Or if to have, but not to hold..
A forbidden moment that means so much;
A story I once told
Voice of comfort and of fear
Something I hate, yet something I dear
Maybe obvious, but must be conceal
A kind of fate behind a seal
If to suffer to be happy..
Or be trap to keep you near me;
As if to continue without thinking
Must I consider before I start giving?
Can it last, when will it end?
I can't retrieve what I will send
Wihout knowing what will happen
A dying hope to keep until then...
To feel the secret that should never be
To own but not to have or to have but not own
An unanswered subject, yet always been known
Pain that equals happiness, reply your share--
Don't leave me here waiting, if nothing will be there
Realizing the truth with a very tragic theme;
Regrets only lingers since I'd fallen for him
Favors given or ignore with every stolen moments
Dragging me deeper as well as my resentment
Stay away, I must stay strong...I don't want any grief
Must stay firm as ever for there is no relief
Do we have the same rhythm? Or the same beat?
Are you also struggling or melting in this heat?
If not, then I must wake up form this imprisoning dream
Joy must not be lost without you glittering beam........
last edited 8/23/05
