I need to hurt myself I need to see the blood I need to feel the pain I can't just sit here And not do anything I can't be silent, calm, and still I need to move, flow Like the blood I can't let myself get away with it Being useless has a price I need to not be here I can't just do nothing The hatred I feel is too strong I may burst My worthless emotions scattered amongst the floor Like the blood Fresh, red, blood, sprouting from inside Holes in my body, caused by a knife And the tears I cry are red, Just like the blood. I need to punish myself Anger forms from hatred Gray turns to red Red, like the blood The sky, black like my heart The clouds gray, like my life I need to hurt myself I need to not exist I need to see the blood |