I am sitting here all alone, doing nothing except staring at this screen.
I long for love. I want to fly, fly to the clouds and never return. I want to
live life. I want to die. There is nothing in this world that I cannot do. I
feel the pain, its eating me up. I want to shout, scream. I do not know what to
do. Sometimes I wish I were not here but there, not there but here. Everywhere.
Shit. I feel stupid. I am tired. I want to breathe. I am ..........
Date: 9th March, 2002
Shillong. 2:06 P.M