Push

A little bit more than I ever wanted
A little bit more than you could ever say
Did you really think that I'd forgotten
Kicked out the windshield water coming in
Fade away fade away

Push just a little too late
Is this what you want what you need
what you wanted me to be
Always loved me strapped to
Lock it down and drive me through

Tried to give more than you thought i'd take now
Taking more than you could ever say
Push come to shove you kicked me in the head
You knock me down I ripped the handle off again
I wanted more than this I wanted more than this
Fade away fade away

Push just a little too late
Is this what you want what you need
what you wanted me to be
Always loved me strapped to
Lock it down and drive me through

Hands gripped to the wheel held too tight to feel
Face pressed to glass please donut ask
One more breath one more it's alright
I could never give enough have enough be enough
You could never stand to stay there
Only Only fade away fade away

Push just a little too late
Is this what you want what you need
what you wanted me to be
Always loved me strapped to
Lock it down and drive me through

Push just a little too late
I wanted more than this
I expected more than this

Believe me

Believe me touch by god touch by you
You know I never asked you
Believe in me it's all I can do
Things you never said

And wanting you to reach out from the dark
To wake up from the cold
And wanting you is all I can do
Thing you never said

Believe me
Did you ever try
Believe me
Keep it all to yourself
Believe me
I never wanted to die

I'll take the note the words that say I'm weak
That show I should have died crumpled in the fire
I'll take the note its all I can do
Thing you never said

Believe me
Did you ever try
Believe me
Keep it all to yourself
Believe me
I never wanted to die

So I'm burning up your pictures
Lay you in this shallow grave
So I'm washing clean your body
For the promises I never made
I'm burning up your pictures
Still my love remains the same

Kill for you

I want I want I wanted to...

Came to grind me into stone
Polishing the angled flesh and bone
The smallest cut to drain my soul
Precious words of comfort swallowed
Whole
Oh no she said I tried for love
And I died for love
But I'd kill for you
I want I want I wanted to...

You tore the makeup from my face
With every acid word you ever knew
Now every line and crack exposed
Exploited fully till each scar shone

thought
Oh no she said I tried for love
And I died for love
But I'd kill for you
I want I want I wanted to...

I never said I'd promise anything
That's alright I know you wanted to
I never meant to promise anything
That's alright I know you wanted to
I never ever promised anything
That's alright I know you wanted to be with me...

Came to grind me into stone
Polishing the angled flesh and bone
The smallest cut to drain my soul
Precious words of comfort swallowed
Whole
Strip me from the top down
Rip me from the raw into is higher place
Don't want to die

Silver

Close your eyes
Your Christ has come
The crippled boy that you once knew
The charmed enigma chosen one
With painted lips
Skin ripped and torn
Come touch and feel and lick and smell
This envy that I've worn so well

Everybody wants everybody says
Everybody begs in time

So drink me in like tainted wine
Come bite down on my down on my sharpened cup
And taste the dreams that numb the mind
A simple word a harmless glare
That binds me with thinnest thread
And pins me down to pleasures bed

Everybody wants everybody says
Everybody begs in time

And you will be the first to fall
Every feeling will dissolve we are silver
Morphine baby`s final breath
Ever smothered to your breast
We are silver

So shy and poised with few regrets
A judas kill a complex thrill
A memory I won't soon forget
Been washed out clean
Till all runs dry
Come touch and feel and lick and smell
A hurt that only you could sell

Everybody wants everybody says
Everybody begs in time

And you will be the first to fall
Every feeling will dissolve we are silver
Morphine baby`s final breath
Ever smothered to your breast
We are silver

Trip...Sister I will fallow you
This time
Knowing I will follow you

Everybody wants everybody says
Everybody begs in time

And you will be the first to fall
Every feeling will dissolve we are silver
Morphine baby`s final breath
Ever smothered to your breast
We are silver

Freaky be beautiful

I'm walking this railings edge
Just to feel this good
And freaky be beautiful you came following me
Like I knew you would

It tickled my fancy tickled my sense of fun
You claw like a rack on my back ever thickening
Its just begun

Freaky be beautiful he falls
And his blood it sprays so cold
On my face he feels so cold

My crallow bird waiting
Shallow breathed shrapnel lung
I'm pressing the beak to my cheek
And its thickening kick off turns the sun

Freaky be beautiful he falls
And his blood it sprays so cold
On my face he feels so cold

Oh no oh no
Freaky be beautiful he falls
And his blood it sprays so cold
On my face he feels so cold

So I rot down inside
For the loss
And I will not deny
I'm winding...
Dig it out...
Freaky be...

Break her down

It never happened never will
Its not a memory
there's no way to prove this isn't real
Never happened never

Your not a victim I'm not to blame
You've seen my honest smile
My pretty face and all my gentle ways
Never happened never

She knows its a sin
Break him down break her down again
Its a sin
Force him down force her down again

If you play quietly
I'll let you go
If you play quietly
No one here will ever ever know
Never happened never

She knows its a sin
Break him down break her down again
Its a sin
Force him down force her down again

So please remember me
I never meant to tell you lies
So please remember me
The one who stroked your hair and dried your eyes

I never wanted this to be
I never wanted this to be so
I never wanted more
I never told you lies
I never wanted more
I'm just a boy never wanting never

She knows its a sin
Break him down break her down again
Its a sin
Force him down force her down again

Into everything

Quarter slot the pictures hot
You can be so damn ugly
Flickering is sickening the show
Sexual intellectual
Feel so raw makes me crazy
Pocket full of quarters left to go

I said I'm fine work the line
Punch the clock it never meant that much
Wake up wake up its here again
Whiskey shot drink it up
One more bottle just wash the cut away
Into everything

My wife's alone the kids at home
She can be so damn ugly
Her face is blurred without a word to say
I spray the dream with gasoline
Just one match be so easy
Splatterings of you along the way

I said I'm find work the line
Punch the clock it never meant that much
Wake up wake up its here again
On a whim stole the car
heard a shot ring out It seemed so far away
Into everything

Quarter slot the pictures hot
You can be so damn ugly
Flickering is sickening the show
sexual Intellectual
Feel so raw makes me crazy
Pocket full of quarters left to go

Picture Elvis

She breathes through the book
Measures a picture there
Picks up the knife
Cuts it to wallet size

Now she has lived
Now she has breathed
Now she's tasted heaven but the trip doesn't sting
And all she wanted was a photograph

Rain on my tongue
Fells like I'm tasting god
Silver and gold
Drinking the riches up

Back to the night
And if I died
I'm going to ask my questions on the other side
And all she wanted was a photograph

Mask of the city hangs in mock deliberation
I step outside the wire while the sun strips off my cocaine
Bent like a banshee while my cup is overflowing
Another brutal ending I know I'm an animal story telling

And she breathes through the book
Said that she never knew
Question is easy
But answer is hard to take

The binding cracks
the words will fade
But she keeps the picture in the frame that she made
And all she wanted was a photograph

Machine punch through

You came to rape me of my intellect
I give you pieces off my pride
Lay down naked and play with you
Posing quietly looks a lot like me

Your fucking pistols not so dangerous
stick it any place you please
Rip me open cause you're dead inside
What you thought you'd it looks a lot like me

And you believe
That I'll believe
In all she said one little trick she said
But it was lost on me Machine punch through
All she said one little word she said
But it was lost on me machine punch through
Punch through

Another schoolboy goes to hell for it
Believing everything he reads
Sell my soul out one nickel at a time
Turn the last page down I'm not that far

Your cigarettes become a torch for me
Burn it deep into arm
Watch the welts rise come blistering through
What you thought you'd see it looks a lot like you

And you believe
That I'll believe
In all she said one little trick she said
But it was lost on me Machine punch through
All she said one little word she said
But it was lost on me machine punch through
Punch through

I'm bent out of shape desperate to whine
Screamin so loud that I don't make a sound
Strung out on speed maxed out on lies
I know you're to blame but I donut know why
You believe that I'll believe in you
And its not so hard
And you believe that I'll believe in you
And its not so hard

And you believe
That I'll believe
In all she said one little trick she said
But it was lost on me Machine punch through
All she said one little word she said
But it was lost on me machine punch through
Punch through

This shrieking love

I came screaming down the highway
Looking for a place to fly
Stopped outside the window
Its only in the blood

Into the kitchen
Found you lying on the floor
There I tied you up with wire
I can't feel you anymore

You gave yourself to me
I offered you to god
Wrapped the curtains round your body
Its only in the blood

This shrieking love
Comes crashing down
This shrieking love
Is not the one you thought you'd found
Oh its only in the blood

Its a deadly clear addiction
A body breath away
A long hot bath in acid fast
Its only in the blood

On down the highway
Looking for a place to fly
Outside the window
Its only in the blood

This shrieking love
Comes crashing down
This shrieking love
Is not the one you thought you'd found
Oh its only in the blood

Nauselbaum

Low Low Low

Who better than me
Fall into be seen
Draw fire and then pray
Quiet I'm to low

Stay down stay down
Cold earth to the ground
Too late to be
So real but I'm to low now

And if I ever wanted you back to me
Too low now
And if I ever wanted you back to me
Too low low

Spread gently for me
Too hard to be heard
With better words I'm better than
Too low low

Stay on stay on
Too late to be gone
With better words I'm better than
Too low low

And if I ever wanted you back to me
Too low now
And if I ever wanted you back to me
Too low low