, if that's the way you're gonna be, than I don't need this good bye hasmin amuro! now the world may continue to revolve around you!" WHAT!!?? she got up and marched away still with her arms crossed. I knew it was over because nobody but my mother called me hasmin anymore. Forget her, I heard some one laugh. Okay she'll regret it later thanks to that laughing loser, but what? now my best and probably only friend has split. I bit the bottom of my lip and got up- when I saw that teacher of theirs! they must have come back, I thought looking down at my watch. God how time flies when your arguing. I rushed over to talk with her about them, you know a warning insight. "Ms.?!" she turned in my direction I pointed at her and nodded "yeah you, can you come here please?" she was talking to me as she walked over "I don't believe we've met," holds out her hand "nice to meet you, I'm miss paularus" "yeah lovely, you know those two boys in your class?" "what two boys I have quite a few?" she replied calmly, I hated that. "rocky and colt?" as if there were a duh behind it. She smiled at me and sat down "what would you like to say about them, they're very fine young boys; they show to be promising actors someday" doubtful. "What I wanted to say is that they're very bad and horrible you should fail them both" I blurted out "their sexest womanizers ya' know?" "no, I don't know." her eyes and voice were almost icy "they're very fine students as the rest are, why do you judge them?" "I do because I know them, alot better than any teacher" lying through my teeth. "well, that's figs and peaches in your book but in mine they're just darlings, you need manner lessons you silly child" and with that I got up and walked. Where did this no nothing woman get off! is everyone out to hurt me or what? "hasmi?" I turned to see rocky and my face scrunched with anger "what?" "can we talk?" he seemed so innocent, so I figured "sure, why not" I followed him to a bench and we sat down "are you...." he held back. "spit it out" I snapped, I was furious that he had the nerve to do what I knew he was gonna do "did I do something wrong?" he kept his eyes down and I loved him at that moment of weakness but, no. I shook it away. "You tell me" he looked surprised as though he hadn't the slightest idea what I as talking about "I mean you had your goofey friends ha, blow up my car! you're lucky I didn't press charges, if I ever find out who they are" "their not my friends, everyone around here knows me that's all," he sat up straight looking at me making me a bit uncomfortable "who are you to accuse me...because I save them and you from some trouble? you're not very bright" "who are you to talk about bright, you're the one falling for yourself" I meant to say it, but I also didn't; I could tell he was insulted because he stood up and walked quietly away. I wanted to tell him to come back, who knows maybe he was telling the truth. I would never know because I've got too much pride to ask him something that would soon be the past, that soon wouldn't even matter anymore, my parents said they'd send me a new car, so what did I still care for? I didn't know. But whatever happened, it was un-fixable with a guy like him. I could just tell. |
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