(Just Talk Folks Not The Gospel)
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1) Now you know the alleged perp is dropping loads in my guestbook. He's been squealing about how I've been duped and litigation. I've told him how it stands, I expect an apology. What do you think will happen next? What could I possibly say to answer that one! LOL! And I don't really have to try to answer with a straight face do I? I believe that the A-P will continue with his same actions that created this whole mess in the first place. By requesting an apology, you'd have to be either joking over the situation, which is what I'd guess it is in this case, or you'd have to be unable to realize that the golden light bulb of clarity is simply never going to flicker on in his head. He's never going to understand that he created my need for processing or catharsis through his behaviors of stalking others and me. He's never going to wake-up and grow-up and accept any responsibility for his own behaviors or the harm that he's caused others over the past two plus years. He's never going to comprehend that stalking a published poet or writer would logically and rationally eventually lead to writings of catharsis. He'll never accept, understand or appreciate the ridiculously unjust generosity he's enjoyed within my nearly two full years of public silence about the stalking -- that he had close to two years to stop and basically get off Scott free without my processing the trauma through published writings. He's never going to see the obvious facts that his refusal to accept my, "goodbye," and his reactions through threats, coercion, blackmail, in person stalking, cyber stalking, and as far as I can tell, his related obsessions and fixed delusions are his problem and that he should have taken his problem to a psychiatrist and not to the fields of stalking or to the library to study how to make a mockery of the court system or how to warp a munchausens definition to suit his own sick needs for revenge! He'll never even accept the reality that he'd have to spend 6-10 years or so in accredited University, with an open mind, studying under professors, and then embark upon an internship of some legitimate kind to even speak of diagnosing anyone as he has done me in his attempts at slander. Not to mention his insanity precludes even the tiniest tangible grains of objectivity. The fact that he has consistently and grossly slandered me with the sickest accusations imaginable, well that reality never sticks to his mind puddle for even a fraction of a second! Ugh! I believe that the A-P will continue piling his garbage into your guest book until such time as that specific activity no longer gratifies him. If he's feeling especially brave, since his last attempts to coerce by email weren't very rewarding to him, he might email it to you also. Then he'll wait until February 2003 or a month soon after to contact me again, in some deranged way. In my opinion, he's not rational enough to ever leave well enough alone. He's an absolute bully, an Ennie Weenie Stalking Beanie with an unyielding fixation and an addiction-affliction projection problem. I personally also believe the A-P will make the rounds on the webrings and continue to slander me that way. We'll see, I can imagine I'll hear about it one way or another.
2) The horse pics on the svanludwick site ate nice. Did you take those pics right away when you got each horse? Most of them, no. I had to wait until the horses looked more presentable than the majority of them originally did.
3) Who all paid for the rescue you did before? Initially we paid all the costs out of pocket. Then after we'd placed a number of horses into adoptive homes we were slowly able to re-use some of the initial money to help with rescuing other horses.
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If you want to talk to me email me at:
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Thanks for the statement Van!
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