I HAVE DOUBTS IN BIOLOGY
The music show ‘Idol’ is going on during last few months in organization of
BK television. Purpose is to gather talents from all parts of our country, the
show gathered two thousand young people with belief that they are the owners of
the irresistible voice and the mix of characteristics. One of the contestants
lives in my skin.
Surrounded by emphasized unease and fear, in the sea
of impatience and cramp, I just can’t find the reason for absolute absence of my
stage fright. I’m starting to have doubts in my own biology. All recipes of mine
are well connected, it’s proved by the fact that today I’ve taken pity on kitten
and yesterday, I was delighted of Marijana’s call. Many contestants have hardly
risen above all those music authorities among jury members, some of them are the
associates of the biggest music companies in Europe, so sometimes the audition
turned into the place for losing nerves.
We were fighting with many instruments: voice,
fashionable outfits or pure anatomy. Everyone saw their great opportunity, and
that’s why the disappointment brought them into various psychological
conditions, from helpless cry, with real man tears, to hysterical laugh. Some of
them put in a lot. Proportional to deposit grows the expectation, and also grows
discontent with failure.
I play on pure talent, without much effort, mine or
others, and is that little or much, others will decide. In any case, it relaxes
and permits me to associate, sing and be happy without efforts because I enjoy
the fact that I got to the final by unique way.
For further easiness and amiability you have to
believe me, because, it’s not always certain to look deeply and stratified.
Since some unexpected spark may disappoint you, and I feel responsible for your
mood.
