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This site is for me to express to you the viewing public some thoughts on the world or other things.
Lets talk about high school girls.  I have a theory about what a typical day may be for some of them.  Get up take an hour and a half to get ready and leave for school.  Get to school get angry then go to break. And be an ass to certain people who for no reason they are angry at.  Then they stay the same until they go home and is that enough?? heck no.  They log onto their computers and continue their angriness!  Then they go back to bed and start over the next day. 
May 17, 2004
Let's talk about High school 12th grade stuff.  They want to prepare us for college right? that's fine, that's even great, we need training.  However they don't need to kill us in the process, this week I have a final project, a 3 page essay, and the senior exhibition. All I have is 7 days to do what I see as 3 weeks of work.  now I don't need  to sleep or anything, I'll just do everything as ordered.  Now tommorrow half of the seniors at my school will do an exhibition, a little tap dance that we have to do, to prove that we will be a compedent member of society.  Now I think I can survive in society since I've done it for awhile.  Anyway I'll finish this later.
May 18, 2004
Today I will somewhat finish the entry from yesterday.  Today I woke up at 6AM as per my usual day, but then I had to get all dressed up for my show.  I still wasn't fully ready for the dance.  I went first mostly so they don't automaticly fail my ass.  Anyway I'm going to post my conclusion, on the school page, the one that took me 5 min if that. We so didn't need this carp, they didn't even get through everyone. One person I knew was crying because she was under so much stress to get this done and got 3 hours of sleep,then they didn't even get to her so she has to go back tommorrow.  To those people going tommorrow....I feel for ya, but while your going I'll be in Julian....darn.

May 19, 2004
At this stage of my highschool career I thought I was done with the social carp.  It seems in the 11th hour I am getting pulled back in.  Anyway, my car finally made it to 60mph today I was happy, wierd huh?  The exhibitons are over! well execpt for the people that have to redo them next week.  I'm not really angry about anything right now, but I might be later.  Check out my new message board page!
May 20, 2004
You know what makes me mad today, well all year.  I want to talk about the SCSP (Steele Canyon State Pen.)  Parking lot.  You see when they planned out the school they made many, many gates to get in and out of the parking lot.  The problem is that the staff opens
ONE gate after school.  Traffic backs up really bad everyday.  However if they just opened the gate before we got out there wouldn't be a traffic problem.  I've almost gotten hit more times than I can count, all because they don't open the gate!  They need to go back and examine their procedures.
May 21, 2004
Today I want to talk about my school's budget.  We all know that there is a huge lack of money in the school system.  It turns out that senior class has $14,000 left over from all the activities.  Are we giving it to the school or even the next class?? nope.  We are getting a mural made for our gym that the senior class won't even see. 
May 22, 2004
Today I want to talk about friends and the interent.  You see sometimes you get Instant Messaged (IMed) from people that you don't want to talk to.  Sometimes the people don't like you but want something from you, or they may even been bored.  In any case they IM you pretending to be nice, even your best friend.  Later on they go back to they way they were....hating you.  Why do they need something from you?? Can't they go to one of there friends..oh well we just need to watch out for those people.
May 23, 2004
Today I want to talk a little about luck.  You see today is Monday, now after school on monday there is one thing on most people's minds....to go home.  Well this was on my mind today, I go to get in my car after school and I have a flat tire.  So I set to work changing it, and go down to a dicount tire that is near my school.  I walk in and they tell me that it will be 2 hours before they even get to my car.  At that point it didn't really make me mad, I was past it at that point, I was just tired.
May 24, 2004
Today I really wasn't too mad about anything today, but I saw something interesting though.  I was waiting for my friend to come over and I heard a chopper circling the canyon across from me.  I went out to my front yard and saw a small black unmarked chopper, circling of course.  as soon as it saw me it took off in a straight line....later I was back in the house and it started circling again in the same spot.  Am I crazy??
May 25, 2004
Sorry I was gone so long, well let's get to it.  Today I want to talk about younger immature people.  Over my four years in high school this has happen to me about 3 times, not many really.  I'm sitting at a table minding my own business and couple younger people come up and say "she thinks your hot".  Now they are like 14 acting 10, I just say "that's nice, now dissappear".  Why do they do that?  What gives them the right to even take away my not so important time?  Cause it's funny?   oh ok that makes it so ok......people scare me.
May 29, 2004
Today I want to talk about the ending of school.  Most people are thrilled to be done, as am I.  However I know that some people are sad to see it end, I mean this was a long four years.  I'll be sad to say goodbye to some people like rachel, and some others but I suppose I expected it all along...I went back after school today and let me tell you what I saw.  I was on jamacha, the one that connects to Spring Valley, came to the light and the car behind me was heavy on the brakes so I moved out of the way but nothing happened.  Well the light turned green and I went around the corner on to jamacha, the one that goes to El Cajon, and the car that was behind me went around in the other lane.  I was approching the corner and I saw that car's tires lock up and it slid into the car in front of it at about 40 mph.  Needless to say that one hit damaged the three cars in front of it as well.  One another note...people suck.  I was doing a favor for an ex-friend by taking him to E.C. well he came home with me after 4th block then came with while I was at school.  I walked out to where he said he'd be and his friend said he left with another person.......see I still had his bag.....I just left and came home, I mean Ed if you read this your a dumb ass and I won't do anything for you again. 
June 1, 2004
Today I do not really know what I want to talk about...I guess I'm mad about somethings, but does it really matter anymore?
June 2, 2004
June 3, 2004 Today I want to say one thing.  Five days
Today we got our yearbooks,  overall a good day. I had a good time playing cards with my friends and all.  Two of them had a pic of their different generational bugs, but it was put on a crease, so that really sucked.  There has been talk about a game night to continue the card playing but I doubt it will be soon because there really isn't any time to play with six days left before I go.  I still don't know what will happen when I get back from hawaii, either I relax or I'm off on a road trip.  It may be nice to see my Uncle in Washington.  Peace out for now.
June 4, 2004
60 years ago today the US landed at Normandy.  Today I saw Harry Potter..go figure.  I question why I will go to school this week, I have enough days saved, but oh well I'll be there.  The card night seems to be coming together, which I'm quite happy about, unfortinatly that means no road trip.  I have to get my yearbook signed tommorrow, that will keep me really busy, since I only have 2 people so far.  Be sure to check out my updated Trek site.
June 6, 2004
I forgot what I wanted to talk about today, but all I can say is that school is rather boring right now.  I think I may be looking forward to the writing assesment tommorrow.....  On another note, I've just been told that on friday my dad is taking my car because my aunt and uncle will be borrowing his....thanks dad.
June 7, 2004
Today is relaxed no one is online, well that I wish to talk to.  I'm reading a 7-UP bottle, says that my odds of winning $10,000 is 1 in 4.6 million..yay.  Other than my odds of never winning the money, I'm rather bored, I suppose I could call Ken or Nathan, but I have no idea what we could do.  I wonder what the steinbergs are doing.
June 21, 2004
I didn't know how I felt about writing this entry..I'm not going to let anyone know it's here, so if you found it..good job.  For years people have told me that I have knowledge beyond my years, that I have a sort of insight.  Well I agree with them, on the insight part that is, I feel I can see ahead.  Now I don't mean I can see the future or anything I just mean I can see the actions of others and predict what happens, also I look at history and use it for the future.  Some people are "smart" usually in math or a class such as that, well I'm not.  I'm smart in things that most people don't or can't see.  I have said to a person before that my friends each bring a different side of me out..well they all don't see the same side.  I respect them for being friends with me but I don't know which I like better...there is one person that sees all of me..at least I think.  I don't think she knows it cause well...she doesn't.  It wouldn't be right to not say that of course I can't predict everything certainly things have bit me in the ass. 
July 29, 2004
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