This is a poem written in a format of a song.. As I wrote it, I could hear its tune.. Sounds like emo rock. It echoes my dilemma during the darkest time of being in a relationship..

Hate Me

Just wanna run and hide
All these feelings deep inside
Cursed, warped, magnified
My head's gonna blow
I'm losing control
My world's going wrong

Chorus: Time has brought out the childishness in me
It seems lke we're almost through
Why don't you tell me you feel it too?
'cause you did 'cause you did
Hate me please

Where can I run to?
Your shadow is everywhere
Chasin, Hurting, Killin me
Your breath on my shoulders
I still miss it
But what the fuck is wrong with me?

The pain spells murder for both of us
Only an insane like me can bear to do this
I'm so sorry I screwed it up
I'm stuck in a puzzle I can't slove myself


Please. Hate Me.

� Copyright 2004 Julia Tan.
No part of this may be reproduced for any private purposes. Please kindly contact me before using any part of the stories or poems.


Echo my sentiments

Hosted by www.Geocities.ws

1