Without ChoiceScene I: over the Florida skies - Monday, March 17, 2003
The Duke of Wessex sat sleepily pondering his lot
in life aboard his Lear Jet, which was heading back towards his home in Lincoln,
Nebraska. Stephanie sat asleep across from him, as Edward too slumbered
peacefully in his crib. He stared at his beloved wife and son, before
turning his attention back to the night skies over Florida, attempting to
make of what had happened and what was to come.
His body, still tired and worn from his war with Demonstone, clearly showed
its toll. The Duke sat wearily with a small sherry in his hand, wearing
only loose jeans and a tshirt, as his laptop sat on his lap (how appropriate!)
loaded on the CSWA's main page. Lancaster grinned as he scrolled down
to see that he and his mystery partner - with whom he had recently communicated
- would be taking on the combination of the very dubious Scythe Meister and
his good friend Chris Wright. He knew that Wright would still give his
all against him and his partner, but if Mr. Meister crossed Wright the wrong
way - pardon the pun - he would not hold back from giving Scythe a warm CSWA
welcome the Wright way.
The prospect of capturing the CSWA Tag Team Championship was a very inviting
one, but becoming the number one contender for the CAL World Heavyweight Championship
was all the more captivating. The Scotsman Demonstone was his first
hurdle, and the Duke considered it ironic that he would next have to face
an Irishman - a very finicky and talented one at that - in his quarter-finals
match.
The Duke sipped his sherry before nearly spitting some of it out in laughter.
How odd to have an Englishman step up against two other British Isles
nationals, each with very proud and nationalist beliefs in regards to their
home states. Lancaster smirked as he considered his battle a battle
for British unity and the power of London against the nationalists in Edinburgh
and Dublin!
He raised his glass and mumbled under his breath, "For Queen and country!" He took a swig and
finished his sherry, as he then logged on to the official CAL website to view
the other brackets in the tournament. Lancaster knew he had to look
to the future beyond his quater-final match if he was to be successful, or
to even gain a glimmer of hope of being successful. His tired albeit
happy demeanor faded to an extent when he read the official CAL preview of
his match against Mr. Leprechaun:
"In what was touted as already the 'best match in the
tournament,' D. Leprechaun took out Leona Lawless on the most recent edition
IWA Shockwave. Lancaster steps up against the man a lot are considering to
be the favorite for the entire tournament but logic dictates that the Duke
won't be afraid."
"Favourite for the entire tournament
is he..." mumbled the Duke. He sighed and shook his head, as
he decided that another glass of sherry was indeed in order.
Once again Lancaster felt he had been dealt the short end
of the stick, a loaded deck, with some believing that he was incapable of
defeating the troublesome Irishman.
To hell with anyone who doubted him, he decided. His
integrity, skill, determination had been questioned countless times in the
past, and he showed these people what stock he was made of. He would
do so again. His accomplishments in the past spoke for themselves -
holding championships in four different federations, and managing his former
protégé to a World Tag Team Championship a year or two prior.
He would have to draw on all those past experiences though
in order to overcome perhaps his biggest opponent in quite some time - not
by size, but rather by challenge. Every iota of his being was to be
poured into this tournament. He had no choice but to do so. To fight,
to fight to the very end, to throw absolute caution to the wind, to defy his
limits, and push himself to the brink of destruction or absolute victory -
which ever came first.
It was the legacy left by his father and by every member of
the House of Lancaster - from the ones who arrived in England in 1066 along
with the Duke of Normandy, to his father, who fought courageously in the
RAF during the Second World War against the scourge of National Socialism.
The words from the CAL site resonated in his mind: "logic
dictates that the Duke won't be afraid." You're fucking right I won't
be afraid.
Robert switched off his lap-top computer and tossed it aside. Reaching
into his briefcase, he pulled out his father's war diary, something he requested
Simkins to send him from Wessex. He hoped to draw any inspiration from
it that he could, and after reading a few entries - he did just that.
Scene I: over the England skies - September 15,
1940
Lancaster stopped to smile, seeing that his father's
passion for Macbeth likely spurred his own.
Today was a day I soon shall
not forget. Another early day as always, simple tea and bread for breakfast.
How I yearn for the halls of Wessex on days like this! for it was a
dreary, rainy day - thank God, seeing the fires that the bombs dropped by
the Nazis are quite horrid. Downtown London has transformed from a
beacon of civilization to a beacon of destruction. The Dome of St.
Paul's Cathedral still holds despite the near constant bombardment - it is
said that the day of that dome's destruction will mark the end of England...yet
still we fight on, as I do, as we all do. We all have heeded the words
of Prime Minister Churchill, and we all look to His Majesty King George VI
for guidance and strength. Thank God we have such men to serve and
lead our country - it is an honour to serve His Majesty in my humble way.
Had some trouble starting my Spitfire Mk 1 this evening,
but finally got it started so me and the lads could get in the air to smash
the Luftwaffe's might. I had not expected such extraordinary circumstances
to befall me or my plane, and I am lucky to have escaped with my life - as
I am every night.
I was in the air just outside London I believe - I am
not quite ever sure really where I am - when I was chasing down a small group
of Messerschmitt's with a few other of the lads. I had
one in my sights and managed to get one of their planes down. Unfortunately
for me I did not see the other Messer that dove out of the skies, unknown
to me, her guns blazing. The bastard got me square on the fin, and
sent my plane diving towards the ground. I had barely enough time to
react when my plane had smashed into the ground, thankfully into a group
of trees which softened the blow. I was quite stunned and I think I
blacked out for a few moments, when I finally came to.
I managed to get out of my cockpit and collapse on the
ground. I opened my eyes to see the stars and the moon, which was partially
full. I looked around, trying to get my bearings when I heard a voice
mumbling under its breath - definitely not an Englishman. He was German.
I pulled my sidearm from my belt and quietly began to
move about on my stomach, hoping to corner him and if possible, take him
prisoner and bring him to one of the country houses that we passed over.
I stopped in my tracks when I saw the young man get to his feet, his
gun drawn too, a look of sheer terror - which was barely visible even in
this moonlight. He was clearly disorientated and scared out of his
wits. I managed to creep up nearer to him when he yelled out in German:
"Anschlag! Wer ist dort?" (Stop, who is there.)
I got to my feet as quickly as I could, my gun aimed firmly
at him. I told him to stand still, in German, and to drop his firearm.
He relented, as his body began to visibly shake, and then he yelled
back, "Lassen Sie Ihre Gewehr fallen! Jetzt!" (Drop your gun! Now!) He
must have repeated his command three times, before I responded, I too, now
afraid: "Sie haben kein Entweichen. Geben Sie oben." (You have no escape.
Give up.) I walked forward a few steps, a grim expression of determination
on my face. I looked at him and whispered in a low tone, that he had
no choice, no way out, and that I would have to kill him if he did not drop
his gun. I could not show any mercy. His eyes began to shed some
tears, as he declared his devotion to Hitler and Nazi Germany. I aimed
squarely at his head and pulled the trigger, shooting him dead.
Lancaster looked up from the diary pages, written in black fountain pen, with a dazed look of disbelief and pure shock. He had never known that his father had committed such an act, and he was not surprised that his father had refused to show his diary to his young son. Robert continued to read on.
I looked down at the young man, who could not have
been any older than twenty or so. I leaned down beside him and said
a prayer, asking forgiveness and mercy for both him and myself. It
was one thing to shoot a man's plane out of the air - but to do it face to
face, was completely devastating. I got up and walked to a near by
cottage, and was brought back to London later that day, where I sit now,
writing this entry.
I know I shall dream of that young man later on this day,
the fear etched on his face, the blank look of death then crossing his lips.
I had no choice though. God forgive me. I had no choice.
I had no choice. I faced the ultimate reality that any man could
face - it was to be either him or I - and I had no intention of sacrificing
myself for Hitler's sake. I did what I did for God and country, and
for His Majesty, and for any of my future kin. They must know the truth
as I write it now, if they ever discover the grizzly act I perpetrated that
night. Let this cursed war end. But a lesson to anyone who may
read this - there can be no mercy, no opportunity to lay down one's arms
when the only option is open, bloody war. There is no choice.
God save the King. - EJL VII
To all those in the CAL Search for the Chosen One tournament: Robert Lancaster
has no choice.
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