***Poems***
-Die For Love-
I sit in the park where I dwell For this boy I love so wellHe took my heart away from meNow he wants to see me free I see a girl on his lap He says things to her he never said to me I ran home to cry on my bed Not a word to mother was said Father came home lat that night He looked at me from left to right He saw me hanging from a rope He took his knife to cut me down And on my dress a not was found: Dig my grave Dig it deep Dig my grave from head to feet and on the top place a dove And remember this, I died for love...
**I climbed up the door and opened the stairs, said my pajamaz and put on my prayers, then I turned off the bed and crawled into the light, all because you kissed me goodnight! **Next morning I woke up and scrambled my shoes, picked up my eggs and toasted the news, I couldnt tell my left from right, all becuase you kissed me goodnight! **That evening at last i felt normal again, so I picked up my mother and called the phone, I spoke to the puppy and threw dad a bone, even at midnight the sun was still bright, all becuase you kissed me goodnight!**
*I Am Me*
There will not ever be anyone like me. I am special because I am unique. I am stardust and dreams. I am light. I am love and hope. I am hugs and sometimes tears. I am the words "I Love You". I am swirls of blue, green, red, yellow, purple, orange, and the colors no one can name. I am the sky, the sea, the eart. I trust yet I fear. I hide yet I don't hold anything back. I am free. I am a child becoming an adult. I am me, and me is just right.
**Boyz**
A heart is not a play thing. A heart is not a toy. But if you want yours broken just give it to a boy. Boys, they like to play with things to see what make then run. But when it comes to kissing, they will do it just for fun. They never give their hearts away, they play us girls for fools. They wait till we give our hearts and then they play it cool. You will wonder where he is at night, you will wonder if he's true. One minute you will be happy, one minute you will be blue. So to fall in love with a boy that takes a lot of nerve. You see my friend you need a man, to get what you deserve.
**Don't Judge Me**
Please don't judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile i softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see, the lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enogh, you'll find the real me.
-Friends-
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss, if you are my friend, please answer me this: Are we friends, or are we not? You told me once but I forgot. So I can say "I'm here for you." of all the friends I've ever met, you're the one I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to Heaven and wait for you, I'll give the angels back their wings And risk the loss of everything. There isn't a thing I wouldn't do, to have a friend just like you!
*Bad Boy*
I don't know what it is about that bad boy style. All I know is it drives me wild everytime I see you I can't help but smile. all the cute and thugish things you do make me wanna stay with you a while. So you better hurry up and take your pick 'cuz you just might be missing on one bad lil' chick!
~Total Jerk~
You pissed me off. You made me mad. You made me cry. You made me sad. You lied to me. You made me hurt. You made me see, you are a total jerk!
~*~Crush~*~
A crush is a ton of mush, even though it isn't a rush. You love someone 'til the end, and consider them more than a friend. You like their presence and their style. Being with them is worth while. You always laugh at their jokes, and always offer to share a coke. Trying to impress them isn't esy when your by them you get queasy. Their special than all the rest and you hope they think you the best. If they ask you out it'll be hard not to pout because the person you have a crush on is the best guy around, just beward their always bound.
*~*Sorry*~*
Sorry I haven't been there. Sorry I wasn't the one. Sorry I was always on the run. I'm sorry that I always cried in the night wishing you didn't hate me. It tares me apart that I'm sorry I didn't ask you sooner for the keys to your heart!
~Giving Up~
I'm giving up on loving you. I can't take the pain you've put me though. Deep down I know the feelings are always there. Maybe someday you will care. At least for now I can hide my pain. I know if I don't, I'll go insane. Our time apart has made me realize there is no second chance when it comes to guys. I almost had you back one time. But of course, you changed your mind. The many excuses that you have told are getting lame and really old. We never talk anymore. Its like a room to your life and you've slammed the door. It hurts to know you've shut me out. Now I know what love is all about. You're happy then you cry and cry. When there was truth becomes all lies. All in all it never ends for good. But then again, who thought it would?
..Undreamable Love..
Holding your hands and kissing you, feelin' your sweet and soft lips too. Cuddlin' keepin' each other warm. You keepin' me safe from harm. Under the stars tonight. Along with the moonlight. Realizing this is reality. Cuz with you dreams can never compare. To all the things we have shared, cuz our love is undreamable.
20/20 Hindsight
Always knew that I did something wrong, but I never quite pegged what it was. I went through life with too many heartaches, I never tried to fix them. I never really wanted to. But that was the tragic downfall, the unfortunate end to which I was brought - I have 20/20 hindsight, I can always see what I SHOULD have done.
What is Love?
Love is seeing him how no one else does. Love is when you know he's not perfect but you see him perfectly. Love is thinking about him every night. Love is when he means the world to you. Love is when no one else knows how you feel. Love is the best feeling you can feel.
The One I Saw
The one I saw before my eyes campe upon me at no suprise. I look at him and his smile while I rested and thought it was all worth while. the memories came back and stay a bit. No one could ever really imagine it. I think about the times we had. The good times and the bad ones that made me happy and sad.
You said you knew I loved you and i thought I was true! But come to find out, I never loved you. I know love don't last forever but I still wanted to try. All the pain and tears I still had left to cry. My best friend said it wouldn't last but I thought she was just mad at me. then I got real mad at her and said just wait and see. I guess she was right in the first place that I should have kept my distance from you. But if she saw you like I did she would love you too! My head said you should try it but my heart said, yet again that I should have listening to the voice of my best friend. Well now my heart's in pieces because of one thing" The Male Race.
~*~Never~*~
Never say I love you if it isn't really there. Never talk about feelings if you really don't care. Never hold my hand if you're gonna break my heart. Never say your gonna if you don't plan to start. Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie. Never say hello if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever then please say you'll try. Never say forever because forever makes me cry.
You are like a rose that I keep watering over and over so you will live. I love you with all of my strength. If you are sad, I am your kleenex. If you are weak, I am your chair. If you are mad, I am your calmer. If you are lost, I will find you. If you are scared, I am your protector. If you need to talk, I am there to listen.
I like you because of who you are to me. I hate you because of what you did to me. I miss you because you got her, not me. I love you and that's how it will always be.
*Smile*
A smile can turn the greyness blue. A smile can say I love you too. A smile can melt any young girls' heart. Then how come your smile still tears me apart?
Sometimes I remember when we were together. Everything was perfect in each and every way. You loved me forever, and more each day. I should have known it was too good to be true. I held my head high and tried and tired, to say goodbye. I thought about our memories and all the good times. The times I had you so tight in my arms and knew that it was true. That I'd love you forever and that's what I'll do.
-I'll Be Fine-
I'll be fine without you. I won't even cry, even though I know "I Love You" was a lie. So go on with your life, and I'll go on with mine. Getting passed the knowledge all you did was lie. I'm willing to be friends, but it will take time until then, good-bye!
I should have though faster. I didn't have a clue. I was irrational and what not. But I should have come to you. The sad thing is, you came back. Trying to bring me home. Your eyes were filled with so many tears. Oh..now I feel so alone. Why couldn't I look past the void that kept us far apart. I couldn't find a way to forgive you because you had broken my heart. And now it's all so different. We both changed a lot. You moved on and found a girl. It's like you just forgot. While I'm slowly punishing myself for not figuring out why. And I'm completly lost and so confused because I CAN'T say goodbye.
*Near to the door*
*He paused to stand*
*As he took his class ring*
*Off her hand*
*All who were watching*
*Did not speak*
*As a silent tear*
*Ran down his cheek*
*And through his mind*
*The memories ran*
*Of the moments they walked*
*And ran in the sand hand in hand*
*But now her eyes were so terrible cold*
*For he would never again*
*Have to hold her hand*
*They watched in silence*
*As he bent near*
*And whispered the words*
*"I love you" in her ear*
*He touched her face and started to cry*
*As he put on his ring and wanted to die*
*And just then the wind began to blow*
*As they lowered her casket into the snow*
*This is what happens to man alive*
*When friends let friends*
*Drinks and drive*