and to the extreme I'm going,
to prove I'm fine with out you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind.
Underneath my desguise of a smile,
I'm gradually dying inside.
Friends ask how I feel,
and I lie convincingly.
For one reason or another,
I don't want to reaveal,
the suffering fact that I feel.
So I wear my disguise,
till I come home at night,
turn down all the lights,
then I break down and pathetically cry.
So what do I do,
When the one your devoted to,
Suddenly just stops loving you,
then seems not to have a clue.
Of all the pain,
that the rejection is putting you threw.
Do you cling to your pride,
or lash out and say,
how dare you leave me this way?
How do you hold on in vain,
as they just slip away
