Entry for March 23, 2008
Do you believe there is affinity?
I can say it is magic to me! It gives me a new life! I don't know that how does it go, but I have been jump into the love again! It is a distance from the last love!
I have got a guy whose backgrounds was as same as Lesile Cheung and he was dating me before. His smart looking and his charming while he was working, which can attrack a lot of girls. However, I have confused and refused his dating at the end. As I am a dating romance and perfect lady and the background of this guy has been over my criterias, it seems no reason for me to refused his dating. I learnt that I was confused whether he will settled down and form a family or not. Therefore, I decided to refused him and explorer my own career.
For the following years, it still have admires around me, but I have never gave them any chances as I am enjoying my freedom and no doubt in responding any promises. Up to th 10th March, this year, my mind has been changed because of him. We know each other in a very short time but he has already lead me in losses of the directions. I have got a very special feelings that I should keep the relationship with him. And He is protecting me as much as he can. Although he got the past but it is leading me to respect him much more. If it is necessary to qualify him, I think that I would love his character much more than his appearance although he is very smart & charming. His outstanding appearance would be a best choice to the admires. His eye-sight and smile can attrack your heart-beating faster. Except this, I would respect his contributions and insistancy to the love. I think that he is the Love of my Life!
After I met him, I have got the feeling to get merry; I have got the romance feelings of dating, he is the man I found a lovely and caring husband. Although he is staying overseas, we have a communication problem on the distance, however, we are adult and we are respecting our committments. We are missing each other very much! In dispite this relationship, I am willing to wait for him without any blaming and it is the same situation to him. The most worthy that he decides to come to Hong Kong for me. It is my pleasure that a gentleman can put down his business and caring of me. I am very lucky and should say thank you to him for all his contributions.
In meantime, I have reconized that I love him more than I can say. I would like to maintain this relationship and expect to have a good result.
Kelvin! Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You!
