Tired of crying Tired of lying Fakely smiling So they think I�m okay Tired of laughing When I�m not happy Always acting Every day I start to wonder What spell am I under? My heart always thunders When I see you Whenever I see it I want to deceive it I just can�t believe it To be true I wish things were different I wish I could change it But I know I can�t do it� But I�m trying! I�m just tired of all this I want to be happiest Because I am so tired Of crying Back |