I want to know
I hated my mistake of loving you so
And the torture that you never love me, no!
This is unbearable, but I will let you go
Why it is you who own my heart; I need to know...

How could my choice of you turn to be so wrong?
Thinking of our love will always be strong...
Well,  I deeply err....so my tears flows
A fool to believe so now filled with sorrow

It never cross my mind... my dream was just a fake
You didn't even try to save me for my sake...
But even if you try to, you will still too late..
You already killed me, by causing this heartache...

I learned that we were empty... except for my love
A liar, yet I still cherish you all of above!
It's difficult right now becuz i still love you so....
But how could you do hurt me like this..is what I need to know..
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I Don't Want To...........
I don't want to be a fool because of love
To think of a devil as an angel from above
I don't want for pain to take over my peace
Thinking of forever, yet never none the least......

I don't want the annoyance of caring for someone
Giving all you have, yet who still see you as no one
I don't want to find joy in someone else's eyes
Turning you into an fool to believe all thier lies

I don't want to wish or hope for an impossible dream
For that person to love....causing me to grim..
I don't want to feel anything  like the warmth of embrace
For I don't want to miss it....or want to see his face

I don't want to feel weak and let down my defense
For I hate to feel worthless when my emotion is dense!
I don't want to realize this, then pray for your kiss...
It hurts to know i love you.. and until now, you i miss...
Last edited 8/23/05
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