(Just Talk Folks Not the
Gospel)
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1) Lots of readers like those new poems! What do ya think of the whopping site stats these pages are getting? I think it's just awesome! I am truly amazed at how wonderfully these websites, containing my writings, have been received so far. It regenerates some of my lost faith in people really to see how many of them care enough to read about this generally unpopular topic and respond with such support. One of the consequences of long-term stalking is sometimes that the victim gets the brush-off so many times that they start to become jaded. The fact that the perpetrator is seemingly allowed to continue stalking while the law abiding victim remains helpless and no one really helps is just difficult to accept without becoming bitter. And like all stalking victims, it's good to have a connection to others who are in the same situation. I mean, obviously I wish that there was no such things as stalking. No one ever deserves to be stalked, but since the reality remains that there are millions of stalking victims out there, it's nice to not feel so isolated by this situation.
2) Tell everyone what you think those other victims are thinking when they read these sites? Oh that's a tough one. I'd have to guess they feel a lot like I do and I could also guess that I'm probably writing a lot of things that they not only agree with but that deep down inside they'd like to say to their stalkers. Not that I suggest anyone make contact with a stalker as making contact with these wackadoodles tends to hone them in more on their victims. Not to mention I have ascertained the truth that stalkers almost never hear the reality of what any victim is saying to them! I should add that none of this poetry and none of the essays were ever meant to speak to the A-P. In fact, had the A-P stopped stalking in time none of this poetry would have likely been published. Not to mention that the A-P wouldn't have found these websites if he hadn't been stalking.
3) Do ya think these sites are honing the alleged perp in more? No, not really. In my case, I believe that the A-P can't be turned-off until a miracle happens and he decides that he has wasted enough long years of his own life. I also believe that the A-P can't be turned-on any more than he already is. I was silent for a long time and it didn't make any difference in my situation. As far as the A-P's obsession level goes it has always seemed to be pretty static or consistent. In fact, all my silence did was hurt me while it appeared to further serve the A-P's sick purpose. This is a similar effect as what can be observed in other cases of domestic abuse, the victim's silence serves the perpetrator. The only striking differences or revelations publishing on the Internet has made are that now the A-P is website stalking and writing these websites. In writing these websites the A-P has proven beyond a shadow of a doubt that he is both willing and eager to slander me to total strangers (I.E. total strangers to him).
4) Do ya think knowing the cats out of the bag will stop the alleged perp or slow him down come the middle of February? No, not really. Although he might try to be even more sneaky in his cowardly actions. I can't imagine he's rational or sane enough to stop at this point. If the A-P were rational or sane he wouldn't have started stalking in the first place. The A-P also wouldn't have become fixated on sick things like munchausens if he were sane at all.
5) You want to tell everyone who wants to talk to the alleged perp? No, not at this time. I'll wait until the A-P starts his garbage up again in mid-February or so. Besides, by then this person may change his/her mind. After all speaking to the A-P is no treat! LOL! What I will explain is that no one I know wants to cut any deals with the A-P and no one I know is the A-P's fantasy death threat artists either. I don't know those kinds of people. So it has nothing to do with either of those two things.
6) Do you want the alleged perp to call or write you in February? No way! LOL! But I'm still in touch with reality. In truth the A-P is not invited to call or write or email me. I do not want to hear from him. And this other person isn't really excited about hearing from the A-P either.
7) Do you think the alleged perp will talk to this person? No, I doubt it. The A-P's too fixated on fantasy death threat artists and other fantasy dangers to risk it. The A-P is a little disgusting scampering cockroach who only comes out to poop on people's lives when he's pretty sure he'll get away with it.
8) How do ya feel about the alleged perp reading this? I feel like he should bugger off, go away, get lost, get a life, do the world a solo favor by exterminating himself, stop all stalking, stop all in-person and cyber-stalking, leave us all alone, get the message, return to the sewer where he belongs. I think the A-P should get the hint, he is out of my life forever. I don't want a dirt-bag like the A-P in my life. I think the A-P should see the capitalization in the words, "REJECTION." The A-P is rejected. I don't want anything to do with the A-P. I don't want to see the A-P. If I ever wanted to see him again all I'd have to do is visit someone down on their luck and living in a slummy downtown apartment, open a cupboard in the middle of the night (I.E. roach) and there he'd be! I'd like to forget filth like the A-P ever even existed. The A-P is vile garbage that forgot to toss himself into the dump last trash compactor day!
9) Do you think the alleged perp can do anything else with his life now? Well, in light of what he's spent the last years doing, I believe he's too insane and worthless to make anything honest, honorable or decent of himself no matter what chances he is given or handed on a silver platter. And believe me the A-P has had a lot of opportunities to turn his life around handed to him on a silver platter before! However, if the A-P were anyone else, sure he could get into a reputable business or acquire a college education and live a good life. Still, in the case of the A-P, it'll never happen. Past behavior is still the best predictor of future behavior.
10) Who is "the other" in the poem Riddled? Well, to begin with I should explain that the title, "Riddled," refers to my opinion about the state of the A-P's mind. The word, "Riddle," in all of its various forms is used deliberately in these specific writings only because it has consistently been one of the A-P's favored punch lines. Thus to process this concept the word was used. The "other" person is a person I believe the A-P is jealous of. I don't want to get into details of who this other person is right now though. It just isn't my style to bring shame or humiliation upon this other person's name when I don't need to. The A-P will bring this person shame eventually anyway by continuing with his behaviors and dragging this whole situation and everyone surrounding it further into the public view.
11) Does that ball game poem mean anything? Yes it does. It has a lot of major inner meaning and anyone who knows the A-P understands what this meaning is.
12) Have there been any alleged perp events lately? Yes, there has been some suspicious activity and a few suspected sightings of either the A-P or the A-P's clone. Of coarse, I don't believe there are any real clones running around out here or by the co-victim's place. Whatever clones there may be, I'm sure the scientists and military are keeping them indoors and a secret from the rest of us in general! That means it isn't a clone in reality.
13) Can ya tell everybody who those guys are with that rescued horse with the messed up feet? Sure, those gentlemen were the farriers or horse shoers that came out to take care of the horse so that he could be saved.
14) Is there anything else ya want to say to everybody? Hmm, not really at the moment. I'm sure I'll think of lots more later though. I suppose I'd like to encourage all the viewers to stay tuned into these websites and also into mine when I get it set up. I mean, everyone is encouraged to stay tuned in with the exception of the A-P who is encouraged to get lost and stop all stalking. I definitely intend to keep everyone as fully posted as possible about any major incidents that crop up.
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Thanks for the statement Van!
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