Just Talk Folks Not the
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1)When and where did you meet this guy that's talking cyber-stalking trash about you now at? His name is the trickster. I met the Trickster" on the Internet, on a message board. When, I honestly can't remember. Months ago.
2)What all happened when you met this "trickster"? We just started talking, I inquired about the name he was using at the time. Found out he had many.
3)What was your relationship with Trickster like? Relationship is sort of strange, being Internet
port friends. He was very nice and I liked his
conversations.
4)Was Trickster your boyfriend? He never was my boyfriend. But we were friends I felt.
5)Did you see Trickster Trickster in person? Never.
6)Did Trickster spend any time at your home & did you spend time at his home? Never.
7)Did he meet your family and friends in person? Never. He lives in Canada, I live in the U.S.
8)Did you ever agree to get a website together with Trickster? Yes, until I found out he tried to steal one from someone he was helping out. Changing passwords and such. That, I was told from the lady that owned the domain at the time. Who also came to my message boards. Before I met Trickster
9)Did you get into any business with Trickster? Never.
10)Did you promise Trickster anything? Never.
11)Did he promise you anything? Just that the domain would be the best ever. Trickster being atheist, me being more into philosophy, or metaphysics and we got along in the different beliefs. We would be able to show others we can
get along in spite of our different beliefs.
12) How long did your relationship-friendship with Trickster last for? Again it was not a relationship. It was a friendship. Nothing more.
13)Did you have a torrid affair with Trickster like he
says? No never was it torrid. Internet love to me is not real. It is fake, as he uses in friendships.
14)How do you feel about what he's doing now? I am not angry. I feel sorry for Trickster. He has quite an imagination. Mixed feelings.
15)What is the true story behind this Mongo (Cy comment: I got the name right off tricky Trickster's site)talk? I know for a fact he is pissed at me for opening an abuse site. And getting a message board that he is banned from again. He is mad because I allow the others he hates to come on and he is not allowed to because of the hate he shows towards others,
including myself when he is angry with them.
16)How do these other people he's cyber harassing and talking trash about feel? Some feel sorry for him, some are down right angry. Lawsuits may be filed. Shocked, what can be said about a man that tries to control everyone. They are just as confused as I am. Wanting it to stop.
17)Why did you dump this guy out of your life? The trickster, months ago called me and was outraged that I had banned him from my message board. Why? Because I talked to some other men he hates. The ones he accuses of masturbating on his pictures. This between them has been going on for years. I had a moderator that asked trickster to leave because of his language. His hate for a spiritual board. He was out of control. He was asked by me and my moderator to leave when he refused we banned. He came back with a vengeance. I deleted his vulgar language for 7 hours one day. Banned his Internet Service Provider's Number 36 times. My moderator has to leave my board because the trickster went to his and was starting in over there. I finally deleted my shyloh's Two Trees In The Garden Forum.
18)What's he done since you dumped Trickster? After awhile I had found out some others were posting on another board about me and Trickster. and he lost it. he went and was trashing me there. Same stuff. Finally he called me, told me to tell the
other coc&*^&%$#$ he was not harassing me and,that he never has and if I did that he wanted he would leave me alone. I said what he "told" me to say.I lost some of my friends at that time. They accused me of lying because of the statement I had made.
But at that time I was willing to do what ever it took to get this Savage Obsessed Trickster out of my life. I risked it and I lost. I was accused of bailing out. Making others look bad. etc.
19)Did he threaten to do anything to you? Yes, if I did not put a stop to what others were saying he would ruin me. He would use my real name. He would put up a site telling others all about our love affair that I kept him from telling others about. And he would make it dirty and believable.
20)You made a deal with him. What was this deal all about and what happened after you made it? The only deal I made with the Trickster was to tell others he never harassed me. I kept my end of the deal. But it was very clear to all he was harassing me. After my post on the not harassing me and never did, that was the end of it for awhile.
21)How was this guy controlling about your life and why do you think he was controlling? How was he controlling me? By me shutting down every board I had. By calling me and yelling where my son heard him, because I spoke to others he hated. And banned him. To not speak to anyone or he would start again. To stay off the boards or he would continue saying things to hurt me. Why was he controlling me? I have no clue. Perhaps cause he knew my fear of him. And I told him many times I did not like him because he was full of rage and anger. I told him many times I could not be his friend because of his controlling. And when things did not go his way, I was blamed. For the actions of others.
22)Did he ever tell you any stories about his own childhood and old relationships? All I recall was his father did not tell him he loved him. He respected his father a lot. His father drank a lot. Only been sober for a year. He had a woman that cheated. The trickster was a loner. Lived alone up till about 7 months ago. Had to move in with his mom and her husband. He lost his astrology business. And just sits around on the net all day.
23)What attracted this guy to you? He said it was because I was very tolerant towards other's beliefs. That no matter what I felt we were all one together. I loved everyone. Sort of a peace maker I guess.
24)What attracted you to him? His astrology, his spunk about his beliefs in logic. Then when he would not shut up about it I hated it, and he insisted he was right. Everyone else was wrong. No other attraction. It got out of control till I was telling him opening that I hated his logic. And he repeats it always. I did not like the fact he did not believe in God. But I did not dislike him for it.
25)What did your relationship-friendship with him turn out to be like? A nightmare. Just a nightmare. Walking on egg shells. Not being able to have friends. A monkey locked in a cage. No not good at all. Having to watch my back. I do it now.
26)What did he tell you a relationship with him would be like? Can't answer that. Thought I made it clear with him.
27)How have his actions affected your life?
Well, I unplug my phone at night. When it rings I answer but if it is him I hang up. I have mixed feeling about changing my phone because of business and personal. I am dealing with it one day at a time. I have been silent too long and no more. I will fight with all that is in me to make it clear once and for all. I am a free woman. I can do as I wish. He will not ever control me again nor will I fear what board I go on. And whom I speak to. I do not have to answer to him and I will not.
28)What worries do you have for the future? None actually. I don't worry I will deal with it. I am strong spiritually and I have awesome friends.
29)What have you done to try to resolve this with
Trickster? I wanted to be his friend. I can't control him nor do I want to. I have tried reasoning with him. I have tried to comfort him about the ones he feels are "stalking him" ha. But there is nothing I can do. He believes what he believes. If you have ever met some of these people he hates so much you would get a totally different story. I want the site about me taken down. But not for me the most but for the others. He is not telling the truth on that site about us.
30)What kinds of things happened between you two during the relationship-friendship? There were more bad things than good. I will admit I really liked the trickster a lot in the beginning. But it was so short-lived. I caught onto him right away. We would argue over the boards, he wanted me to ban everyone. But he also helped me with a lot of html things. He is very knowledgeable about computer stuff. I am not. Whenever I needed help he would help me. We would talk about our day. Or things that happened. But mostly the fighting on the boards.
31)What freaks you out most about all this? That is he a liar, a user, he would turn on you in a heartbeat. How unstable he is. How he can talk in one breath how "we love each other" and then call me &*&^%$# ()*& all kinds of names. How he stabs me in the back and puts up a disgusting site about messenger talks that never happened. But for someone "loving me" as he said he did, why would he copy all that I said if it is true? Ha, lack of trust if ya ask me. How he takes pains of changing the messages. But you never see the ones of me telling him I will disconnect messenger if he doesn't stop it. Finally I had no choice but to. No you won't read about all the hate messages he posted.. How I told him I actually hated him for what he is doing. How he disgusted me with the hate he had for others. No you will never see the true messages that I sent to him. Not at all. Only the ones he knows will make me look bad. And he knows I know he changed them to be the trash he is. That freaks me out how anyone has so much time on their hands to distort and lie. IT FREAKS ME OUT!!!
32)What would you say to him if you could say whatever you wanted? I would tell him I hate the way he is. I hate all the things he has done to innocent people. I hate the way he is obsessed and controlling and I will bring him down. From the dust he came and the dust he will return. He is a stalker and a harasser. A slanderer to say the least. And he needs help.
33)How long do you think he'll keep at this smear
campaign? Ha ha, from the looks of never running out of steam on the old fingers it may take sometime. Who knows.
34) Why do you think he's smearing you? The posters on my boards. He thinks I am protecting them. He wants me to have nothing to do with them what so ever. But I have proven I will in spite of him.
35)What state of mind were you in when you met this guy? I am a very healthy person. I don't have hang-ups except for strife and I avoid it when I can. I am a very positive person. But I have my weaknesses. But for the most part I am a happy person. Very happy person. Out going. I have lots of friends. I enjoy my children. We do a lot of things together when we have the time. I love life.
36)Did he say things to you that looking back could have been tip-offs to what he's doing now? God yes. Oh all along but I felt bad and wanted the best for him. About all the trouble yes. A domain in my honor never. Ha. Never.
37)How long did you know this Trickster guy? I would say about 8 or 9 months. He knows the dates not me. ha. I never thought about it. Now it is longer that I want to know him.
38)Did you have affairs behind this guys back (if
you were his girlfriend at all)? I go on dinner dates, I go to movies, I have friends over. I go to fireman balls and police events. I can do as I wish. And I am not and never was his girlfriend.
39)What does this guy say and do when he calls you and writes you now? Oh when he call he screams. It is funny like why those *(*&^ *)(&^ and you *&%&%^% why did you allow those *&^%$#&( on your site and I am so p(*&^% that you would allow them to*&^%$$# you have not heard the end of this(**&%^& . How could you *^*()(*& you make me fuc*&&^%*(& (*&^&^% then the voice mail runs out and I have a new one. Just repeat the above. Not much else.
He never writes me as in writes me. He sends me nasty e-mail telling me what he is going to do. And if he writes others telling them he forwards them to me. I never answer them. Not worth it.
40) As far as you know is there any truth to the
wife swapping story about your friend and his wife? What I have seen between the two conversations witnessed it myself, M and the trickster, there was a private message board. Only three were there, M, the trickster and another ? Don't know who. It was a private conversation. M mentioned a fantasy he would want with his wife and another man. It was a mind thought nothing more. He admitted it. Well the good old trickster knowing him and myself were at odd and M taking up for me he wanted to let out the so called dirty little secrets about what M had said. I don't believe it actually happened. The "trickster" knows it as well but used it to once again hurt M an myself.
41)Why would this guy that's smearing you talk about someone else's wife swapping? Sick, To hurt, to lie, to make himself look good and everyone else bad. Hey, ya put up a site to hurt others ya gotta hurt others. right???
42)How does this other victim and his wife feel about these wife swapping stories? Same as me. We have all had our mind secrets. Nothing evil about it, let's get real. It was done on a Christian site for all to hear. And most that will ever go read it at the site are the ones that know M and will never believe it. As for the rest. What ever may be will be. They have to judge for themselves. But they don't know nothing but what is written there.
43)What was your life like before you met this Trickster
guy? Very nice. peaceful. No gossip or strife. I plan on keeping my life happy. Worry free. When he hurts me or others he is hurting himself.
44)What was your life like with him in it? Not in it. Only when I spoke to him on messenger. We hardly ever spoke by phone. Hardly. That is one thing I did not want to speak to him on the phone. And I made it clear. We have had conversations don't get me wrong but not to good of ones.
45)What ticked this guy off most during your relationship-friendship with him? My board friends. Honestly, sounds nuts but it was who I spoke to on my boards.
46)What is your life like now that he's smearing you? He can continue to smear. But he will lose. He, in reality has last. No games with me. I honestly only care about my family at this point. He is no longer anything to me. I have no feeling towards him at all.
47)Has he done anything else that you'd like to talk about here? He has talked about others that have no idea that any of this was going on. The owner of my board is the sweetest man I have ever met. He is like my cyber friend and the trickster made him out to be a something he is not. My moderator who he has never spoken to him called him so many vulgar names and I don't understand. He flamed my new board only to get banned and accused innocent people of things they are not doing. My Spiritual friend that I love more than life itself has even been targeted. I call him, (Cy comment: the cyber-smearman) the trickster now because that is what he is. He uses and tricks and lures and bits and hates and is in need of help desperately.
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Thanks for this be all my and other's opines/opinions statement Van!
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