Something inside of me is crying out Singing a song Just for me Is it my destiny?

Something inside me is just not right Singing a song Just for me Is it a missing part of me?

Something inside of me is trying to run free Singing a song Just for me Is it trying to tell me?

Something inside of me is jumping all about Singing a song Just for me Is it trying to figure out?

Something inside of me is shouting real loud Singing a song Just for me Is it yelling for me to see?

Something inside of me is weeping now Singing a song Just for me Is it so sad for me?

Something inside of me is coming out Singing a song Just for me It's the rhythm of my soul, did you hear?

Isitis © Copyright, 1999

Walking hand in hand across the park Chasing squirrels and little sparrows. We laugh and play under the bright sun. Thinking about all the fun we will have today.

Can't wait until you hold me close So I can feel the safeness of your arms. Can't wait until that smile comes And shows me your love.

Swinging me around Making my head spin Giggling and falling all over myself "You so silly, daddy!"

Running away from the tickle man "He's coming to get me." Knowing full well I want to get caught Mommy shaking her head with glee

Yawning as we play video games Daddy gives that knowing look "I think someone is sleepy" Shaking me head in disagreement

"I'm not sleepy" As another yawn sneaks pass Soon cuddle up in daddy's warmth And the Sandman is next to come

Taking me to my little dream world Thinking of all that happen today Looking down at me Kissing me goodnight

But that is only a dream A reality that never came to be Something I always craved but never found Was the fulfillment of my father's love.

Isitis © Copyright, 1999

What can I say about you? I thought I knew you well Unplugged my heart from my conscious So I couldn't see See what you really are Extensions of my temple reach out to you As cold smooth skin burns my mind No longer are you like fresh baked bread As my hands go down your frame I can't imagine anything but the hard, lifeless breath you breathe Standing there slightly tilted like a straight, lonely uphill road to my destruction I should have known You cup holds nothing for me There is only the remnants of goey, staled coffee Soaking the sides of your hollow shell

Isitis © Copyright, 2000

I've loved you once I've loved you twice You went away My mom was right You took away All of the pain Balled it up And made it rain What in me Did you see A fleeting kiss A sexual fiend A piggy bank A toy to show Something just to Pass the time It wasn't love That's on your mind Something unpure Something unclean Something that wasn't Inside of me What did I See in you A loving hand A caring smile A shoulder to cry An active mouth Someone just to Spend my time It was romance That's on my mind Something so pure Something so clean Something that was Growing inside of me Now you're gone Who should care Only my heart Can really tell.

Isitis © Copyright, 2000

At first, I resisted it. But, it pulled me toward it with its magnetism. I tried so hard not to face the feelings. Defying my own mirror image. Running away from help. Trying to be the best by myself. It took longer than I thought To truly face myself. My mirror image smiles and realizes I came up to its level. Like a snowflake tumbling down from the sky, I was searching for somewhere to go. I had better odds winning the lottery than fooling myself. The never-ending worry, the unquenchable anger, and the numbing pain Always stop me in my tracks. Now I can slowly walk on those tracks Away from the train coming To end me.

Isitis © Copyright, 2000

For so many years, I thought my life was perfect. My mind was clouded by the material happiness that I thought would satisfy me. My eyes only saw the exterior, but my soul I could not reach. How could my life totally change because of one event? Everything has become so complicated and new because of one simple act. I felt the suffering of someone who I barely knew. The connection of souls rinsed me of my old conceptions and left me anew. This miracle has come from the Lord and the miracle has come thru me. Funny, how I thought my life was complete until I learned how to love. One simple act opened my eyes to see the soul and the beauty up above.

Isitis © Copyright, 2000

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