On Writing (1999) |
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like to talk about writing for the same reason I like to
talk about Christianity: it's a lot easier to talk about
than to do. I guess it's like jocks yelling in the locker
room, or techies "talking shop," or war
veterans at a reunion recalling the battles won and the
battles lost. It's something that stimulates you, it's
something that teaches you, and it's something that
affirms that you are, for better or for worse, a writer. I
hear from many people who are just starting to write, and
many of them ask my advice. Of course, I have no great
advice, because there is no great advice to be had.
Writing is not a hard science. It is like art and romance
and sports. If there was one secret formula, then someone
would have figured it out, and we would all be great
artists, lovers, and athletes. Some people do claim a
formula, and it works for some people, but it is just
another postcard from the Grand Canyon--inspiring, but
not complete. So, I don't mind throwing in my two little
cents about how to write and become a writer. Of course,
my ideas are just ideals to shoot for. Again, like
Christianity, just because you can talk about something
intelligently doesn’t mean you’re
good at it. That’s me, an average writer and
average Christian who is not afraid to share his thoughts
on either topic, especially if it may help someone be
better than me at writing or at Christianity. Or both. A
writer is, quite simply, someone who writes. It is not
someone who wants to write, or someone who has good ideas
floating in his or her head. A writer writes. It's that
simple. It's that complex. First, you must write. Then,
you must write some more. Don't wait to write something
good, just write something. Slowly, you will gain a feel
for how words can be used to communicate in songs or
novels or non-fiction. This is the hard part. Many people
think getting the idea is the hard part. It's not.
Everyone has opinions and thoughts and ideas (even if
they're not original). The hard part is actually piecing
the words together and expressing it. It's
like that experience we all have when listening to a
great song or reading something good. "It totally
described where I was," we say. Or, "That's
exactly how I was feeling," which is often followed
by, "But I didn't know how to say it." This is
a sign that you yourself have the ideas and the
experiences that the writer is describing. The only
difference between you and the writer is not who has the
good idea, but who did the work of writing it down. It's
like my one-liner about modern art; people always look at
the simplistic pieces and say sarcastically, "I
could have done that." To this I say simply, "But
you didn't." And
don't be misled; writing is indeed work. I'm always
suspicious of people who talk about how easy writing is
or how they've written ten songs in a week. Most great
writers have a love/hate relationship with writing. They
got involved with writing for the beauty of it. Like all
of us, they imagined that the writing life was all about
sitting in coffeehouses writing down instant brilliance.
However, those who remain writers soon learn that writing
is like building a house. It takes creativity, but just
thinking about a house won't get it built. You have to
build it board by board and nail by nail. On
the surface, it doesn't make sense that a piece of art
that conveys beauty and portrays a pure idea should take
so much work to produce. But it does take work, and
that's why writers hate writing. At the same tiem, once
the work is done, there is something so transcendent
about a thing well written. That's why writers love
writing. Often
people don't start writing, or they give up quickly,
because they don't think they're "gifted"
enough. This is based on our false perception that
artists produce work just based on their inspiration and
their artistic gifts. This is completely false. All great
artistic works are, as the saying goes, as much
perspiration as inspiration. Let
us say that I was interested in playing golf. I've been
bored enough on weekends to watch a bit of pro golf on
TV, and so I assume that you can sink your ball with an
average of three or four hits. I go out to the course
with a bag full of clubs, I pick up a five iron (whatever
that is) and swing at the ball set up on the tee. After
swinging the club seventeen times, loosing nine balls,
and not even nearing the hole, I give up. I declare that
I'm just not "gifted" at golf, and there's no
use in trying. This
is a ludicrous scenario. We all know better than to think
that we can learn to play a sport instantly. We know it
takes years of practice, learning the techniques,
watching others, and trying. And we know that we won't be
as good as the pros for a long time. But, and this is
key, we don't let the skill of the experts intimidate us--we
know that we can learn to play, and we can get good
enough to enjoy it. So it
is with writing. As Rich Mullins once said, when you hear
his album, it's the only profound sixty minutes he had in
two whole years. I𠆝 bet that for every famous
Van Gogh there are three not-so-famous ones. And for
every not-so-famous one, there are ten that never made it
out of his studio. So, don't be intimidated by the good
artists, and don't expect to write like Dostevesky, or
even Grisham, the first time around. Take
the time to learn the techniques. Although modern artists
are known for making odd looking images, all the masters
also know how to do the basics. They once took the time
to learn to draw. Picasso, famous for his off-kilter
paintings, could do incredibly realistic drawings. An
artistic friend assures me that Jackson Pollock, known
for huge splatter-painted murals, was a great traditional
artist as well. The
hard part is that learning means admitting our ignorance,
and trying means failing. Don't be afraid of that.
Perhaps that's why many successful artists were miserable
failures at everything else in life--they learned to live
with failure, and they didn't let it shut them down.
Maybe it helped me that I was the worst little leaguer
you ever saw. I just loved going to bat, swinging three
times, and walking back to the bench. So,
if you want to write, then do it. Be fearless. Write a
lot, and don't be afraid of even the dumbest ideas. Put
them on paper and see how they look. Read
whatever you want to write. If you want to write
melodramatic descriptions of biblical scenes, read Max
Lucado; figure out how he does it. If you want to write
poetry, read all that you can; figure out what the rules
are. If you want to write songs, read songs; what works,
what doesn't? Why does this thing touch you? Write
for yourself--that will free you to be honest. Whenever
you do share something with a person, do so carefully and
reverently. You are sharing yourself, which is intimate,
and you are also inviting your listener into intimacy. Finally,
and most importantly, learn to be self-critical. All the
great artists I know of are very self-critical, which may
explain why artists are disproportionately depressive
people. Being self-critical means being able to look at
yourself and your work, and judge it well. I always say
about songwriting that you should write ten songs before
you dare think one is great. Songs, and other writings,
are like children--if they are yours, then you are
convinced that they are perfectly beautiful. The
difference is that all children really are beautiful. But
all writing is not. If
you want to be a great writer, you can't let yourself be
blinded by sentimental love for your work. The fact is
you will write some bad stuff. For every song of mine
that you've heard, I have a dozen hiding in a notebook
that I've asked to be destroyed upon my death. If you can
recognize the bad things, then you are in good shape. It
means you are objective enough to recognize the good ones
too. So write and rewrite. Edit. Learn and re-learn.
Press on. If
you do this, and you write, you will be glad that you did.
All the passion of art is centered on this feeling--the
joy of creating something, especially something
intangible and beautiful. Artist of all religions
recognize this. I personally think the joy is so intense
because in creating, we share in the One whose image we
are made in. God's first recorded act was creating. And,
let's not forget, even the perfect one, with the flood,
edited his creation. When we create, we are following the
divine example, and somehow participating in Him. --This
essay originally appeared in Thirsty Plants, a webzine
for the Caedmon's Call Guild |
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| © 2001 Aaron Tate |