And so because of love I learned to hate
Powerless to change an awful fate
Not wanting to let go, not wanting to lose
But then why does it matter, if I'm only being use?
To reach for nothing but on empty space
Longing for a single sight of your face
Melted in my memory and forever in shame
Such a mistake with no one left to blame
I want to own your everything so am I greedy?
But I want to make you happy without thinking of me...
How to satisfy a thirst without even a drop?
Like falling from heaven not knowing how to stop
Sinking for eternity wrap in pain
Hoping to find what i wish to gain
Yet still I lost, in a corner mourning
Over our love that is simply dying....
Because I'll do everything when you won't even try
I'm not important anymore, I don't even think you care
But it wasn''t that long when you said you'll be there
Fine-- whatever-- now what should I do?
I can't change the fact you found someone new!
Stop saying those words when you speak to me
I can't easily accept that now we couldn't be
Your words that I hate.. every single one....
Emphazising the truth that your love is gone
Please, stop this! But I want to hear your voice..
Yet, I don't want to be just one of your toys
I'm confuse and lost; while your tearing me apart
Why did you ever offered me your heart
If you will eventually decide that it should be reclaim
Leaving me tormented with tears and shame.....