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| When I cry� When I cry� Does it matter? Will it solve anything? Will it make it all better? Will I be all better? Is it better to keep it all bottled up, And wait for it to burst? Should I tell someone I need help? Or should I solve it alone? If I get help, who do I go to? If I don�t get help what will happen? If I cry will it help any? If I don�t what will happen? If I go on through life like I am going threw it now What will Happen? |
| �Tell Me Your Dreams and I�ll tell you what they mean!� -Geri Halliwell �Tell me your dreams, and I�ll tell you what they mean, cause we live we love we learn, You can't touch me You can't hold me Loving me through your window panes But I can reach you I can see you Trying to hide your love away We can be breaking glass together� This is from the song Breaking Glass by Geri Halliwell! I have many dreams, and I want so many things, yet, I don�t know what they mean! I don�t know how to go about achieving them! Its true in life, we live, we love, and we learn! A simple few words from a song like this, can touch someone�s life so deeply! When people try to break me, I can listen to this song, and I will feel a bit better. The sense that I have so many dreams, and I am talented, and that one day I will achieve them! Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, But someday, I will achieve my dreams. It might not be easy, But I will do whatever it takes! I know, I am going to make something out of my life, and they most likely aren�t going to be anything! If I try my best, and move along in life disregarding the people who hate me, The people who I can�t trust. Curt Collins |
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| I Turn to�Ashley �When the world is darker then I can understand, when nothing turns out the way I plan.� (Mel C, I turn to you) When I am down on the ground and can�t get up� When I can�t take anymore of life� When life is so sad, that I feel as if I can�t go on� �I turn to you�� I turn to Ashley� You bring me up off the ground� �Were would I be? What would I do? If you never helped me threw? I hope someday, if you�ve lost your way, You can turn to me like I turned to you� (Mel C, I turn to you) You turn on the lights when it is to dark to see� When I feel worthless you make me feel as if I am worth something�. I love you so much� You Love me� Were like Brother and sister� You watch over me, and I watch out for you�. Without you in my life, my life would be ___________nothing. When no one liked me, you came� When everyone hated me, you loved me� When I told you my biggest secrets� You helped me get over them� �I turn to you Like a flower leaning toward the sun I turn to you Cos you're the only one Who can turn me around When I'm upside down I turn to you� (Mel C�s I turn to you) - Curt Collins |
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| Spice Girls Spice Girls started out from Girl power moving past that stage. Into young Woman. They moved from Wannabe�s into moms/wives/girl friends. Coming �right back at ya,� with their latest album forever, Spicing up the world. Giving you a Holler going right to #1! Again, they go ahead Inspiring everyone, making me cry with their sad sad songs! Giving me new light in my world. Remembering, my past and what has happened, helping me look toward the future. Trying to forget my past. Moving forward in Life, trying to bring �happiness,� back into my life. Keeping me alive with their lyrics on their songs! Spice girls, I will forever be thankful for your help in my life, keeping me alive with Love, �leading the way,� |
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| Self Esteem What is it? Do I need it? Can I go without? What I do I do when it�s at 0%? Is there away to get more? If I go to 0% will I break? Why do they try to make me go to 0%? Why would anyone want that for another person? We are all stuck here together, Shouldn�t we try to make the best of it? What would I do if I reach 0%? Can it get into the negatives? Can I get it up into the double Digits? Should I care about me? -Curt Collins |
| Why go on? Why go on? Must I go on? What kinda changes should I make? Should I make any? Should I put up with the heaven and hells of my life? People Laugh, They try to bring me down, When I fall will there be a day when I won�t be able to get up? Will I break Someday? When will it end? Will it end? Should I end it? I could, but should I? I would be leaving my friends and family behind. But, I won�t ever have to face the hate in life, Is it worth it? Yes, I know I must be strong. I can�t give up, no matter what. I must think of all the people I would hurt, All the people who love me, I can�t hurt them can I? |
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| �You can push you can shove, but I won�t break.� At school, walking through the halls. I get pushed. I turn around, 2 guys trying to kill me (or at least hurt me) Yet, I do nothing, It takes me a min. to respond. As they are wailing on me, I push my way out of there and run! Later that day, I get home and cry. I wanted to end it all. Never have to have that happen again! Not have to live another day in fear. Not having worry about what the kid in the other desk is going to do to me next! Not have to find my books on the floor scattered when I walk away. Not have to find my desk pushed away from everyone, when I walk away. Not have to walk in a room, and find everyone laughing at me. Not have to fear what�s going to happen if the teacher leaves. I don�t think the teacher knows what really goes on, She�s clueless, She doesn�t know how I feel when I leave that class, Then I get bad grades in that class, Or yelled at for not paying attention. How can I, when everyone in that classroom hates me? I can�t I can�t live life like this anymore! I need a change, Should I to try and be someone I am not? Or Should I go on threw life disregarding them? What do I do? Who am I suppose to trust? Who am I suppose to tell? I can�t tell my parents, They wouldn�t understand! Would they? No they wouldn�t! A teacher, but which one? A friend? Who? ** If I were to end it all right now, would all these people be sorry? Sorry for their years of touch�? All the hurt and pain they�ve caused me? Would anyone shed a tear over me? Or would they not care? -Curt Collins |
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| �Look Past The Cover� Me and my friends are like a closed book, Misunderstood, Judge by our cover, No one has opened up to see what we have to offer, Nope, Strange Faces looking down on us, Smiling, The Cover might not be wonderful Might appear weird, Or worn, But it is worth a quick glance A second look The cover is unique� If they only knew what they were missing, Would they open it, or keep it shut? Forever, I believe they would keep it open, Everyday life getting worse, My self esteem gone� All of this cause no one will look past are cover, and give us a chance� Look past my cover to see what I might have to offer� Read the whole book before you judge me� |
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| School Why do I have to go to school? Its so early in the morning Its really boring� I have boring teachers� that blab on about nothing all day� The only fun class is Lunch, And I don�t even get a grade for that class. Its hard� The harder I try� The worse I do� I always stay at average. Nothing more� Sometimes less, But for the main part� I am average. I try hard, yet my grades are still only ok� I work my tail off, Yet my grades are still average or below� A teacher says, I am not paying attention or not working� They think they know, but they don�t! No matter what, I must go to school� I must try my hardest� In a few years, I won�t have school anymore� I will be moving on to become an adult, If I want to be successful in life, I must do good in school. Its that simple� Doing good in school = doing good in life |
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| When Will This All End? My life is like� I have a million people picking away at my soul� Who all want me to die� I am not like them, Therefore, I should be dead� My friends have been trying to help me, My parents think their helping me� I just want to crawl up in a little ball and never have to be seen again� Never have to be made fun of again� Never have to face someone hitting me�cause I�m different I just want to�die Not live like this anymore, Is it worth is? Nothing Works� Nothing� Would it work if I were to end my life? Would I not have to face this? Could I enjoy the tyupe of music I like? Do the Things I could do? Could I be from all this? Who am I though? Who is Curt Collins? I don�t even know! I have people hating me� I walk into school, Even more, snickers behind my back, funny looks from people, People sticking out their legs in hope I fall� I get into the class room, even more� Them all taking their stabs trying to get their laughs in And at the same time trying to make me break� Yet I stay strong, I carry on, I don�t show any sad emotions� I don�t show any emotions at all� However, not at all times am I 100% strong, Nope� I have broken in my 9 years in school� Ever Since the first grade� If I were to die would they care? Would they be sorry? I feel as if I am in a big maze� And I can�t find the exit� When will this all end? Will it? |
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| Why did u leave me here all alone? When you left your didn�t say goodbye. When you left you didn�t tell me you were leaving. When you left, you forgot to tell me that everything would be all right. Before you left we were so close Havin Fun�doing the things we liked to do� Yes we made mistakes But Who doesn�t? When You Left you didn�t say goodbye� When you left you didn�t tell me you were leaving� When you left you forgot to tell me everything would be all right. When I got the call, I cried. I wanted to come up their and join you. Yet I couldn�t� I miss you so very much� Why did you do what you did? I still remember every little thing we did together� All the times we were just being silly�havin fun� We could of made it threw� When we were young� You were the one who helped me up, when I was down on the ground� And when you were on the ground, I couldn�t help you� Like you helped me� And now I am on the ground, And your not here to help me up� Why did�you go�you coulda stayed here� With me� When You Left you didn�t say goodbye� When you left you didn�t tell me you were leaving� When you left you forgot to tell me everything would be all right. I will forever have you here� In my heart� I like to look at it this way� �The times when we would play about, the way we used to scream and shout, I never dreamt you�d go your own sweet way�� -Spice Girls Goodbye When You Left you didn�t say goodbye� When you left you didn�t tell me you were leaving� When you left you forgot to tell me everything would be all right. Goodbye my friend� Thanks for all the good times� Someday, I will come up their, and we will be joined again, forever! |
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| Treat me� I want to be treated like everyone else� But why am I not? Cause they say I�m different? Cause I�m human? Cause I�m my own person? Cause I care bout other people? Are those reasons to step all over me? Isn�t everyone suppose to be equal? No matter sex, religion, color, race� But yet� They treat me like a carpet! Something to step on! They just want to be cool and laugh at people� I can�t go on� I can�t live in shelter�scared about what the person next to me is gonna do or say� I can�t� I am a person� Yet, I feel as if I�m nothing! I feel as if I have no meaning�and that no one likes or loves me� They don�t understand how it feels� They don�t care� I have to put up with it� I can�t do anything else� I�m screaming Shouting at the top of my lungs� Yet no one is hearing my shouts for help! What am I to do? End this torture? End my life? Give up my dreams? Will I actually achieve what I always wanted to be? Will one day I be me? Instead of what they want me to be? If you don�t understand�either do I? Life is life�we have to live it� But what happens when you can�t live this life anymore? When I can�t wake up in the morning with a smile knowing its another day? When I can�t go to bed�knowing tomorrows another day? When I stop saying��well maybe tomorrow will be better?� When will this roller coaster I�m on Stop? Will it stop? I�m sick of this ride�let me off to try a new one� -Curt Collins |
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| I will be adding more poems...and fixing some of these old ones...enjoy...April 1, 2003! |
