Disappointed I never realised until now how much it hurts your heart to be disappointed. You sit by the phone waiting for it to ring. Wishing it will ring. Not doing anything else that involves walking away from it or taking your concentration off trying to send brain waves to them to get them to realise "Ring Me!". Makes things tough and tensioned when you feel let down. I learned to be disappointed but not to this magnatude of being let down. Now I sit before you...well I was sitting at my computer thinking...Waiting for a txt to my phone or my phone to ring...is that I now know how much it hurt you to wait for me. For you to hear me say "Nah I can't I've got to go home". You wait all day to hear from me and to spend time with me and then those words come out...Your heart sinks. When I was piss-farting around at home not doing anything special, as much as you told me you wanted me to call and I never did, you sat by the phone. Wishing and sending me those brain waves to call. As much as it is a human thing for unfortunate things to happen. As they say... "Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fonder..." -Maid Marin, Robin hood Perhaps at times...absence only makes your heart weak. My advice would be don't promise things you can't keep, Don't do things to others you know hurts you when they do it back and Don't just sit there and wish...CALL THEM..."call me call me now" .... If you don't talk to them atleast they know you cared enough to try talk to them....Wish I did that....